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Episode 70 (01/22/20): Even as a pastor, there are times where I pray, read the Bible and worship, yet I walk away feeling nothing. In the puzzling times where we try to seek the Lord yet don’t “feel” any different, or we don’t “hear” any response, is there something wrong with us? How long should we pursuit until we give up? Join us as we look at this question and seek an answer together. Heavy hearts, you are not as alone as you may feel.

Episode 69 (01/15/20): Through our brokenness, and through the "missed notes" of life, is there still a beauty to the song that our lives create? Through the murky waters of our often messy lives, is there still a beauty to be found? Join us as we look at ourselves through the perspective of vulnerability and ask the question, “Lord, what do You see?”

At the end of the day, we are all that we are.

Episode 68 (1/08/20): Mountains- home to both fierce rapids and comforting cascades. Just like the mountains that stand in awe, we too can house desires for both action yet peace, control yet surrender, movement yet stillness. When our longings are complicated and complex, where do we find peace for our emotions and thoughts? Join us as we search for a raging, yet gentle stream for our heavy and tired soul.

Episode 67 (12/18/19): We all have a desire to be remembered… to leave a mark; however, we often resort to our own understanding and ability to fulfill this desire. How can we outlast what is so temporary? Is it too late to re-examine what we are living for? In this last episode of 2019, join us as we pause… look back… while also looking to this day that we have been given and the potential that it holds regardless of our past.

Episode 66 (12/4/19): Have you ever had a 1% charge left on your cell phone; however, you desperately needed to exchange crucial information in order to avoid being completely lost? For many, life may feel as if there is 1% left of a reason to keep breathing. In the moments when we feel as if we are hanging onto our lives by a thread, when we are questioning if life is worth living, does our 1% heart truly matter? No matter who you are, all of us have had moments in our lives where we feel pressure to answer the overwhelming questions that weigh heavy on our souls. Heavy heart, you are NOT alone!!

Episode 65 (11/19/19): Life has a way of flipping what we so often prioritize upside down, highlighting in the process what truly matters; however, regardless of who you are, we all struggle with making comfort our king. In this episode, join us as we seek to learn from the early apostle’s unrelenting passion to tell others about Jesus, even when their lives… and comfortability… are on the line.

Episode 64 (11/6/19): Winnie the Pooh said it best in his attempts to figure out solutions to his problems, when he famously and frustratingly tells himself often, “Think. Think. Think!”.

Regardless of who you are, our thoughts can often become a warzone full of the shadows of our anxieties, worries, hurts, fears, regrets, insecurities, memories, and the brokenness that each season of life brings and leaves with us. In the uncomfortably of these shadows that plague us within, where is the rest that we all greatly long for found? May our heavy hearts … Breathe.

Episode 63 (10/30/19): With the recent release of Kanye West's highly anticipated "Jesus Is King" album, many opinions have been shared concerning the 180° pivot; however, in light of the skepticism, is the spotlight on Kanye's authenticity fair? Join us as we take a moment to do the hard work of shining the spotlight inward... as we look at our own hearts for a moment.

Episode 62 (10/23/19): Breakups are painful. ​Heartbreak is painful too.

Whether it is heartbreak from the loss of a friend, a breakup or loss of an engagement/marriage, or painful regret of past/present decisions & actions... where is healing that can be found in the midst of overwhelming pain?

Join us for Part 2 as we look at music & the scripture and discuss some observations that heartbreak can bring over time. Heavy heart, through the pain, THERE IS COLOR!

Episode 61 (10/16/19): Breakups are painful.

Whether it is heartbreak from the loss of a friend, a breakup or loss of an engagement/marriage, or painful regret of past/present decisions & actions... where is healing that can be found in the midst of overwhelming pain?

Join us as we look at music & the scripture and discuss some observations that heartbreak can bring over time. Heavy heart, through the pain, THERE IS COLOR!