March 30, 2026 - Vol. 3
THE SYMBOLISM OF THE ACTIVATION: WHAT THE LAND, THE ANIMALS, AND THE GEOMETRY WERE SAYING
There are sessions where you do the work. And then there are sessions where the work does you. Yesterday at Banning State Park was the second kind.
I want to go deeper into what showed up — because every symbol that appeared was speaking. Not metaphorically. Actually. And if you know how to read the language, the whole day was one continuous transmission from the land, the ancestors, and the field itself.
THE LAND ITSELF: PRECAMBRIAN WITNESS
Before we talk about the animals or the feathers or the pyramids, we have to talk about where we were standing.
The Hinckley Formation at Banning State Park is Precambrian sandstone — approximately 1.1 billion years old. When Minnesota was mountains. When this continent wasn’t even a continent in any shape we would recognize. The Kettle River has spent millennia carving a gorge through that ancient stone, creating Hell’s Gate — sheer sandstone cliffs forty feet high, the narrowest, deepest cut the water could make through time itself.
In the late 1800s, the Banning Sandstone Company employed five hundred workers to quarry that stone. They cut it, shaped it, moved it. Ancient rock pulled from ancient earth and shaped by human hands. And when you walk into that valley today, you can feel the layers — the geological time, the human labor, the water’s patient carving. You can feel that something cataclysmic happened here long before human memory. The land holds it. You can see where the earth broke and reformed. Where mountains fell. Where epochs ended.
I stood in that valley and knew: this is one of the most ancient lands I have ever walked on. And when you do healing work on land that old, you are not working in ordinary time. You are working in geological time. Ancestral time. Time that stretches back before Atlantis, before the continents separated, before the story we call human history had a beginning.
The land was the container. The land was the witness. The land was the frequency.
THE FEATHERS: A SPECTRUM OF RELEASE
Spirit gave us four feathers yesterday, in sequence, across the day. Each one arrived at the right moment. Each one said something specific.
The gray feather came first — small, delicate, the color of dawn before the sun breaks fully. Gray is the threshold color. The in-between. It is preparation. The whisper before the deep work begins. Something is about to shift. Get ready.
The black feather came after the work deepened. It looked raven — dark, glossy, the color of magic and transformation. But it was turkey. And that matters. Raven medicine is about magic, about the word made flesh, about the transmission landing in reality. But turkey is grounded. Turkey is the earth. Turkey is the medicine that lives in the body, not in abstraction. So this feather carried both — the magic of transformation AND the groundedness of embodied reality. It was the color of the old. Black like what needs to fall away. Black like the domination language, the bloodletting priesthood, the frequencies that locked women’s voices in their throats. But turkey — real, earthbound, present. This isn’t abstract darkness. This is the darkness that lives in the body, in the blood, in what was actually done to us. The black feather said: I see what you’re releasing. It is real. It lived in the body. And it is leaving now.
The white feather came next — and it was incomplete. A piece of a larger feather. Not whole. And that’s exactly right, because white is dissolution. White is the space between — not yet, but no longer. The old pattern breaking apart doesn’t leave cleanly. It leaves in pieces. The white feather was the incompleteness of the release itself — the threshold made visible. Could have been dove. Could have been goose. We were on a river. The water birds were present. What matters is what it said: the old is dissolving. It isn’t whole anymore. It’s coming apart. That’s not failure. That’s exactly what release looks like.
The brown feather came last. Possibly owl — the tail feather shape was right, the coloring was right. Possibly something else. The river held many birds. But owl medicine runs through my lineage, and brown is the color of earth, of witnessing, of the ancient seeing that has been watching all along. The brown feather said: I see this. I’ve been watching. This is real. Your ancestors are recording it.
Four feathers. Gray, black, white, brown. Preparation, release, dissolution, witness. The full arc of what the day was doing, held in four small pieces of what birds leave behind when they pass through.
Do you find feathers in your sacred work?
THE RAVENS AND THE VULTURES: BOOKENDS OF THE WORK
One raven as we exited the petroglyph activation at Hell’s Gate. Just one. Raven medicine is specific — it is the magic of creation, the word becoming flesh, the moment when something that existed only in the invisible realm lands in reality. One raven means: it happened. The transmission landed. The word became real.
Fifty vultures as we came out of the Egyptian priestess work at the waterfall. Fifty. Moving together, circling, the sky full of them. Vulture medicine is death — but not the death of people. The death of what no longer serves. The clearing of what has already died but hasn’t been released yet. Fifty vultures means the clearing was massive. The old world falling away so fast it moves as a murmuration of wings. Fifty vultures means: everything that needed to go, went.
One raven arriving. Fifty vultures departing. The transmission landing and the old world clearing in the same afternoon.
CHIPMUNK: THE GRANDMOTHER ARRIVES
My first spirit animal. The one I’ve carried my whole life. My grandmother Strand’s medicine.
Chipmunk appeared during the meditation at the waterfall — while Lana was lying on the ancient stone above the Kettle River, her body surrendered to the earth, going deep into the meditative state before the active release work began. And the moment chipmunk appeared, I knew: my grandmother Strand was there. And when one grandmother appears, all the grandmothers appear. Not just Strand. Adams too. Both lines. Both sides of my paternal ancestry.
In February 2025, I stood at Devil’s Gate in Wyoming and did ancestral healing work with my father’s lineage — the Adam family, the Mormon trail, that whole constellation of ancestral memory. I cleared something there. And now, one year later almost to the day, I’m at Hell’s Gate in Minnesota, doing the same work again, with both grandmother lines present.
Devil’s Gate. Hell’s Gate. Same threshold. Different name. Deeper initiation.
Both my grandmothers died on the seventeenth. One on 1/17. One on 11/7. The number seventeen appeared on every road sign as we drove between activations. And as we left Hell’s Gate for the waterfall, a car pulled in front of us: license plate 7777. My grandmothers saying: We’re here. We walked every step of this with you.
And here is the synchronicity I have to name — because it’s the kind of thing that makes you stop and sit with the mystery of it. Yesterday, while I was doing research, the word Strand appeared in the same context as chipmunk. The system had no way of knowing that my grandmother’s last name was Strand. No possible way. And yet there it was. Strand. Chipmunk. Together. In the same moment I was working with her medicine, working with the lineage she carries, standing in the valley where she showed up as a small brown animal to witness the release of what had been done to all of us.
The universe doesn’t always speak in thunder. Sometimes it speaks in a word that appears in a search result that couldn’t possibly know what it knows.
What synchronicity’s have been stronger in your life recently?
THE PYRAMIDS: GEOMETRY IN THREE FORMS
This is the one that stopped me completely. And I’m still sitting with it.
During the Egyptian priestess activation at the waterfall — while Lana was working with the words obey and truth, while she was releasing the old domination frequencies and setting her grid for what comes next — pyramid-shaped sandstone rocks appeared sitting alone in the mud. Not part of a pile. Not a natural formation. Just sitting there. Pyramid geometry in ancient sandstone, during an Egyptian activation, at a waterfall that sounds like the Nile. I handed them to Lana, on for each word she worked on.
You think about what it took to build the actual pyramids. You think about the ancient quarrying of stone — the workers who cut rock from the earth and shaped it into something that would hold a frequency for millennia. And here we were, standing in an ancient sandstone quarry in Minnesota, doing frequency work, and the stone shaped itself into pyramids in front of us.
Then as the sun went down, my mother Nancy drew two pyramids across the Minnesota sky — one pink, one purple — from Lana’s house to mine. She does this. She writes in the sky. She draws in clouds and smoke and the geometry of light. She was confirming: I see this. I’m writing it into the record.
And when I got home, I picked up a piece of Lake Superior Merlinite I had kept for my part in creating this journey through language . A piece I’ve held. A piece that has been on my altar. And I looked at it — really looked at it — and realized: it’s a pyramid.
Five pyramids. Two in the sandstone at our feet. Two in the sky above us. One that has been sitting on my altar the whole time. The geometry was already there, waiting to be recognized, before the work even began.
THE FIBONACCI SPIRAL AND THE UPGRADE TO TWENTY-FOUR
The Fibonacci spiral is the mathematics of nature — the pattern of shells and galaxies and the way ferns unfurl. It is also the mathematics of addition and subtraction, of consumption, of the model that takes as it grows. It is the old growth pattern. And we released it.
In its place, we anchored twenty-four. The number of strands in the Crystalline DNA activation. The number that moves from addition and subtraction to multiplication — always generative, never subtracting, the frequency that can carry what comes next without consuming what it touches.
Lana left with twenty-four stones. Twenty-four as the new code written into her body, her hands, her nervous system.
This isn’t abstract mathematics. This is frequency work. This is the actual reprogramming of the pattern that runs through the body, through the lineage, through the way we’ve been taught to grow.
TRUST AND TRUTH: THE INTEGRATION LANDS TODAY
Yesterday we released the word obey. We released domination language. We anchored truth.
And today — today was a day about trust and truth in my own life. Not as metaphor. As lived experience. I had to circle back on something. I had to face the places where I trusted things I shouldn’t have trusted, where I gave someone something that wasn’t a hundred percent accurate, where my desire to be a good friend or a good teacher got ahead of my commitment to precision. And I had to sit with that discomfort. I had to let the mirror show me what it was showing me.
That’s not coincidence. That’s the integration. You release the domination frequencies on a Sunday and on Monday the universe shows you exactly where those frequencies were still running in you. Not as punishment. As completion. As the work continuing to do itself.
The ancestors don’t let you walk away from a Hell’s Gate activation and go back to business as usual. The chipmunk showed up because the lineage was ready for the release. And the release keeps happening — through us, through your release, through the moments of discomfort that show you exactly where the next layer lives.
This is what it means to do this work outside. In the elements. In the places that actually respond.
The land holds what we release. The water programs what we anchor. The ancestors witness what we choose. And the integration doesn’t happen in the session. It happens in the days that follow, when the world mirrors back exactly what you worked on, and you get to practice it in real time.
The work is never finished in the valley. It’s just begun.
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A NOTE FOR THOSE LIVING NEAR THE WATER, THE RIVER, THE ROCK
You don’t have to come to the Kettle River to do this work.
If you live near water — a river, a lake, a creek — that water is source coded. It is programmable. It is intelligent in ways that science is only beginning to catch up to. Veda Austin has spent years photographing water in its crystalline state, documenting how water responds to intention, to words, to human consciousness — forming images, symbols, faces, geometric patterns in direct response to what it’s held near. Water held near a photo of a sunflower crystallizes in the pattern of a sunflower. Water held near words of love forms differently than water held near words of fear. It knows. It responds. It is not passive.
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If you live near mountains — especially mountains with quartz in them — that stone is programmable too. Quartz holds frequency. It transmits. It amplifies. The ancient builders knew this. That’s why the pyramids were capped in it.
The fresh water system of this planet is not separate streams and separate rivers. It is one recirculating network — moving through aquifers and watersheds and the great river systems that have been flowing since before human time had a name. The Kettle River carries water that has been moving through this planet for over a billion years. When we stood at that waterfall yesterday and released the domination frequencies into it, we weren’t just doing personal healing work. We were contributing to the entire network.
Because here’s what’s true: all the negativity, all the distortion, all the encoded fear and control language — it can only distort water. It cannot destroy it. Water in its pure form always knows how to return to coherence. And when we come to it with clear, balanced, intentional energy — when we come as priestesses and priests, as healers, as people walking in integrity — we are helping the water remember what it already knows.
So wherever you are — go to the water. Go to the river. Go to the rock. Bring your intention. Bring your truth. Bring your walk as don’t wait for energy, because that’s what gets coded into the system. That frequency moves through the network. It doesn’t stay at the river. It travels.
We are not separate from the healing of this planet. We are the mechanism of it.
Meet Lana: Our Community Poet
Lana is a poet and a guide. She’s been walking the Spark program for years, learning what it means to embody sovereignty — to stop seeking divinity outside yourself and recognize it as your birthright, coded into your body, accessible through your own frequency.
Now she’s deep in the Crystalline DNA work. She’s activating into what it means to hold more light, more truth, more of her own power without fragmenting under the intensity. Her chart — heavy Scorpio, Virgo Rising, that Moon in Leo holding secrets — shows a woman built for depth work. Built to attune to fine frequencies. Built to help others navigate their own maps.
She has a strong pull toward astrology. Toward understanding the geometry of a life, the cartography that shows you where you’re going. And she has a gift for poetry — the old owl’s gift, the ability to speak what she’s seen from her perch without needing permission or applause.
Right now, she’s exploring what healing looks like when it’s grounded in presence, in intimacy, in the kind of attunement that doesn’t require you to perform. She listens to The Movement — reggae music that gets your body moving, that reminds you that healing is physical, that your nervous system needs sound and rhythm and the knowledge that you’re not alone.
Lana is exploring what comes next for her. How her gifts — her depth, her attunement, her voice — will move into the world. And she’s invited you to witness it. To read her poetry. To see what happens when a woman learns to trust what she’s been quietly observing all along.
Her Substack is growing. Her voice is finding its range. And today, she’s sharing a piece that came through during a retreat in the Become in the Tree — a poem about stepping out of armor, about wholeness, about knowing you’re finally free.
Enjoy.
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I no longer burn to be truly seen,
I understand now what that has meant to me.
I step through a meadow, the sun on my face,
soft light dissolving what time can’t erase.
I sit by still waters that mirror me clear,
at last I feel whole in the space I hold here.
The field stretches open, unguarded and vast,
no longer encased in the armor of past.
The wind moves through me without any strain,
my truth resting gently, no need to explain.
My breath draws me inward, steady and slow,
sensing the path I’m ready to know.
There’s peace in this wholeness, quiet and deep,
I’ll linger here softly before I leap.
A small witness watches from branch above me
I breathe, and I know I am finally free.
💫Lana
A note from Lana about her experience: “My experience with Kristin on this retreat was powerful, magical and beautiful. She embodied me and reflected me back to myself, like attuning to me fully. I felt fully in my body and out of my head, which has been something she’s helped me shift so since knowing her. I love how she creates her containers for these activations, it’s feels safe with her and she knows her stuff. She’s kind and generous with her time and energy, and I appreciate her so much. I love her way of viewing the world. She is devoted to her work, to herself, to her students’ growth and ultimately to helping the betterment of the planet on so many levels.”
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I’m opening outdoor activation containers this spring and summer — full day sessions in ancient lands within an hour and a half of Zimmerman. Expect to be out from morning into early evening, roughly 11 to 6.
$333 per person
$222 for up to 3 people
Sessions meet at my location or at the park, depending on where we’re working. Overnight options at the park are available if that calls to you on your own. In that case I meet you at the park you designate.
I’m also exploring brunch activations closer to home — in our own natural spaces, the wildlife areas, the land that’s right here.
If you feel it, you know.
Text me at 612-805-7111 to claim your spot. Or better yet us Acuity - you pick your day!
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BEFORE YOU GO — A FEW THINGS
The shop is open through April 2. Then I’m closing April 3 through 14 — I haven’t seen my grandchildren in Florida since Halloween and I am going to fix that. Easter, birthdays, Christmas, all the things. It’s been too long.
If you’re looking to book anything, get on the schedule now.
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Coming up:
April 19 — Making a Fairy House Brunch Class, 9 to noon at Magic Mushrooms in the Crystal Garden. $88.
May 3 — Megalodon Tooth Amulet Mini Retreat with Lynette, 10 to 4. Half day adventure retreat where you create, embody, and initiate your Megalodon tooth — your apex predator tool from the ancient ocean floor.
Fairy 🧚♀️and Megalodon 🦷Registration
June 25–29 — Arkansas Crystal Mining Retreat. $888. There is one spot left. Two of you can come as a couple and claim that last spot together.
Text me at 612-805-7111 to claim it.
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September 9–14 — The Unburned — Salem, Boston, and Gloucester. $1,666. This one is sacred and it is not guaranteed. I need 8 people committed by June to make this happen. If we don’t have 8, I will bring this experience closer to home instead. But if Salem is calling you — if you know you’re meant to walk those streets and do that work in that place — now is the time to say so. Don’t wait on this one.
Text me at 612-805-7111 to claim your spot or ask questions.
WHY I’M DOING THE PAID SUBSTACK — AND WHAT’S COMING
I launched this Substack because I needed a place where the real work could land. Not the algorithm. Not the performance. The actual transmission.
For $8 a month you get access to everything I’m building here — the oracles, the crystal medicine, the political calls to action, the deep dives, the things that don’t fit anywhere else.
And one of the things I’m offering exclusively to paid subscribers is this:
A 114-week journey through the Gospel of Thomas.
Not the Gospel of Thomas as doctrine. Not as religion. As what it actually is — parable activations from a master teacher whose words were then manipulated, distorted, and weaponized for control and harm. We’re going back to the source. We’re reading what he actually said. And we’re doing the activation work that lives inside it.
114 weeks. 114 logions. One at a time. Going deep.
If you’ve been waiting for permission to go there — this is it.
Become a paid subscriber at $8 a month and come with me.
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Walk as. Don’t wait for.
Today is zero day.
What are you going to do with what you see?
Kristin
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