Trigger Warning: There is discussion around suicide & suicidal thoughts, if you are currently struggling with thoughts or are triggered by this discussion in this episode - Please contact the following: Suicide Prevention UK Help & Support: 0800 587 0800 Samaritans - https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/: 116 123 ----more----A deep insight into Christian Music Artist, Imrhan, formerly Ash from the Lotto Boyzz, on Putting Up A Mask whilst in Lotto Boyzz, Feeling Depressed, Lonely & Suicidal whilst in Lotto Boyz, God Saving him from Taking His Life, Unlearning Toxic Masculinity in Marriage & more.----more----Imrhan really opened about things & matters he hasn't discussed before, I know it will bless others who feel they are on a similar path. ----more----

Chapters: 00:00: Opening 00:46: Introduction of Imrhan 01:34: Time in Childhood That Shows Who Imrhan Is Today 03:08: Some of the Key Things His Parents Instilled In Him 03:53: Where Does Imrhan First Practice Discipline. 05:10: What was the Youth Group Like (Where Lotto Boyzz Started) 06:50: What Imrhan wanted to be when He was Younger & What his Parents Said 07:58: Imrhan's Acting Journey at University 10:55: Imrhan leaving University. 12:00: Juggling Lotto Boyzz Whilst at University 13:29: Persona put on in Lotto Boyzz due to Acting Experience 15:52: When Does Lotto Ash Become Imrhan whilst in the Duo? 20:04: Why did Imrhan not go home? 21:58: Did He Ever Feel Like Leaving Lotto Boyzz Before He Did? 22:46: Subtle Highs & Lows of Being in Lotto Boyzz 23:46: Feeling Alone Whilst in Lotto Boyzz 25:02: How Imrhan went from The Highs to feeling Depressed, Panic Attacks & Suicidal Thoughts 27:22: How Imrhan's Life Turned Around After A Moment on a Bridge 33:34: Knowing God For Himself & Devoting Himself to God 37:15: Imrhan Thought Marriage Was Like Disney 39:40: Removing the 'Happy Ever After...' 41:14: What The Bible Says About Marriage 43:27: Advice to someone seeking the Fame 45:10: Final Question & Self Encouragement 

A rare yet amazingly honest & vulnerable conversation on camera, Rachael Anson talks about Her Difficult Early Life as the Eldest Sibling, Falling Out Of Love with DJing, Facing Prison Time Twice, God's Favour Throughout Her Life, + so much more! ----more----You have never seen Rachael speak so openly in this way. An incredible conversation to inspire you on your journey.----more----

In an incredibly transparent conversation, Kevin Fredericks aka KevOnStage talks about Family & Fatherhood, Honoring His Brother, Overseas Supporters, Adversity & The Pain of Relinquishing Control of His Ideas + so much more! ----more----Kevin speaks so openly in a way only few have seen before during this Conversation. Not one to miss! 🎬----more----

Chapters: 00:00 Opening Introduction 00:36 Introduction of Kev 02:51 How Kev's Parents describe younger Kev 03:59 Kev foreseeing himself becoming Great 04:53 Knowing Entertainment would work for Kev 08:20 Dreamer & Stability - Mr & Mrs KevOnStage 10:00 One Of The Biggest Things Kev Tried To Do 12:03 Would Kev Bring His App Back? & Why? 14:19 Putting Money Into App & Churchy... HOW? 16:25 Kev is a Dreamer for Future Stability 17:53 Kev Kicked Out of Military School... Here's why 20:45 What Makes Kev Check Out Of Something 21:38 Kev relinquishing control of Churchy S2 22:34 Was It Worth Relinquishing Control? 25:14 Kev's experience in Comedy vs. TV 28:28 Difference in the UK from first visit 31:32 What would Kev's Brother say about his current success? 34:08 Parenting 2 Teenage Boys 36:01 Has Kev Become The Father He Wanted When He Was Younger? 37:28 What Does Kev Want His Legacy To Be? 38:19 Final Question - CwH Self Encouragement

The finale of this series is with the incredible financial advisor, content creator, family man seen on GMBTV, Jeremy Vine & More, Emmanuel Asuquo aka TheEmanEffectUK.

An amazing way to end the season!

Eman & I speak about being earning the most money in his family at 22 but not knowing what to do with it, how 5 women have changed his life, being made redundant after his 4th child, trying to help people better use & manage their finances + more!

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Episode 5 is with the incredible entrepreneur, speaker, author, host, presenter and content creator, Nissy Tee.

Nissy & I talk about finding her voice in conflict, feeling the pressure of being the oldest, Cambridge & how it affected her, what gives her peace in the pursuit of success + more!

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Episode 4 is with the supreme Presenter, Host, Sing Songwriter & Head Of Premier Gospel, Muyiwa Olarewaju aka Uncle Muyiwa.

Myself & Muyiwa talk about his start in music & presenting, becoming shy, racism he experienced when he first got to the U.K., mental health, how his parents passing has affected him today + more!

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Episode 3 is with the amazing Entrepreneur, International Speaker, Strategist & Author Sharlette Reid

We speak about her early family years, being rejected in her Broadcast Journalism Career, Waiting on God, Not Limiting Herself & more.

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Episode 2 is with the amazing Callum Jaye aka Saint CJ! The actor, activist, creative, singer/songwriter & more.

We talk about excelling at performing arts at a young age whilst struggling with his ability to talk, growing up in a single parent household, his battles with mental health & going through therapy & more.

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Back in the chairs, kicking off Season 6 with the amazing, incredible co-founder of the CHH Collective, Manny Ade.

We talk about growing up in Nigeria & boarding school, his relationship with male role models, growing up without a father & how God changed his life.

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Conversations with Haych presents: Haych’s Family & Friends Mukbang! A 3 part series with some of Haych’s nearest & dearest friends to eat good food (Jamaya U.K.) & talk about Friendships, Safe Spaces & More!

In our final part, we give our lasting encouragement to our younger selves & those going through things we are now as well as my friends ask me anything. A conversation like no other, Honest, Open & Transparent!

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