A milestone upload : i Metroid prime 2 echoes my way between the 12th house dark “professional artist“ and light “professional AREN’T-ist“ realm discussing the 5th house duality I’ve experienced via Aries Chiron 2018 - 2026

Now This podcast has been both a HEALING and an UNRAVELING ; ultimately I am interested in how these topics can contribute to the watcher / listener lives : your always welcome to write into the show [email protected] 

Long form stream of consciousness , low thrills #boring spiritual , video game thought expression is my favorite type of content and I reckognize it’s not everyone’s cup of tea. 

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TIMESTAMPS :

0:00 Introduction and episode premise

2:36 Coining “professional artist”

5:24 12th house as overarching theme

10:18 Podcasting from an empty cup

12:14 Why I find "AREN'T-ist" term comforting

18:36 Oversharing and listening dynamics

21:38 Low views, Patreon, and self-sabotage

29:33 Mario Sunshine hotel metaphor

32:11 12th-house energy and empathy

56:44 Film as a time capsule

57:31 Podcast healing and talk therapy

1:03:09 Career highs and collaboration letdowns

1:10:45 Creative flow versus others’ projects

1:16:46 Live-action film burnout

1:18:09 Work, complexity, and animation value

1:28:50 HBO bumper and 1980s critique

1:36:24 Chiron in Aries burnout

1:40:56 Metroid Prime dark-world metaphor

1:53:27 Short film #DDD vision / scale

2:05:02 Patreon, GoFundMe, and closing

TIMESTAMPS

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... #ANIMATION | I do a bit of a creative / collective check-in on #animation from my Zillenial 1994 baby perspective who experienced 2006-2013 shift AWAY from mainstream mixed - media (Live Action 3D, 2D Hand-Drawn + CGI animation) as I try to “spiritually” un-pack what contributed to that shift Disney’s late “Deep Canvas” technology.

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#ANIMATION | I launched a #GoFundMe for me : to support the costs of a Nova Scotia Psychologist ADHD / Autism Spectrum Disorder + w/e else assessment ... #ASTROLOGY | The full Libra Moon on April 1st 2026 is the 12 year anniversary of my grandfather William “Billy” Owen got me Libra-motional during an increasingly Aries season ... #VIDEOGAMES | free to play online third person shooter copywritten IP collection Fortnite is DYING!? as I try to build my way through 2016-2017 to now in light of recent Epic Games News 

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#ASTROLOGY

#VIDEOGAMES

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#007 | #animation The comprehensive low poly successor to the only 3D software I ever clicked with releases the sequel of PicoCAD 2 | #astrology Mercury in Pisces that began this podcast is now DIRECT after a titanic retrograde and station conjunct  8° degree Mars, North Node and South Node in the opposing sign of Virgo | #videogames A conversation about the “consumer transparency” of Steam Charts + my psychoanalysis of an (in Josh’s opinion) increasingly ANXIOUS Player Base.

NOTE: I shifted upload schedule back to SATURDAY from  MONDAY : expect #WEEKLY uploads now on Saturday 5AM ATL

REFERENCES:

PicoCAD 2 :
https://johanpeitz.itch.io/picocad2

Author / Developer : Johan Pietz
https://bsky.app/profile/johanpeitz.com

N64 to Dreamcast Development :
https://x.com/falco_girgis?s=20

TIMESTAMPS

4:09 CAD defined; 3D anxiety admitted

9:15 PS1‑style shader, swimming vertices

    30:52 First OBJ exported to Blender

    51:01 PicoCAD 2 features roundup

    1:01:04 Low‑poly modernist art stance

1:20:10 Astrology: Mercury direct in Pisces

    1:20:27 Nodes at 8°, Leo/Aquarius next

    1:21:16 Virgo South Node in 10th house

    1:22:45 Chiron in Virgo Centaur characteristics

    1:28:27 Backyard Fish‑pond metaphor for Pisces

    1:47:22 Aries season ahead; segment break

1:48:10 Video Games: Steam counts debate

    1:53:07 Transparency benefits consumers

    2:04:33 Highguard launch and collapse

    2:10:59 Steam refunds aid consumers

    2:18:02 Crimson Desert discourse, reviews

    2:27:53 Checking live player numbers

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#006 | #animation : We discuss the BUILDING of a BETTER Flash!? The one and only vector, coding based art software that is now en route to being BACK - thanks to the efforts of a person (and their supporters) on the internet as I discuss in-depth Bill Premo's Patreon proposed development plans | #Astrology : Mars In Pisces Trines the North Node in Pisces, The New Moon In Pisces on March 18th 2026 in relation to Jupiter In Cancer now being DIRECT | #videogames : I discuss YouTube 3D Sonic The Hedgehog games “VHS” Music playlist that have re-ignited my lifelong love for the variety of SEGA music from the #UncSlop era of 1998-2001 and me cherishing that I am in fact #Unc

REFERENCES:

2. VHS Video Game playlists:
https://www.youtube.com/@storeboughtbread4424

3. SEGA  Playlists:
https://www.youtube.com/@GG_Dreamcast

TIMESTAMPS:

Animation

00:00:00 Intro and “Flash is back” setup

00:05:04 Flash history Newgrounds, PsychoGoldfish

00:19:18 Adobe Animate maintenance, .FLA importance

00:29:26 #BuildABetterFlash by Bill Premo Patreon

00:55:04 Drawing engine, paint modes, timeline

01:24:29 FLA/XFL import, scripting plans

01:38:49 Tools, camera, symbols, tweening

02:09:47 UI/UX panels, workflow

Astrology

02:15:18 Segment start: Jupiter direct, pivot

02:16:04 Pisces New Moon at 28° March 18 2026

02:18:18 Feeling Jupiter direct; post water era

02:28:53 Jupiter cycle; mutable perspective

02:32:55 Mercury retrograde pre/post‑shadow

02:51:34 Aries prep: boundaries, readiness

03:01:33 Fortify yourself; handle the triggers

Video Games

03:03:06 3D Sonic Music focus; Shadow’s introduction

03:05:56 Mario 64 and Sonic Adventure 1996-1998

* correction I said 1999 Sonic Adventure release date

03:07:43 SEGA multi-genre style and soundtrack identity

03:10:05 Character importance; Shadow’s impact

03:14:50 VHS Sonic playlists : see channels in notes

03:21:16 Production value adding to archival

03:26:03 Playlists as service; I appreciate the effort :)

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#005 | As Pisces season winds down: so does Jupiter’s watery connection to the sun- Aries Venus cardinally initiates a somewhat clinical Check-In on @cookerzilla: I compare this podcast to some newly discovered unsavory internet channels to talk out how I try to maintain integrity, dignity, respect in a format that unfortunately usually facilitates the opposite... Finally I ACTUALLY sat down and played a video game!? Double Fine’s KEEPER (2025) to be exact where we discuss my initial early impressions.

ANIMATION

ASTROLOGY

VIDEO GAMES

REFERENCES

Keeper on Steam (NOT sponsored)
https://store.steampowered.com/app/3043580/Keeper/

#animation #astrology #videogames

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#004: NS Arts Budget Cuts + End of Smiling Friends, Virgo Lunar Eclipse & Video Game Renaissance #podcast

NOTE: My goal is to present this info in a respectful, productive and personal way as my artist path continues to be a trial by fire experience that I felt called to channel in this discussion about very complex topics.

CORRECTION: Grants To Individuals program REDUCED from $632K to $442k
https://artsns.ca/news/changes-arts-ns-budget

an educational personal perspective minded diary / discussion about being an individual Animation Artist & The importance of Artist Funding, Artist Grants for the Arts Sector of Nova Scotia  + the sudden END of Smiling Friends cartoon and how that shows production process contrasts with an artist grant project.

The Lunar South Node Eclipse in Virgo eradicates my “perfectionist” ego as this podcast further pummels all delusion of such a thing exists. To wrap everything in this talk into frenzied bow- I discuss a, perhaps utopian, future and present conditions for my vision of a “Video Game Renaissance”. 

#animation

00:00:00 Intro; Nova Scotia arts cuts focus

DISCLAIMER: The Service of Writing Artist Grants (for others) has 100% of my respect: I didn't finish my thought about some people needing to budget 10% of a granted award for that service which is evidence of how much work is required to access / navigate this type of  funding.

00:15:01 Grants-to-individuals slashed 690k→130k

00:48:57 Individuals vs organizations; resilience realities

DISCLAIMER: applying as a Organization is very different requirement than Individual Artist. Only support from me towards the folks on the ground doing important work as an organization. I was expressing frustrations around my own limitations to be helpful in that sphere.

01:08:13 Smiling Friends impact, tone, style

01:39:04 Artistic Production rules: on‑model, 3/4 staging, communication

#astrology

01:48:01 Virgo lunar eclipse overview

01:50:26 Embrace imperfection; keep publishing

01:58:48 Leo–Virgo–Libra evolutionary sequence

02:11:02 Aries action versus Pisces drift

02:22:37 Mercury‑in‑Pisces “The Thing” analogy

#videogames

02:31:16 Video game renaissance defined

02:33:20 Steam model; 30% platform cut

02:36:33 Emulation and decomp breakthroughs

02:44:18 AAA fatigue; live‑service clones critiqued

02:57:18 Single‑A mindset; Deeper visions on unique Video Games

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#003 | @cookerzilla weekly podcast is now every Monday! I rebooted the schedule with an upload to align with the lunar day of the week. 

#animation: we iron out podcast wrinkles with words.

#astrology: Transiting Venus in Pisces trines my Scorpio 12th house North Node and Uranus exacts its final opposition to my 12th house sun.

#VideoGames: an exhaustive Xbox debrief and my experience from 2002-2026 in light of the Phil Spencer Era ending + Listen to very end for Josh's vision for the gaming division of microsoft if he were to become CEO of Xbox tomorrow. 

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#002 | Deep within the Mars In Aquarius panopticon: 

#animation: I discuss my shift away from Youtube Shorts, 2+ years of being on Patreon.com/cookerzilla as an artist without a product or CTA... 

#astrology: Pisces Moon culmination, Aquarius New Moon Eclipse aftermath of Strength Training Class. 

#VideoGames: the very latest on the ground reporting from the battlefield of the ongoing "Attention War" of AAA video gaming.

Kotaku Article Discussed: 
https://kotaku.com/why-the-video-game-industry-is-dying-2000671338

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#001 | My first Saturn Return in Pisces has ended as I break down the astrology about my animated short “Depression’s Demonic Duration”, childhood 4th-house stuff, plus the full history of Macromedia Flash turning into Adobe Animate. Then I check the current state of indie games with Mewgenics, Romeo is a Deadman (Suda51), and Highguard.

0:00 Intro 

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