A borderline experiences of love is very different to what love is. This occurs due to a number of reasons, including their chronically practiced emotions and feelings, their expression of wanting to feel loved e.g. tantrums, abandonment fear, and loneliness.

In this episode, I am talking about the above and elaborate on them.

Hopefully, this episode can help you on your journey of healing with God and in Christ.

May you be blessed.

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Narcissism is all about the spirit of self importance and not feeling less than anyone else or having been compared with others.

In this episode, I am outlining the four critical points that can provoke narcissistic rage.

Hopefully this episode will help you with your situation.

May you be blessed,

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Can a narcissist love you?

In this episode, I am talking about a narcissist’s emotional state, their feelings, and what love is to them and whether they can love you.

Narcissistic personality disorder has a great impact on individual’s capacity to love.

Hopefully you’ll find this episode helpful.

Look after yourself and allow yourself to receive the love you deserve.

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Are you grieving the loss of a loved one? Are you feeling lost in life? Are you trying to find yourself again?

In this episode I am talking about how the grieving process can be difficult but how it can lead to finding our purpose and the meaning of life. Not only that, in grief, we learn to arrive at hope.

The beginning of our journey with God’s consciousness is to rest in hope. In hope we are no longer identified with loss.

That in this situation I am realising who I am in Christ, that yes I am hurting but I can reach acceptance as I focus on the cross and Jesus’s love. By focusing on the cross, I realise deep water, my calling, my purpose, and I can move towards it.

Transform loss into meaning.

God’s plan for us can be realised by us as we go within to explore deep water.

“Knowing what is right is like deep water in the heart; a wise person draws from the well within.” (Proverbs 20:5; MSG)

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Going no contact with a parent or a caregiver is a very difficult decision to make, especially when they have got a mental health problem.

A narcissistic mother or a narcissistic dad, maybe a borderline mother, I had to go no contact with my mother to set boundaries.

My mother is now saying goodbye, her final days, and I am sharing how it feels when you decided to go no contact before their departure. The grief and loss process, how ego interferes, and what to expect.

Hopefully you’ll find this video helpful.

Matthew 8:22 MSG

“Another of the disciples said to Him, 'Lord, permit me first to go and bury my father. ' But Jesus said to him, 'Follow Me, and allow the dead to bury their own dead. '"

Luke 9:60 MSG

Jesus refused. “First things first. Your business is life, not death. And life is urgent: Announce God’s kingdom!”

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A narcissist abuses in many different ways which may include infidelity and cheating. In this video I am talking about what forgiveness is, and why we would attract a narcissistic relationship, a toxic relationship which may also result in being cheated on. When we understand the subconscious mind program we can create positive changes about our meanings. Including how to love yourself and how to experience healthy relationships.

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A narcissistic partner doesn’t go away because they don’t understand boundaries and closures.

Let her go or let him go, if a narcissist, so you can begin healing traumas and moving on with your life.

In this video, I am talking about how to let go of a narcissistic partner or an ex, to do that, we need to understand our perceptions of love.

Maybe you had a narcissistic mother or your childhood reality was the observation of narcissism, adding to that can be other meanings of love if you grew up with other caregivers at the same time, e.g. grandma, auntie, uncle along with the narcissistic mother.

To re-programme the subconscious mind, we need to understand the script that entails our observations and meanings so we can end the experience of narcissistic abuse and rage.

Please share your thoughts and experiences about narcissism in the comment section.

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Free Will is not determined by our ego, it’s about us as a consciousness who is in alignment with God’s consciousness and Christ consciousness.

In this video, I am sharing how Jesus answered my question about free will.

As an evangelist being led by God from one town to the next, I couldn’t understand how would my free will come to play but that was my ego in the state of separation.

Free will is about my conscience journeying with God’s consciousness.

God bless you.

Domestic violence, abuse, narcissism, borderline personality disorder, manipulation and many more…

Did you have toxic parents?

A toxic family is not a healthy one to be with. We need to learn to let go of wanting to stay connected with them.

Toxic mother or a toxic dad? We don’t have to have a relationship with them as adults.

In this episode I am talking about the benefits of letting go of abusive parents. Once we let go then we can creat our boundaries with the world around us.

May you be blessed

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Self-hatred is ego’s statement and we can only heal it by looking at its root in our childhood.

Rejection is the root of self-hatred and in this episode I explain how it happens.

Hopefully you’ll find this episode helpful.

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