Have you ever felt abandoned by God?

Like you’re doing all the things—praying, showing up, staying faithful—and yet… the silence is deafening?

In today’s episode, Alexandra speaks directly to that lonely place. Drawing from Scripture and personal reflection, she unpacks 5 powerful truths to anchor your heart when God feels absent. This episode is a reminder that silence is not the same as absence, and even in the dark, God is forming something deeper in you. 

What You’ll Learn:

• Why even Jesus experienced divine silence—and what that means for us
• How to walk by faith when you see no fruit
• What God might be forming in you through quiet seasons
• How to stay rooted in truth when you’re tempted to give up
• The promise that God sees your unseen labor of love

Scriptures Referenced:

• Matthew 27:46 – “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
• Isaiah 45:15 – “Truly you are a God who hides himself…”
• 2 Corinthians 4:8–9 – “Hard-pressed but not crushed…”
• Habakkuk 3:17–18 – “Though the fig tree does not bud…”
• Hebrews 6:10 – “God is not unjust; He will not forget your labor of love…”
• Romans 5:5, Romans 8:37, 2 Timothy 1:7, Isaiah 40:30–31
• 1 Kings 19 – Elijah and the whisper of God

Reflection Questions:

• Where am I tempted to give up because I feel forgotten?
• What fruit am I demanding instead of trusting the root work God is doing?
• Can I choose worship—even here?

Take Action:

Speak the truth out loud.

Journal your response to the questions above.

Share this episode with someone who feels alone today—remind them they’re not forgotten.

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 Until next time—keep seeking, keep trusting, and stay curious for Christ.

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When anxiety takes over, how do you trust God—especially when the outcome is uncertain?

In this episode of Curious for Christ, we’re unpacking five practical ways to walk by faith, not sight. If you’re feeling overwhelmed, afraid, or stuck trying to control what you can’t, this is your invitation to breathe, let go, and trust the One who sees the bigger picture.

Scriptures Mentioned:

• 2 Corinthians 5:7
• 1 Peter 5:7
• Proverbs 3:5
• Hebrews 13:5
• Psalm 119:105
• Isaiah 26:3
• Psalm 46:10
• Hebrews 11:1

5 Ways to Walk by Faith (Not Sight):

1. Be Honest with God

“Cast all your anxiety on Him…” – 1 Peter 5:7

Start by naming your fears. You don’t have to hide your struggles. Bring them into God’s presence—He cares.

2. Lean on His Promises, Not Your Perspective

“Trust in the Lord… and lean not on your own understanding.” – Proverbs 3:5

Anxiety grows when we try to figure it all out. Write down a promise from Scripture and hold it close.

3. Take the Next Right Step

“Your word is a lamp to my feet…” – Psalm 119:105

Faith isn’t about the full plan—it’s about the next obedient step. Just one is enough for today.

4. Stay in the Word

“You will keep in perfect peace…” – Isaiah 26:3

Five minutes in Scripture can re-center your soul. Open to Psalms. Reflect on who God is.

5. Let Go of the Outcome

“Be still and know…” – Psalm 46:10

Faith means trusting God’s goodness, even when life doesn’t go how you hoped. Surrender is strength.

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God is faithful—even when life is messy. Keep walking by faith, friend. You’re not alone.

—Alexandra

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Have you ever felt spiritually dry… or unsure where to begin when it comes to reading the Bible again? In this powerful and grace-filled episode, I sit down with Philip Nation—pastor, author, teacher, and Bible publisher at Thomas Nelson—to talk about reigniting your hunger for Scripture, approaching God’s Word with fresh eyes, and letting the Bible read you.

We explore why spiritual hunger is a gift, how God meets us in our weakness, and why tools like The Open Bible can make reading Scripture more accessible and transformative than ever—whether you’re brand new to faith or have been walking with God for decades.

If your Bible’s been gathering dust or your soul has felt disconnected, this conversation is your invitation to come home.

 What We Talk About:

• Why spiritual dryness can actually be a holy invitation

• The difference between mastering the Bible and being mastered by it

• How handwriting verses and meditating on Scripture changes your heart

• Why The Open Bible was created—and how it helps people dive deeper into God’s Word

• How Philip’s own story—including the influence of his mother and his calling to ministry—shaped his passion for Scripture

• Two tender, healing verses you can hold onto today:

– Zephaniah 3:17: “He will rejoice over you with singing”

– Hosea 14:4: “I will heal their waywardness and love them freely”

 Guest Bio – Philip Nation

Philip Nation is Vice President and Publisher for Thomas Nelson Bibles. He is a pastor, teacher, and Bible lover whose work helps millions engage with Scripture more deeply.

Links to Philip Nation, Thomas Nelson Bibles & the Open Bible:

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Until next time, remember: His Word is alive—and it’s waiting to meet you right where you are.

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Have you ever felt spiritually stuck—like you’re doing all the “right” things but still feel far from God? This episode is for you.

In today’s conversation, I share a deeply personal and biblical perspective on why we sometimes feel disconnected from God. It’s not always a lack of effort—it’s often a quiet rebellion: our tendency to trust everything but Him.

But here’s the beautiful truth—God doesn’t just correct rebellion. He heals it.

This is a vulnerable one, but it’s filled with so much hope.

 In This Episode, I Talk About:

• What “quiet rebellion” can look like in our everyday lives
• How fear, anxiety, and self-protection quietly block our trust
• Why God’s healing doesn’t wait for perfection—it begins in surrender
• My story of feeling lost and how God pursued me like the one sheep
• How to open your heart to God even when you feel overwhelmed or stuck

 Scriptures That Anchored Me:

• Proverbs 3:5 – “Trust in the Lord with all your heart…”
• Hosea 14:4 – “I will heal their waywardness and love them freely…”
• Isaiah 57:17–18 – “I have seen their ways, but I will heal them…”
• Romans 5:8 – “While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”
• 1 Peter 2:24 – “By His wounds, you have been healed.”
• Luke 15:4 – The parable of the lost sheep
• Psalm 107:17, 20 – “He sent out His word and healed them…”

 From My Heart to Yours:

You’re not alone if you’re having a hard time trusting God.

You’re not alone if you worry, feel anxious, or carry stress—even though you’ve prayed and longed to be close to Him.

I’ve been there. I know what it’s like to feel lost in your own faith.

But God doesn’t meet us with shame—He meets us with mercy.

He’s not waiting for you to fix yourself.

He wants to meet you in your stuck place and gently lead you into healing.

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Final Thought:

You’re not too far. You’re not too broken.

God sees where your trust is wavering—and still, He chooses you.

He heals. He pursues. He restores.

Thanks for listening to Curious for Christ. I’m so glad you’re here.

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In this deeply honest and inspiring episode of Curious for Christ, I sit down with Kathy Heinen, co-author of "Spiritual Discovery: Seven Principles for Spiritual Growth". Kathy shares her personal journey—from navigating a painful marriage to experiencing deep healing through Christ—and how God’s presence, not our performance, is the key to transformation.

Together, we discuss how our emotions are not obstacles but indicators—clues that can lead us back to the truth about God and ourselves. Through decades of ministry helping women overcome codependency and addiction, Kathy brings powerful wisdom and real-life application to what it means to grow spiritually and walk in freedom.

Yes, there were a few technical glitches—but the heart of this conversation is too rich not to share. :)

You’ll walk away encouraged, grounded, and reminded of just how personal and healing God’s love truly is.

What You’ll Learn:
• Why emotions are the bridge to our deeply held beliefs
• The spiritual battle behind the lie “I’m not enough”
• How God’s response—“You are mine”—shifts everything
• Why belonging is the foundation of true identity
• The seven principles of spiritual growth from Kathy’s book
• How spiritual transformation requires both truth and encounter

The 7 Principles of Spiritual Growth:
1. Stop and Consider
2. Recognize your Spiritual Battle
3. Tell the Truth
4. Look for the Lie
5. Ask, Seek, Knock
6. Find Peace in Forgiveness
7. Own Your Rescue Story

Mentioned in this episode: 

- "Spiritual Discovery: Seven Principles for Spiritual Growth" by V. Lefler, K. Heinen & J. Lefler

- Episode 74: Finding Peace Through Biblical Meditation and Mindfulness with Virginia Leffler 

- Learn more about Kathy’s ministry and resources at https://www.myspiritualdiscovery.com/

Alexandra’s Reflections:
One of the most powerful moments in this episode is when Kathy shares how God responded to her deepest lie: “I’m not enough.”
God’s answer wasn’t logic or evidence—it was simply: “You are mine.”

That response silences the lie. Why? Because it’s not based on what we do, but on who we belong to. God’s presence is the tool we need in our spiritual battles. Just like in Genesis, when He said “Let there be light,” His word still brings light to our darkness today.

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Final words of encouragement:
You don't have to earn God's presence. You don't have to fix it all to be held. Whatever pain you're in, whatever pattern you're stuck in, Jesus sees, and Jesus still chooses you. The invitation is simple and sacred: Come as you are... and sit loved.

Until next time:
Be true. Speak truth. Walk free. 

With love and light, 

Alexandra

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In today’s episode, we’re talking about one of the most challenging—but freeing—aspects of the Christian journey: letting go of control. From early messages about strength and performance to the pressures of adulthood, many of us were conditioned to believe that control equals safety. But Scripture invites us to surrender—to trade anxiety and striving for God’s peace.

You’ll discover:
• What the Bible says about surrender and trust
• How cognitive dissonance affects your walk with God
• Real encouragement for the moments you feel anxious, afraid, or stuck
• Practical ways to daily release control and receive God’s peace

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Key Scriptures:
1. Proverbs 3:5–6 (NIV) – “Trust in the Lord with all your heart…”
2. Philippians 4:6–7 (NIV) – “Do not be anxious about anything…”
3. Matthew 11:28–30 (NIV) – “Come to me, all you who are weary…”
4. Isaiah 26:3 (NIV) – “You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast…”
5. Psalm 46:10 (NIV) – “Be still and know that I am God.”

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What You’ll Learn:
• Cognitive dissonance is the emotional discomfort you feel when what you believe clashes with what God is asking. It’s that moment of tension between “I need to be in control” and “God is asking me to let go.”
• Letting go is not weakness—it’s worship.
• God replaces what you surrender with His peace, presence, and purpose.

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Reflection Questions:
• What early messages taught you that control was necessary for safety or love?
• Where in your life are you trying to manage what God is calling you to surrender?
• What would it look like to trust Him with that today?

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Practical Steps to Let Go of Control:
1. Pray a Daily Surrender Prayer – “God, I trust You with this day. Help me release what I can’t control.”
2. Pause When You Feel Anxious – Ask: “What belief is clashing with God’s truth right now?”
3. Practice Stillness – Create quiet moments to let God’s voice be louder than your fear.
4. Lean on Scripture – Meditate on the verses shared to realign your heart with God’s promises.

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God isn’t asking you to carry the world—He’s asking you to walk with Him, one surrendered step at a time.

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What do you do when your plans keep falling apart? When the dreams you prayed for unravel or the doors you were sure God opened suddenly slam shut? In today’s episode of Curious for Christ, I walk us through Luke 24 and the Emmaus Road—the sacred, in-between space where disappointment meets the presence of Jesus.

We explore how spiritual transformation often comes not in the fulfillment of our plans, but in the death of our expectations. Through honest reflection, personal stories, and biblical insight, you’ll be invited to see your disappointment not as the end—but as the beginning of resurrection.

In this episode, we talk about:
• How Jesus meets us in our confusion and pain
• The spiritual process of dying to old identities and dreams
• Why disappointment can be a doorway to deeper intimacy with God
• The importance of naming your emotions and engaging with Scripture
• What it means to walk the Emmaus Road in your own life

Scriptures Mentioned:
• Luke 24:12–49
• Isaiah 40:31
• Psalm references (David’s honest prayers)

Key Quote:
“Disappointment isn’t the end of your story—it’s where Jesus often shows up to walk with you, open your eyes, and set your heart on fire again.”

Resources & Next Steps:
• Listen to Episode 86: Healing, Emotion, and Renewal with God
• Share this episode with a friend who’s in a season of waiting or discouragement
• Leave a comment or DM Alexandra to share your story or ask for prayer

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In this vulnerable and faith-filled episode of Curious for Christ, I sit down again with Gordon Ferguson—author, teacher, and spiritual leader with over 50 years in ministry. You may remember him from our most listened-to episode on God’s view of women.

This time, we explore his most personal book: God and Cancer. It’s a raw and honest conversation about mortality—not to stir fear, but to awaken faith, clarity, and purpose.

We discuss:

• Why we avoid death—and why we must face it

• How illness and aging sharpen spiritual focus

• The practical wisdom of preparing for our departure

• God’s power over death—and what it means for life now

• Gordon’s transformation through cancer and aging

• Stories from real estate and lessons from The Obstacle Is the Way

Key Quotes:

Call to Action – from Christine Caine:

• God, what’s on Your heart today?

• How do You want me to participate in your plans today?

• What need do You want to meet through me?

Scriptures to Reflect On:

• John 10:10 – Life to the full

• Romans 8:28 – All things for good

• 2 Timothy 1:10 – Christ destroyed death

Books Mentioned:

God and Cancer & The Bible and Women by G. Ferguson, An Aging Grace by Jeanie Shaw and Friends, The Obstacle Is the Way by R. Holiday

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Have you ever looked around and felt like you didn’t belong—even in spaces where you’ve shown up faithfully? In this heartfelt and vulnerable episode, I share my personal journey of wrestling with comparison, grief, delayed dreams, and the quiet question many of us ask:
“Why would God show me what I’ll never have?”

Through real-life reflection and biblical insight, I explore how God lovingly reveals the places in us that still need healing—not to punish us, but to draw us closer to His love. Whether you’re navigating delayed dreams, childhood wounds, or that ache to feel truly seen and supported, this episode is for you.

You are not too late. You are not too broken. And you are not disqualified.

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Scriptures Referenced:

Psalm 139:1–2 (NIV)
You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

Isaiah 61:3 (NIV)
…and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes,
the oil of joy instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.

John 4:29 (NIV)
“Come, see a man who told me everything I ever did.
Could this be the Messiah?”

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In This Episode, You’ll Hear:
• A deeply personal story of feeling unseen and out of place in church
• The cost of walking away from a life of worldly success to follow Christ
• Honest reflections on grief, loss, and spiritual disappointment
• A healing perspective on comparison and unmet desires
• God’s invitation to deeper love and healing
• A prayer for anyone feeling like an outsider in their own story

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Reflection Question:
What is God showing you—not to hurt you, but to heal you?

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Take This With You:
“God is not showing you what you’ll never have. He’s showing you where you still need to be loved.”

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With love and light,

Alexandra

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In this special Easter episode, we take a sacred pause to reflect on the three most powerful days in human history: Good Friday, Silent Saturday, and Resurrection Sunday.

Whether you’re in a season of loss, waiting, or longing for breakthrough—this episode is for you.

We explore what it means to let go, be still, and receive the resurrection life Jesus offers—not just for this life, but for eternity. It’s an invitation to remember, to repent, to receive the Holy Spirit, and to be made new.

Scripture References:
• Luke 23:44–46 (NIV) – Jesus’ final breath on the cross
• John 20:19 – The fear and silence of Saturday
• Luke 24:1–6 (NIV) – The resurrection: “He is not here; He has risen!”
• Acts 2:36–38 – Peter’s call to repent and be baptized
• John 3:5 – “No one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.”
• Matthew 11:28 – “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened…”
• Revelation 21:4 – “He will wipe every tear from their eyes…”

Go Deeper – Recommended Episodes:
• Episode 86 – Healing: How to Release Stored Emotions and Find Renewal with God
Perfect for your Saturday season—this episode guides you through emotional release and healing with God.
• Episode 89 – Wrestling for the New to Come
Because new life is often born out of struggle. This one’s for those in transition.
• Episode 90 – Trusting God’s Timing
For when you’re tired of striving and just want to learn how to receive.

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