He had to learn to raise his kids alone after losing his wife. CJ Infantino shares the raw truth of losing both his wife and estranged father, becoming a solo dad to three kids, and how grief, anger, and identity crisis shaped his life. From anticipatory grief and mental health battles to healing through primal screams, somatic therapy, and dark humor, this is an unfiltered look at what it means to truly live after devastating loss.

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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Comedian Trae Crowder joins DEAD Talks Podcast for an unexpectedly deep and honest conversation about death, grief, religion, anxiety, psychedelic therapy, and the vivid dream that shifted his entire perspective on life after loss.We cover everything from the passing of his grandfather and father, growing up in rural Tennessee, confronting nothingness, and questioning the afterlife — all through the lens of humor and existential curiosity.

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⁠@officialtraecrowder⁠ on Instagram

If you’ve ever wondered what a smart, skeptical comic really thinks about death, this one’s for you.🔥 Topics Covered:- Death and dying as an atheist- Ketamine therapy and anxiety- Spiritual dreams and signs from the dead- Grief, trauma, and comedy as healing- Why belief (or lack of it) matters

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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⁠Jessica Zucker⁠ is a Los Angeles-based psychologist specializing in reproductive health and the author of the award-winning book I HAD A MISCARRIAGE: A Memoir, a Movement. Jessica is the creator of the viral #IHadaMiscarriage campaign.

She opens up about the traumatic miscarriage that reshaped her life and career. In this powerful episode, she shares raw details of her experience, the unspoken grief of pregnancy loss, navigating breast cancer, and the societal silence that surrounds women’s trauma. We dive into the emotional complexity of self-blame, recovery, the partner’s role, and how her personal loss transformed her clinical work. A moving, must-watch conversation on grief, resilience, and the courage to speak out.

Her new book "Normalize It: Upending the Silence, Stigma, and Shame That Shape Women's Lives": ⁠Buy her newest book here!⁠

Instagram: ⁠@ihadamiscarriage⁠

Website: ⁠drjessicazucker.com⁠

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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The brilliant 10-year-old Sean The Science Kid dives deep into discussions about life, consciousness, and the afterlife. From examining the fusion of quantum physics and spirituality to theorizing about the concept of souls, Sean fascinatingly blends scientific insights with philosophical ideas. We also explore the mysteries of death, multi-dimensional realities, and the profound impact of our choices. Amidst all this, Sean’s love for mac and cheese becomes a recurring and delightful theme, offering a unique lens through which to view complex concepts. Join us for an enlightening and heartwarming conversation you won't want to miss.

Sean The Science Kid on Instagram: ⁠@learningwithseanthesciencekid⁠

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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In this gripping and emotional episode, the guest recounts a harrowing story of her family's encounter with a relentless stalker in their small, tight-knit Metis community. From the initial threats and police negligence to the tragic night her mother and father were murdered, she bravely shares the impact on her and her family. She also reflects on the community's support, her journey through grief, and her ongoing advocacy work to bring attention to the injustices faced by Indigenous people. This episode is a profound tale of resilience, courage, and the importance of community in healing from trauma.

For more on Fallon Farinacci: ⁠www.fallonfarinacci.com⁠

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, host David Ferrugio sits down with Grant Magdanz to explore the raw reality of losing a parent. Grant shares his deeply personal journey of grief after his father’s leukemia battle, the emotional weight of anticipatory grief, and how he finds meaning in life after loss.

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💬 We discuss:
✔️ The complexities of grief—beyond just sadness
✔️ How his father’s unwavering belief in survival shaped their final moments
✔️ The emotional toll of making end-of-life decisions
✔️ Finding connection and healing through storytelling

If you or someone you know is navigating grief, this conversation is a must-watch. Let’s break the silence around death and loss.

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh.

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Comedian, Dan Soder, opens up about losing both his father and sister at a young age, and does it with his brilliant comedic timing with vulnerable realness. He shares the deep impact of grief, parental abandonment, and complicated family dynamics, offering an honest look at coping with loss, finding healing through therapy, and the role of forgiveness in moving forward. This powerful conversation explores how comedy can be a lifeline during dark times, how childhood trauma shapes adult relationships, and how facing emotional pain head-on leads to personal growth and resilience.

Dan Soder: https://www.dansoder.com/

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh.

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In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, Robert Edward Grant dives deep into the mysteries of life, death, and the universe, exploring profound topics like the nature of reality, free will, and whether our lives are truly predetermined.Grant, a renowned polymath, entrepreneur, and thought leader, shares his unique insights on metaphysics, ancient philosophy, consciousness, and the mental nature of the universe. He unpacks how love, perception, and belief systems shape the reality we experience and how personal growth emerges through challenges and transformation.

Throughout this thought-provoking conversation, Robert Edward Grant offers powerful analogies, philosophical reflections, and references to ancient wisdom and modern science, challenging us to question our understanding of reality and existence.

Robert Edward Grant: ⁠https://robertedwardgrant.com/

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh.

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David Ditchfield's Near-Death Experience (NDE) is one of the most astonishing and transformative stories ever shared on DEAD Talks. After being dragged under a speeding train and surviving against all odds, David experienced an afterlife encounter that changed his life forever.In this powerful conversation, he recounts his brush with death, the presence of mysterious beings, an overwhelming sensation of love, and a glimpse into the universe beyond our own. This is a MUST-LISTEN episode for anyone curious about the afterlife, spiritual awakenings, and the impact of NDEs on life after survival.

For more on David Ditchfield: ⁠https://www.shineonthestory.com/

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh.

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In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, UFC fighter Cody Stamann joins David Ferrugio to share an emotional and raw conversation about grief, loss, and perseverance. Cody lost his brother to a tragic drug overdose in 2020—just one week before a UFC fight. Instead of backing out, he stepped into the octagon and fought through his pain. The emotional battle of losing a loved one unexpectedly and how he's managed to manage his grief. 

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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