Not everything seems so clear right now, but eventually, it will all come together, and you'll see why some things didn't work out, most especially if it's what you planned and what you wanted. Know that when God doesn't give you the answers and the life that you want, He gives you what is necessary, in ways that you least expect. Accept that you're not always going to get the answers that you want to sew your ease in life together. You don't need to have everything figured out for you to continue living your life.