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  • S4E03 – UNRELATED: The Ten Commandments (1956)
    This was not the first film that Cecil B. DeMille titled "The Ten Commandments." An earlier version in 1923 was purely a morality play. While we know on paper in the 1956 version who the 'good' and 'bad' guys are, the specifics become more ambivalent. In this episode I take a deep dive into DeMille's 1956 film, particularly how it influenced me both as a child and later as an adult. I see in the film a desire to propagandize the importance of the adoptive mother. On reflection I find this a strange choice, given that the Egyptians were, in every sense of the word, the villain of the original text.
    54 min
  • S4E02 – UNRELATED: Adoptee Identity Trauma
    We adoptees are compartmentalized by those around us, compartmentalized by the legal status of our identity-washing, compartmentalized by religious and cultural traditions, and ultimately we are internally compartmentalized, taught (unintentionally) to mask our differences, to mimic, to mock, to maintain and participate ‘as if’ we are identical to biological offspring. We are commodities that aren’t meant to be noticed except as an act of charity, or civic obligation… or perhaps penance. Please know that to understand why oneself is adopted is likely never enough for that adoptee… the reason why one was ‘put up for adoption’–and how that came about–that is the nugget around which one’s internal psychic landscape accretes. I ‘came out of the fog,’ which is to say, I started deeply questioning the value and intention of my adoption. I found myself in opposition on nearly every political and religious perspective imposed by my adoptive parents. The lives of my peers who aren’t adopted, as opposed to those who I have known who are adopted, were so clearly divergent that I have become convinced that there is a traumatic core to the adoptee experience that is shared by all of the adoptees I’ve met and known. (I refer to this as identity trauma throughout this podcast.)
    56 min
  • S4E01 – UNRELATED: Introductions
    My current name is Wes Unruh, but I was born Boy Harper in 1974, in Twin Falls, Idaho, at the Magic Valley Regional Medical Center, and I spent most of my life trying to learn that fact. I'm grateful that for this season of Deep Americana, Ray Carney has stepped aside as host to let me serialize my story. If you have to know it all right away, it's available in full at my site wesunruh.com/unrelated
    1 hr 9 min

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Deep cuts from American lives.