This one talks about Graham's time leaving the hospital and the rough year afterwards where he was suddenly dissatisfied going back to normal life and constantly being aggravated by people’s lack of perspective.

All that on top of having to deal with some of the worst depression he had dealt with in his entire life, and the silver lining in how it had helped him gain the mental strength to deal with the pandemic when similar feelings started to surface again.

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Music by Emerald Douglas

https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Now with theme music!

Part 3 of the brain surgery saga picks up after my trippy experience in the hospital and tells a few remaining stories about the hospital stay.

Then I discuss the strange time elated manic phase that followed post-hospital that involved having to move just 2 weeks afterwards.

It also discusses a bit about some of strange the mental and emotional changes that came about after the surgery and that love needs to lead the way in life.

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Music by Emerald Douglas

https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Part 2 of the brain surgery saga.

This one talks about the time from checking into the hospital to the time of the surgery itself and the majority of the time spent in the hospital afterwards.

There's another trippy story in this one about coming into contact with otherworldly beings who were there to help.

The first installment of the strange tale that is the brain surgery saga.

This one talks about getting diagnosed with the tumor and the time leading up to the surgery, as well as how Graham used cannabis coupled with meditation to cope with the mental stress of it all.

There's also a story about a strange and trippy dream that involved communicating with all knowing beings in a realm that seemed to be some sort of purgatory.

Going though brain surgery is a weird thing and this is the prelude to that whole story, even if it doesn't actually talk about the brain surgery all that much.

Don't worry, there's still plenty of rants and stories for ya!

In this one Graham talks about how psychedelics and the experience of his brain surgery gave him a more positive and accepting outlook on death and is now afraid of living an unfulfilling life instead of death itself.

There's also plenty of ranting about some stuff with way too many f-bombs too.

As Graham enters the strange mental state that always happens around mid-summer due to memories of his brain surgery experience he talks about the unfortunate stigmas that surround mental health and addiction as well how his use of cannabis and psychedelics coupled with meditation has helped his own mental health.

This episode was recorded in the wee hours as Graham keeps waking up during the witching hour and decides it totally has to do with some sort of woo woo spiritual enlightenment shit

In this episode Graham rambles about adjusting from city life back to the slower pace of his home town and the boredom that often comes with it.

He also tells a story about seeing the band Converge cause utter chaos and feeling extremely comfortable in the midst of it all, back in the days when they were banned from playing in Milwaukee because their shows always became so chaotic.

A podcast while on the move! From the middle of nowhere! Graham mainly talks about sinking into what he is in this one.