So on Thursday January 28, 2021 my dog took is last breath surrounded by the two people who love him the most in this world. This whole month seems to be test after test and I'm hoping that this won't be a reoccurring thing. Now at the beginning of the year I told myself that 2021 is going to be a year of drastic change...whether that be good or bad change. It's unrealistic to believe that things will be good just because you say they will because none of us hold the power to control the outcome of the universe, well not a large scale. This was something that couldn't be stopped and no matter how much we loved him the universe still took him because thats just how life goes. Now it will take time seeing as I have been sheltered from death my entire life but I know that one day I will be able to move on and heal.