Losing your virginity is suppose to be special… but sometimes it’s just about knocking’ boots and getting it over with. The boy craziness of 7th grade wraps up, and I go into the summer before 8th grade de-virginized and with my eyes set on some new prospects.

Do you remember your first kiss? Was it magical? Was it with someone special? Was it a "real" kiss or just a peck? Were you in love or like? You have to get through that first to continue having a turn at playing a lifetime of the kissing game.

Did you ever get in enough trouble to get suspended? Have you ever had a fight in school? Ever fought someone you considered a friend? Yes. Yes. And yes. Sometimes you just gotta let a chick know, speak the wrong words, and you will get touched. 

It's no fun when the rumors are about you. A friend quickly becomes an enemy when she's not minding the business that pays her, and instead decides to be all up in mine. Staying busy spreading information about me to the boy I was talking to. Could it have been that she was jealous and shit?

You asked for my phone number, so why am I sitting home waiting on you, ‘cause staring at these walls in all I do, instead of getting a call from you? Was he trying to play hard to get, or trying not appear to like he sweatin’ me.

If only Jodeci could've come to my Middle School and sang the line "Trying to get my nerve built up to be so strong," I might have understood why that boy wouldn't step to me. It was obvious that he liked me, but he couldn't seem to get his thoughts together to come and talk to me.

Nas said it best “Yo, the World is Yours. It’s Mine, It’s Mine” and when you’re a teen you think the world belongs and revolves around you. No matter if your whole world is only the hallways of middle school. Rumors of tongue kissing, who’s boneing who, crushes and horny boys are the center of your universe.  

Like the chorus of the song by Queen Pen, which this week's entry is named after, goes "A party ain't a party, unless it's ran all thru." Well let's just say, the party my sister and I threw that time my parents went away and left us alone, wasn't the only thing that got ran thru.