This episode goes into my take on Ptsd, criminology for those of oppression and what drives me in my path and purpose

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This is a intenseand emotional interpretation of how I feel about MY experience in the spiritual awakening process which creates this spiritual warfare if you will. As you listen I become more level headed and grounded and calm lol. But it's real, raw and uncut becuase I want my authenticity to show through. This is a dairy entry, intimate, vulnerable and my truth. So take everything with a grain of salt and know I'm growing through life just as you are. We can all learn from one another. No one knows it ALL. PERIOD. However, following spiritual teachers and going down paths out of alignment with your CHOICE/GOALS can lead you a stray from your own. But God doesn't put anything on us that we can not bare. And I for one am stronger today because of all the challenges I had to face in my awakening. Hopefully my mistakes will prevent you from repeating them but even if they don't you'll be able to recognize the signs and get out before too much damage is done. Trust the process but be aware of all the manipulation that is out there. Some intentional and some unconsciously manipulative and will probably always be in this world. However, when you stay ready, you ain't gotta get ready! Get in the driver's seat! Love you guys Keep God 1st always!

💜You ever wonder why you think or feel the way you do? Maybe it's the words, manipulation and tactics that fuel your spirit with do much defeat.

Coddling and enabling are roadblocks to accountability and the tools we need to build emotional resilience as we grow into the different phases of life and adulthood.

You ever wonder why you think or feel the way you do? Maybe it's the words, manipulation and tactics that fuel your spirit with do much defeat.

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Transitioning from the matrix of being OF the world and not IN the world is a holistic shock if not done gradually with grace and self-compassion. Our poverty, oppression, dysfunction behaviors and suffering has been a direct result of our environment on all levels of the human system internally and externally. We are now learning how to merge and integrate the balance concept into everything. The higher vs lower self, the traditional vs progressive, the light vs darkness, it's all a fine line that has to be erased to build ultimate strength. The foundation has to be made through self reflection, acceptance, worth/esteem/value/love, healing, releasing, reframing, tweaking until we've created a masterpiece which isn't perfection but change and empowerment.

I will be doing a YouTube video on this topic soon follow the link in my profile. Also, will be posting detailed slides on my perspective of this personality trait. Conquer the trauma feelings, thoughts and emotions of guilt, shame and self-judgement by focusing on soulutions not labels or diagnoses. I'm working on not projecting my need for consistent validation, attention, high praise(being gased up) to maintain my sense of self-worth. Knowing that I accept my circumstances and conditioning and how I've adapted to survive chaos, poverty, oppression, Ancestral wounds, and so much more as a black woman in a world where this issue is never referenced in many mainstream spirituality. We need to decolonize spirituality to better serve the African American race our feelings and stories need to be validated. Being seen, heard and empathized with is healing. We need a hug of nurturing energy a breath of fresh air instead of analysis that fuel us with internalizations that keep our spirits down. That's counterproductive to HEALING.

Healing is less about the action and more about the feeling. And music can be gealing if it makes us feel good, at peace, joyful, blissful, ecstacy, uplifted, Crunk, sexy, sensual, empowered whatever. To fully leave the matrix of conformity you have to know there are no bounds to what can make your heart sing. This is original playing from me still learning lye down, take deep belly breaths and listen with headphones start with medium volume the work you way up based on your device. Keep God 1st, ✌🏾 ❤ ✨