This post explores the different ways the light plays upon a human being when undeniable experiences strike without warning. It exp;ores ritual and how psychology and coping skills can interfere with a persons ability to live in wonder.

This audio file is about owning choices, making reparations and recovering the process of mourning from suppressed practices.

This post is about the consequence of not talking about difficult things. In truth, talking about things not usually expressed is liberating when done well.

In this episode I have a catastrophe to better understand an epiphany about death.

 This essay explores using the word lost when referring to a person who had died and just what that turn of phrase implies.

This essay examines what it is to forget the dead and be forgotten in a death phobic culture.

Responding to reasder's worries about suicidal ideation. Reflections upon the death phobic culture and the importance of finding and speaking in one's authentic voice.

I reminisce over my "Jesus years' in the desert at 40 years of age...a kind of do over of the years I missed in my twenties.

In this episode: reflection on money and relationships.

In this audio file I ponder what is to happen to my pets if I do not return from surgery.