in this episode i share the emotional consequences which i have had to deal with since the vienna eras tour was cancelled after the uncovering of terrorist attack plans.

full of gratitude and fear, i reflect on what it means to be given a second chance at life and how the dismissive narrative around my feelings and experiences is affecting my healing journey.

trigger warning: this episode contains topics such as terrorism, terrorist attacks, death, and the emotional repercussions which arose after nearly getting unalived.

i was in vienna for taylor swift's eras tour until the concert got cancelled because of a terrorist attack. in this episode i finally have the courage to unpack my fears and emotions after almost facing a gruesome brutal death.

trigger warning: this episode contains topics such as terrorism, terrorist attacks, death, and the emotional repercussions which arose after nearly getting unalived

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media scholar cap is on for this episode (the first one of a more educational yet personal series about the importance of media in our lives)! after sharing an emotional take on my own social media usage and my social media addiction, i answer the question of why is it that we actually use (social) media. i walk you through the fundamental theory which describes the motivation options of why you could possibly be reaching for your phone and what is it exactly that you gain from it.

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ah guys, the moment we have all been waiting for! in this last part of the “my solo italian summer” series, we reach the culmination – my experience at the coldplay concert. simply a magical night that made me feel emotions i had never felt before! it was so beautiful that it overshadowed the little quarrel i had earlier in the day with an anti-european woman in the vatican (where i also accidentally got stuck and attended my first ever mass). getting to experience the beauty of st peter’s basilica and just a few hours later reaching paradise in the presence of coldplay, i can say that italy definitely earned a special place in my heart forever. despite all the downs and the mental and physical challenges, i am happy that italy was my first taste of solo traveling! can’t wait for the next one.

welcome back to rome! let's talk about grasshopper phobias in the public transport and snoring hostel dormmates. in this episode i explain why the solo in solo traveling is so important and why, unlike me, you should always chose the comfortable shoes over the cute ones (and how this decision almost cost me my toe!)

the trip continues! join me as i tell you all about flirty italian waiters, why you should wake up early when on vacation, my obsession with marble statues and catholic churches, and the biggest disadvantage of travelling alone.

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join me as i tell you all about my first ever solo trip. destination: rome, italy! definitely started off on the wrong foot but hopefully things get better

yappatron 3000: activated. join me in todays catch-up session in which i share with you my excitement and anxiety for my upcoming trips that i have been looking forward to for a year. i go on a media studies geek rant about the importance of gps and the overreliance on the internet. and i tell you my battle with getting the ick from my two favourite meals.

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in this episode i reflect on my development as a podcaster and my wednesdays with liza koshy. i tell you a story i have been keeping from you for quite some time and i give you advice on how to gossip when abroad

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in today's episode i reflect on the weekend of solitude i was looking forward to for forever and how i didn't take into consideration a pretty significant factor that came into play, which made me question if i am really cut out for my living alone dream. i talk about (auto)biographies, matthew perry, tana mongeau, getting a new perspective on addiction, and the price of success.

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