i always ask the right questions. i even have questions regarding my questions. some might call me inquisitive, and others - out of my mind.

join me as i reflect on how i am dealing with this new level of loneliness that i unlocked but more importantly - on how i was heavily influenced to burst with the irresistible urge to live and make the most of my short human existence

where do we even start?!

a hot take on top of a hot take. money talks. painting. squid game. red note. banning tiktok (apparently for real this time?). and niche chronic online references.

episode 46. eliminated.

"new year, new me"? not quite! if you are wondering why your long "to do" lists don't just magically come true on the 1st of january, or if you are looking for some actually practical advice on how to achieve the things you set out to achieve in 2025, this episode is for you. i give you tried and tested useful insights on why we "fail" (+ my 2 cents on "failing") and how we can overcome the mental and physical blocks that prevent us from being our best self. ready?

happy 2025! in a very me manner, we are kicking of the year with a yapping session about a travelling experience. for the first time ever in my life i was in 4 countries in one day, and boy was that something! form travelling alongside my high school bully and my bulgarianness being questioned by border control to being stranded in the belgrade airport and being forced to survive deutsche bahn. when i said i wanted to travel more, i did not mean this.

the last episode for 2024! one final existential crisis hurrah before we welcome 2025. and my mission is: put all the cards on the table and be transparent about my biggest struggle with podcasting yet. in this episode i set the tone for the future of this space and make myself promise to see meaning in the meaningless.

while some are celebrating the holidays, other are simply trying to survive them. this episode is dedicated to the latter. i know how difficult this time of the year can be for one reason or another. while my advice may not be revolutionary, it is ground in good intentions and care. i am sending you lots of love and strength to soldier through. you got this!

i would mourn the wicked. and i most likely would rip my pants in the process of it. and that just sums up the type of person i am (when i am awake, unlike in class, where i am fighting demons not to fall asleep or god forbid - cough!). i had so much fun recording this episode and it really took my mind off from my hectic environment.

from one pilates pink princess to another. let's talk while i still have my voice because this week has been testing me to my limits (not just voice-wise). how about i tell you about me losing my wallet. not once - but twice! and always mere hours before i have to leave the country! life is funny! and what is even funnier, if not simply just predictable - is my spotify wrapped.

wtf, i'm like bruh?! we are not in utrecht anymore! so let's all collectively hold space with the lyrics of defying gravity and your sexiest man alive's sexiest man alive.

a massive shoutout to saintlaurentcowboy/sabrina carpenter/ed sheeran/charlie puth for taking over for t-dawg and creating such an emotional, fun, and horny experience. there is indeed no place like tour!