Dismantling the F*ckery: Con Hacha y Machete
/ Desmantelando la Cabronería: With an Axe & Machete

Can I drop scrolls like this? Can I?

I mean-what in the Avracadvra?!

Can I make a proposal, can I dare to rewire something?

I’d love to hear what lit you up?

And no, I don’t want to hear your caveat, please and thank you.

with love & devotion,

K” Angelique

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Tending, tending, ever so gently

How many more bird metaphors before you understand the value of a song

Come in out of the noise

Listen in to the sound of your soul!

with love & devotion,

K” Angelique (YA)

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I just can’t shake the thought, waiting for someone else to give you permission to be who spirit called you to be!?

Wild.

Are we done with the f*ckery?

Let’s talk about!

with Love & Devotion,

Kohenet Angelique (YA)

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What happens when the people who raise you are hurting in ways they can’t name, let alone heal? What becomes of the child who learns to decode silence, anticipate explosions, or tend to the emotional fires of others before tending to her own breath?

This episode is a reckoning with the inheritance no one asked for, the ghost stories that aren’t told out loud, but live in our nervous systems, in our relational patterns, in the way we breathe (or forget to). We name the sacred ache of growing up with parents who struggle with mental health—and the invisible labor of surviving that terrain.

This is not just about what hurt.It’s about what we know in our bones.It’s about breaking the spell of silence and reclaiming our sovereign names.

Tune in, witness yourself, and remember—you are not alone in the remembering.

with Love & Devotion,

K” Angelique (YA)

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I wasn’t going to do it, I wasn’t going to Priestess this Portion! The amount of wading through seemed futile. Annndddd, after a recovery bath from the sauna on my second floor there was something gnawing at me about it. There was something there to talk about! Choice.

What does it mean to learn from where we’ve been? What does it mean to have choice? What if there is a choice, and where is the choice? What does it look like? There is many things in this portion, there is a journey unfolding, a frustration building. The honeymoon is over like my mom used to say! (aka we are regulated and not being smothered by hormones).

There are things about people in this story, the things people do when they feel a deep dis-belonging and dislocation. There are a whole bunch of archetypes-the optimistic compensator? Or the pessimistically withdrawn holding on to their last thread of hope but they're tired and angry? Wait, why the fuck is it always a binary?! Riiiiighhhht, its neither. Maybe the question is, how deep is the wound and how far back does it go?

Oh, and how about do you want to meet it whole or you want it poked at because it’s the only thing you are sure of-that it will hurt=pain? And now, it is the only way you know how to feel while deep inside- you still hope.

Join me as I clumsily dive in and out of this portion, all human n’shit!

with love & devotion,

K” Angelique (YA)

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A weekly Torah offering for sacred workers, priestesses, healers, and liberation dreamers. In this series, the weekly parashah is not just taught—it is priestessed. Through the lens of ancestral fire, embodied power, and erotic wisdom, we enter the text as a living scroll. This is Torah for those who carry the center when the world trembles. Come receive the portion meant for you.

Priestessing the Portions – Episode 2: Beha’alotechaTo the Lamplighters

“When you raise the lights…” — Numbers 8:2

This week’s portion is a call to the tenders of holy flame — those who illuminate while mending, who lift the light even when their hands tremble. Beha’alotecha reminds us that raising light is an act of devotion, resistance, and remembrance.

In this episode, we explore what it means to be a sacred lamplighter in a world that often forgets the holy. I speak to the burden and beauty of leadership, the slow burn of becoming, and the ancestral call to keep the flame alive — not just for others, but for ourselves.

This one is for you, beloved.For the weary ones still burning.For the ones who remember.

The Saffron Scrolls of Desire is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.

A weekly Torah offering for sacred workers, priestesses, healers, and liberation dreamers. In this series, the weekly parashah is not just taught—it is priestessed. Through the lens of ancestral fire, embodied power, and erotic wisdom, we enter the text as a living scroll. This is Torah for those who carry the center when the world trembles. Come receive the portion meant for you.

Priestessing the Portions – Episode 1: BamidbarThe Sacred Worker in the Time of Collapse

This week, we begin again in the wilderness.

Parashat Bamidbar opens the Book of Numbers not with triumph, but with desolation.And yet—this is where the Voice speaks.Not in the temple. Not in the empire. But in the wilderness of collapse.

This episode is a holy offering for those who are overwhelmed by collective devastation—war, fascism, climate catastrophe, unraveling systems. It is a call to the sacred workers, priestesses, healers, and spiritual resistance tenders who are asking:

What do I do now? Where am I in all of this?

You are not lost.You are being called into the truth beneath the noise.The Torah is clear:

When the world falls apart, sacred workers carry the center.

This is not commentary. This is invocation.This is Torah in service of thriving and rebirth.This is for you.

Listen now and let the wilderness speak.

To you who bless others but are rarely blessed—To you who carry, tend, anoint, and remember—May this Torah root you in your power, May the sacredness you offer be returned sevenfold, And may the Holy One meet you in your own wilderness this week. Go as one who is counted, named, and held.

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This episode is hot off the press, the ink is fresh so handle with care!

with Love & Devotion,

Kohenet Angelique ( YA)

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Dismantling The F*ckery: Love Needs Boundaries: A Priestess’s Reckoning with the world during these times! | Episode #23

In this episode, I’m coming to you raw and real, sharing my truth as a Priestess navigating the times.

This is my call to action—not just for you, but for me—to honor the boundaries of love, to nourish ourselves as deeply as we pour into the world, and to reclaim joy as an act of resistance.

Together, we’ll sit with the grief, the resilience, and the sacred work of sustaining ourselves in a world where the fuckery is rampant.

If you were born into liberatory work (aka an Identity that has been impacted) and you are just fucking exhausted, this one’s for you. Let’s dismantle the fuckery, towards self care=collective care=how we will make it through.

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