I want to stop , and i have to ,for now

I am taking some time off ,maybe forever from live performance due to being unhappy, living in despair and lack of recognition but i may change mind. I am still going to write, record ,release records probably, I may do acting in the future ,but not now , you can send me acting offers , if you want to 

I want to tell you , about my struggles to make it in hollywood but now another allegation that someone hacked into my masterwriter account to steal my song to use to make money and that is wrong .

I am tired of struggling to make it in the entertainment industry near hollywood. I came to Hollywood at a young age, if i knew ,I was to struggle for years to make it in hollywood before i first came out here, I would have never came here,but i love to create, but the struggles rejections and despair have taken their toll

One day at a time but too many years of struggle and despair despite being gifted had taken its toll, I have to end some things but my starving artist days are winding down

It is about my struggles, ending my goal to be a band member ,singer , and just be a solo artist, the rejections and the belief to go for it , despite the obstacles, i must persist, at least for a little while

I decided that due to not finding the right band, i am no longer interested to be in any bands unless a professional band comes to me directly. i had to address allegations related to my building.

I want the negative people in my enviornment, my neighborhood to stay away! stay away!

I am talking about my bad experiences with some mentally ill people who exhibited criminal intentions, including some extremely bad experiences ,how i am trying to keep away from these people as well as my concerns about these types, who have severe mental illnesses and antisocial behanvior who are capable of doing harm to innocent people

i was terrorized by criminals and neighbors who used racial slurs, violated my constitutional rights, by peeking into my home ,allegedly and trying to tell me what to do despite me being a homeowner and an adult ,that is terrorism ,morally ,ethically and legally wrong