be comfortable in my own skin,my size and not listening to naysayers

i am open to all people but not to evil people or people who are biased, bigoted, or want to undermine my potential

I told the truth about owning my music,writing my music , and that about allegations of criminal peeking tom/voyeurism--< i did not want to happen to me, and allegations of harassment by jealous dangerous predators- it is true,i told the truth,i am aware of reality, I do not like when these same people and others make up false allegations about my mental health - because my mental health is fine- i told the truth

I have been attracting dangerous people ,or people from my past who are evil or insane , and that is not what i want because that is dangerous . I want to attract good people ,who are positive to me ,aspiring ,not some homophobe or someone who wants to stop me from owning a home or stop me from being a success in the music industry or stop me from getting a good job-because that is evil, and wrong, i want to attract good positive people ,not evil ones

overcoming lies

talk about writing painful songs trauma, tragedy is not what i am , unique outcast https://open.spotify.com/album/4RJPcB5nXobV1tictTQT4a?si=68M18sHdTZGPAtJ-ppswDg

talk, i cannot have a delusional ,insane person as a friend or in personal life or live with one- its because i had very bad experiences living where i am for over 20 years

i prefer to talk about music but i have to talk about sick mentally ill people ,and criminals, homophobes, perverts, voyeurs in my neighborhood-they are dangerous , and i have to protect my life-these people are insane

i had spent several years making music , demos to make it in hollywood after coming to LA years before and it is still hard to get a record deal and recognition and this episode is about how hard it is , dealing with rejections, and haters and where i am going

dealing with individuals who keep saying for twenty years that they are peeking into my home- making up stories or hearing these criminals say ,they are going to get money from the sale of my home through real estate fraud ,i got to either sell my home or hope these sick people and evil people get put in jail.