It is all about the inside- and my skills- i am beautiful on the inside and my skills as a singer,songwriter, musician,intellectual - is great, so it does not matter what my weight or size  is= if i am heavyset or skinny then i am  beautiful,- it is about my skills not my image

playing keyboards is good ,but today i was off due to exhaustion and intermittent practicing due to health reasons but that is being human

what i would like to say that is that i am an artist, an intellectual , who talks about overcoming struggles, and more importantly being positive to myself and others

heard some unknown people outisde say that i can make it in the music business if i want to - my question is  ..when? because i struggle for a very long time and  paid my dues and it hasnt happen ,but i am not giving up , because it can come true and it will

Again, I am tired of the naysaying criminals near me ,lying about my songs=- , I have no one else in charge of my songs, my home,  but me---->I do not have anyone else but i have to protect my songs, as a songwriter who written 375 songs, on BMI, i am still a poor artist , making not much from them,but i hope to.   I do own my songs , period

I talk about lots of things ,good and bad ,but it is part of the process of being cleansed, being healthy ,and this is related to my singing ,songwriting.

Dealing with homeless mentally ill strangers and people who targeted me --- for no rational reason , - I do not know them--- the police needs to be involved

i dealt with some crazy stalker(s) who targeted me for no rational reason for twenty years. They say  that they have an opportunity-= meaning me being a victim, I have to get the courts, the police involved, This person lived on vose street,langdon twenty years ago, and said they heard me talk about the condo i was buying so they thought i was a victim- that is dangerous == the police needs to be involved==== these  criminals now are living near me again , still stalking me around ,and it is twenty years - they were living near me in 2002, 2003- because of jealousy ,envy and i do not know them - they may be  near me now

I had the misfortune of dealing with poverty, despair, harrassment , being a victim of crime, but i had to get back up and stand up for myself, love myself and continue to live and go for my dreams

I am not a loser ,never was, never will be