It is about my dream ,my songs

what i say , i curse does not mean i am crazy or other false allegations , i am a podcaster, an entertainer 

I cannot forgive these music thieves who said online to me ,and directly that they used my songs, without my permission to make money , committing copyright infringment

i cannot forgive the deranged hoodlum who targeted me for years,to tear me down to prevent me from getting into the music industry in hollywood, being a lawyer

i cannot forgive my aunt for the lawsuit over my dads death, and she referred to my mom a  lawyer who manipulated my mom and she may have gotten a settlement from me, move to Georgia ,

I cannot forgive other predators but i have to let it go , move on ,and not let it control me ,because life is too short

It is about whether i have skills to be an artist , it is not about whether i have skills to be a model- because modeling is not music. the music industry is about being talented so it should not matter if i am tall, skinny, black ,white, fat ,healthy ,disabled as long i have talent as a songwriter, a  singer or if i can play because i can do it all

I have a long history of attracting criminals, evil people to me for no reason,and the black hoodlums, or the white racists ,or dangerous criminals or the mentally ill criminals----i do not want these types around me or near me or coming to me

i am not open to negative people , hoodlums ---- of all types, and i have keep away ,but when some mentally ill homeless, or some nosy racist come over to me with racist language, or threats, =that is dangerous, i have to keep safe by staying away from them, 

I am a color blind person but i am open to bad people regardless of race ,status, etc.

For years, i had criminals, jealous people who made several attempts to take my dreams away to be a lawyer, be a music superstar. 

They said they made allegations that they contacted law schools with lies to prevent me from passing ,they talked to the dean of a law school to prevent me from passing ,getting accepted. They said they used my pop songs i written that were released , for sampling to get money without my permission.They said they used my rock songs for money , fraud , copyright infringement .and that is wrong. It was traumatic dealing with these evil people ,but i will not let them take my dreams away.

harasssed by someone whom i do not know for years ,make me concerned about my safety. i am glad governor newsom is passing the CARE ACt

It is about my album dove night legacy and beyond ,goodbye for now------- and about my struggles in trying to make my dreams come true,and how i must continue to go for those dreams 

This episode is i do not endorse any type of negativity ,or bigotry ,i do not endorse any one that endorses any type of racism , antisemitism , homophobia or sexism or any type of hatred

Talking about awareness in relation to judgment on me for ignorant reasons and /or other situations related to awareness