I talk about it the two women in my life who were were able to truly see through me and why it still pains me to this day to a tremendous degree

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I ramble on about how rehab and AA is a farce that needs to be addressed for real change to take place

A complete interesting discussion with myself in which I make profound statements

I go off on a few different tangents all relating to living inside of my own head and how I question just about everything!

I give a grim view into the dark days and near death experiences I lived through and how it’s lead to self loathing and self hatred even after getting clean.

I talk about the first 2 near death experiences I’ve had in my life and how you should be open to receiving advice from every and all places because you never know where it will come feon

I talk about some more outlandish possibilities regarding an artificial super intelligence and what it’s capable of as well as a view science tangents that you think are important.

I talk about how narrow artificial intelligence has shaped our world and the founding father of the neural net Ray Kurzweil.

I talk and rant about my habit for self sabotage and how I feel like I can best stop the cycle.

I talk about technology and what could possibly be coming on the horizon