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If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Feeling behind? Burnt out? Like the stack of curriculum you bought is staring you down with judgmental eyes?
Been there, mama. 🙋🏽♀️
In this episode of Dreams, Dirt & Grace, we’re talking about the moment when your beautiful, color-coded homeschool plan falls apart—and what to do next. I’m sharing real stories, honest struggles, and what I’ve learned about making curriculum serve us, not the other way around.
You’ll walk away with encouragement, practical mindset shifts, and a whole lot of grace for those "we're behind again!" days.
✨ Because curriculum is a tool—not your taskmaster. And you, mama, are the teacher God chose.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
In this episode, we’re diving into the real-life mess and magic of homeschooling. Whether you're knee-deep in lesson plans, wondering if you're "doing it right," or just trying to survive another day without someone crying over math (and it might be you), this one’s for you.
We’ll talk about:
By the end, I hope you feel encouraged, grounded, and reminded that your homeschool doesn’t need to look like anyone else’s. Because your family, your story, and your pace is part of God's perfect plan.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Ever wonder if all this staying home, pouring out, and homeschooling is really worth it?
In this honest episode, I’m sharing a moment where I almost walked away from the calling—and what helped me stay rooted. We’ll talk about the tug-of-war between purpose and pressure, and how God reminded me that this season of motherhood matters deeply.
Takeaways:
Doubt doesn’t mean you’re not called.
Obedience sometimes looks like staying.
Your faithfulness at home is kingdom work.
For the mama who feels tired, torn, or tempted to chase something else—this one’s for you.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Ever notice how your home shifts with your mood? I sure have—and it was a wake-up call. In this episode, we’ll talk about why moms set the atmosphere of their homes, how our emotions, rhythms, and spiritual walk ripple through our families, and how even the smallest self-care moments can shift everything. Mama, you have more influence than you realize—let’s learn how to use it with grace.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
What if the biggest thing standing in the way of God's plans for your family… is you?
In this vulnerable and heart-changing episode, I share the costly and humbling lesson I had to learn about submission—what it really means to walk in biblical order within our homes, and how I unintentionally distracted my husband from hearing God's direction.
If you’ve ever wrestled with control, pride, or the desire to “help” steer the ship… this one's for you, sis.
We talk about:
This episode is a real, raw invitation to check your heart, pray over your marriage, and remember that submission isn’t weakness—it’s powerful surrender.
✨ Includes a guided prayer and encouragement for every wife trying to walk in God’s will while still learning to let go.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Preparing for Your Homeschool Year (Even If You Don’t Feel Ready)
Feeling behind before the homeschool year even starts? You’re not alone, friend. Whether your books haven’t arrived, your plans feel scattered, or your confidence is shaky—this episode is a gentle hug and a deep breath for your homeschool mama heart.
In today’s episode, I share some of our messiest first days, the years we started late (or not at all), and how God lovingly led me to lay down my hustle and invite Him into the planning. It’s not about perfect charts and tidy shelves—it’s about connection, flexibility, and faith.
We’ll chat about what it looks like to:
Whether you’re planning with a latte in hand or praying in between diaper changes, you are not behind—and you are not alone.
💛
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Sometimes hope feels like the hardest thing to hold onto—especially when the ending of your story looks nothing like what you pictured.
In this final episode of our Through the Fire series, I’m sharing how God taught me to hold on to hope—not because I had all the answers or could see the whole plan, but because He was still with me in the unknown.
If you’re standing in the ashes, wondering what’s next, this one’s for you.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
Who are you when the title is gone?
If you've ever felt lost in the in-between, this one’s for you. Let’s uncover what was always true: you are still chosen, still called, and still His.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
What happens when the dust settles after everything falls apart? In this deeply personal episode, I share how God used the fire—not to destroy me, but to refine me. I open up about the false identities I didn’t know I was still carrying… and how, in the aftermath of a dream that didn’t end how I hoped, God began to rebuild something deeper, stronger, and more honest.
If you’ve ever found yourself questioning your worth, wrestling with your identity, or wondering what purpose looks like after a hard detour—this episode will meet you right there. You are not starting over. You’re being rebuilt with grace, grit, and a God who never left.
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
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