final single before healing music iii - album out so soon right around the end of spring or the beginning of summer
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and i been stressin close to sick, praying that i ain far from rich,
fumbled plenty opportunities but sumn gotta stick, if i keep it goin cant switch,
wondering will i die from this, why do i still try with this,
just to get so sick, just to make me act a bitch, when the withdraw hits,
life sometimes just feels like shit, and nothing else really feels like itll fix,
when i know its been killing me, killing me for years just so softly,
hide away get sick just to save my body, already lost my mind by now probably,
and i been stressin close to sick, praying that i ain far from rich,
fumbled plenty opportunities but sumn gotta stick, if i keep it goin cant switch,
wondering will i die from this, why do i still try with this,
just to get so sick, just to make me act a bitch, when the withdraw hits,
life sometimes just feels like shit, and nothing else really feels like itll fix,
when i know its been killing me, killing me for years just so softly,
hide away get sick just to save my body, already lost my mind by now probably,
what do i need to do, to work it out,
what do i need to do, to get past myself,
stuck in my head for years, barely was ever here,
tried to face my fears, and the mistakes now i see clear,
im sorry if i did you wrong,
sometimes i needa smoke a lil, just to keep me from cryin,
past few years been tough too many friends dying,
but shit you know i sitll gotta be tryin, stayin stuck on the past ain healthy brain fryin,
romanticizing bad times got me lying, to myself this life can get frightenin,
stick to the code, dont let them take my soul,
lost a few years trying to get a hold, of myself take back control,
life gets hard life gets cold, but you gotta keep it going cannot fold, \
what do i need to do, to work it out,
what do i need to do, to get past myself,
stuck in my head for years, barely was ever here,
tried to face my fears, and the mistakes now i see clear,
im sorry if i did you wrong,