final single before the new album reloading, redosing
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolliwhite
art/mix & master by me as usual i'll add the lyrics when i get a chance
streaming: https://fanlink.tv/newmedamned
clothes: www.egomackey.com
lyrics:
i was a high you can’t sustain
now i’m a high you can’t survive, and i dont even kno why im still alive,
when i tried and tried a million times to die,
i dont know why im still polite, when they spread so many lies,
really dont know what i didn’t do right, to get so far away from the light,
so far away from the good life, and im sorry i never reply,
its not personal i haven’t been fine, but im tryna get back get mine,
god damnit, god damned it, ion know how this fuckin happened,
they never liked the reaction, they been tryna erase and make me vanish
replace me with the average, no substance just distraction,
consumerism in action,, they dont want the trendsetters the original they want automatic
god, god, god dammit, god god damned it,
new me new me i been thinkin bout a new me,
and them mufukrs online always actin like they knew me,
facial reconstruction erase all the cruelty,
off to a new life that all goes smoothly,
and a better me without these curses looming,
watching over and over as addiction consumes me
and the ground starts falling out profusely
would i be better off i never knew me (or who used me)
kill or be killed, kill, kill or be killed, kill,
stab stab stab till its all still,
god damnit, god damned it, ion know how this fuckin happened,
they never liked the reaction, they been tryna erase and make me vanish
replace me with the average, no substance just distraction,
consumerism in action,, they dont want the trendsetters the original they want automatic
god, god, god dammit, god god damned it,