Confidence it’s a weird thing to understand, experience and keep with for a long period of time. At least for me. I don’t know if you’ve also feel like this, but I just want to tell you this makes us more real. Peace.

Feelingsssssss.

Small story about the feelings of the Alter Ego of a fictional character I created. Being around by so many people but feeling as lonely as you could be; enjoying casual meetings with souls you thought you’d never be with. That’s about it. Enjoy. :)

* WARNING. THE FOLLOWING EPISODE CONTAINS AN EXPLICIT DESCRIPTION OF TEENAGE SUICIDE ATTEMPT*. There was a time in which everything was just too complicated; but as far as I concern, things today are okay. And I feel grateful for it. For being alive, for feeling alright. Please, if you experiment suicidal thoughts call out for help. You’re not alone. You matter and you’re love worthy.

You voted for “Almond Coffee Ice Cream”and “I’ll Stop Looking For You” for this special episode, so... here you go! I hope you enjoy getting to know a little bit more about these two poems/creations. This is the last episode for 2020, it has been an amazing journey so far. Thank you so much for your time!!! Stay around cause there are still a loooot of things that I’d love to share with you next year in this open mic. Love you!!!

I hate feeling. I love feeling. I’m indifferent when it comes to feeling. Wait, what? Unintentional contradiction, hope you enjoy this one. :)

Nobody ever said life was easy. And nobody ever said we were all okay with it. Sometimes it feels like it’s too much. Ah, guys. I hope you do enjoy this one; some metaphors here and there, oh well.

One of those things I’ve written for “the one”. Send a candy emoji if you found this too corny.

Self-love and another chance to fall for someone. I couldn’t help but writing this with the biggest smile, I hope you enjoy. :)

It’s okay to be our own rescuers, but sometimes it does feel quite... lonely. I hope you enjoy this episode! Please let me know if it made you feel something. :)