In Part 2, we continue the conversation about mental health, suffering, and enduring when hope feels dim, but shift our focus to the nature of God and His relationship with us as our Heavenly Father.

Using the parable of the prodigal son, we explore why God doesn’t always intervene immediately, why He allows us to struggle, and how His love is constant even when life feels unbearably heavy.

We talk about parenting, agency, and how suffering—while painful—is often the place where compassion, humility, and Christlike attributes are formed. We also discuss grief, suicidal ideation, anxiety, and the importance of honest conversations around mental health.

This episode is about meaning in the silence, trusting God’s heart when His plan doesn’t match ours, and believing that suffering is not wasted.

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00:00 – Introduction to Part 2

00:30 – Why this conversation continues

01:10 – Mental health and meaning in suffering

02:20 – Scripture: The prodigal son

03:15 – Seeing God differently as a parent

04:20 – Why rescuing isn’t always loving

06:00 – God’s respect for agency

07:30 – Sitting with pain and learning from it

09:30 – Life as a painting we can’t yet see

10:40 – Endurance, discomfort, and growth

13:30 – Mental health, depression, and anxiety

15:10 – Suicidal ideation and honesty

17:00 – Knowing who you are and whose you are

18:40 – Suffering as a path to compassion

20:50 – Becoming more gentle through hardship

22:05 – Purpose in suffering

24:30 – Becoming more Christlike

25:35 – Final encouragement and closing thoughts

In this episode, we open up about a season of life where hope didn’t disappear, but it did feel dim.

We talk honestly about mental health, depression, anxiety, disappointment, and what it looks like to endure when things don’t go the way you prayed they would. After stepping away from the podcast for a season, we share why this summer became one of the most difficult chapters of our marriage, our faith, and our personal lives.

We discuss the collapse of a business opportunity we felt deeply prompted to pursue, the emotional and financial weight that followed, and how that experience led us into a season of surrender, humility, and trust in God’s plan, even when it didn’t make sense.

This episode is a reminder that enduring doesn’t mean always feeling strong, hopeful, or confident. Sometimes enduring simply means staying, sitting in the discomfort, and choosing not to give up.

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00:00 – Introduction and episode disclaimer

01:00 – Why we’re talking about depression and hope

02:30 – Scripture: Press forward with a brightness of hope

03:40 – When hope fades in hard seasons

04:40 – Moving to Florida and unmet expectations

06:00 – Mental health and sitting in the darkness

07:25 – Marriage as a crucible

09:50 – Losing confidence and identity

11:00 – Performance pressure and self-worth

14:55 – Sponsor break: Zunex Pest Control

15:30 – Giving everything and still coming up short

17:40 – What actually helped us survive

19:20 – Trusting God when outcomes aren’t in our control

21:00 – Marriage as a lifeline

24:00 – Running, rhythm, and endurance

27:00 – Why this conversation continues in Part 2

30:40 – Closing thoughts

Welcome to the very first episode of Endure to the End.

After some time away, we’re back, excited, a little tired, and stepping into a brand-new chapter. In this episode, we share why we decided to pivot the podcast, what this new season represents for us, and what you can expect moving forward.

We talk openly about our faith, our marriage, and why we felt prompted to “niche down” and center this podcast around the gospel of Jesus Christ. We also introduce the meaning behind the name Endure to the End, why we believe the journey matters more than the finish line, and how enduring is less about perfection and more about consistency, rhythm, and grace.

Running has become a meaningful part of our life and marriage, so we also share how training together has shaped us physically, mentally, and spiritually. From zone two training and the 80/20 principle, to rest, grace, and growth, we explore how the patterns written into our bodies reflect eternal truths and gospel principles.

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00:00 – We’re back: starting a new chapter

01:00 – Why we decided to pivot the podcast

02:20 – Faith as the foundation of this new direction

03:30 – Wanting to create an uplifting space

04:40 – Why we chose the name Endure to the End

05:55 – Training for an ultra marathon together

07:05 – Feeling guided and trusting promptings

08:15 – Running, fear, and committing together

09:00 – A timely sign and taking the leap

10:50 – Finding rhythm through running and marriage

12:25 – Scripture: All things testify of Christ

13:20 – The 80/20 principle and zone two training

15:10 – Connection, effort, and sustainable growth

16:45 – Grace, works, and enduring faithfully

18:25 – Rest, tapering, and Christ as the finisher

19:40 – Missing the race and focusing on the journey

22:00 – Why the journey matters more than the finish line

24:00 – Enduring together in marriage

26:35 – What this podcast will be about going forward

29:45 – Closing thoughts and what’s next

We’re ending Season 2 with a conversation that goes deeper into grace, alignment, and what it really means to follow Christ. From testimonies to tattoos, from cultural discomfort to personal conviction — we’re reflecting on the atonement, sacred expression, and the idea that we don’t have to earn a place in heaven. The price has already been paid. We’re also taking a much-needed pause as we move cross-country and prep for a full podcast rebrand.

Season 3 will come with a fresh name, deeper conversations, and a more intentional space for the kinds of faith-based topics you can’t always talk about on Sunday. We’re not going anywhere — just making space to come back better than ever. See you in Season 3. And trust us… the name change? You’re going to love it.

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In today’s episode, we get honest about relationships that ask us to be less—less successful, less expressive, less us. We talk about the subtle ways people can chip away at your confidence, from cheating to telling you your dreams are “too much.” Whether it’s a partner who’s insecure or a dynamic that makes you question your worth, we explore how to choose relationships that feel like sunlight, not shade. Your light deserves to be protected, not dimmed.

We also dive into the idea of being a “cafeteria Mormon”—someone who picks and chooses aspects of the faith based on personal conviction and lived experience. It’s a real and honest conversation about the tension between cultural expectations, church teachings, and personal revelation. We explore how it can feel both liberating and conflicting to follow your heart while still wanting to stay rooted in your faith, and how navigating that space requires grace, courage, and trust in your own spiritual journey.

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In today’s episode we are sharing our running updates, but this episode goes way deeper. We talk about gender energy—masculine vs. feminine—and how it affects relationships, especially within an LDS lens. Missions, marriage, patriarchy, and what it means to evolve while still honoring your faith.

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This week, we’re talking about what happens when you choose to live in alignment — when you honor what matters most, trust your path, and open your heart to what’s meant for you. We’ll explore how manifesting, believing, and even the quiet ways we show up for ourselves can create a life that feels like a magnet for miracles. It’s not about chasing or striving — it’s about becoming. When you’re grounded in who you are, the right things have a way of finding you.

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In this episode, we dive into our running journey as a couple—the highs, the lows, and everything in between. Josh shares his struggles with long-distance running, and how something that once felt impossible is now a goal we’re tackling together. From his high school insecurities to the thrill of running side by side, we’re proving that pushing through challenges together makes us stronger. We’re also vlogging our way through this journey, so join us and be part of the adventure as we work towards our half marathon in the fall!

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This one’s for anyone who’s ever been lied to, cheated on, or made to question their worth. We’re talking intuition, betrayal, and the undeniable truth that karma always circles back. When someone fumbles you, it says more about them than it ever did about you. In this episode, we’re breaking down how to trust your gut, reclaim your power, and let people face the loss they created. Spoiler: you were never the problem.

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From big dreams to big moves—Josh’s vision of living in Florida, building multiple businesses, and creating financial freedom is becoming a reality. In this episode, we talk about the power of manifestation, the steps we’ve taken to turn dreams into dollars, and where we see our family in five years. It’s a look at how far we’ve come and where we’re headed next. Hope y’all enjoy 😊

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