In this episode, Tamrin shares a deeply personal account of awakening through loss, grief, and rebuilding.
At a point where life felt aligned — completing her healing training, growing her family, and preparing to move to the UK — everything shifted. The loss of her son, alongside a diagnosis of Type 1 diabetes and the transition of leaving her home country, brought a profound breakdown of identity, stability, and belief.
This conversation explores awakening not as expansion, but as a process of being brought into the reality of life, death, and what it means to truly live.
Key themes include:
• Grief as a personal and non-linear journey
• The impact of trauma on spiritual belief and identity
• Anger, questioning, and loss of faith within awakening
• The importance of not spiritually bypassing pain
• Returning to presence through simple, grounded practices
• Rebuilding connection to self, body, and life
Tamrin speaks openly about the reality of grief: the depth, the disruption, and the ongoing nature of healing. Through practices such as movement, breath, and presence, she describes a gradual return to herself and to a more embodied relationship with spirituality.
This is a conversation about awakening through reality, where spirituality is lived, not idealised.
Guest – Tamrin Feldman-LaportaTamrin has a private practice in which she offers Holistic and Integrative face-to-face Healing Sessions which provide a compassionate and supportive space for those navigating challenging life transitions, grief, loss, and/or trauma.
Tamrin is a Qualified Energy Healer, Yoga Teacher, and Trauma-Informed Practitioner currently undertaking Advanced Wilderness Therapeutic training, and her work is rooted in the vital connection between Spirit, the body, the nervous system, and the restorative power of the natural world.
Tamrin works intuitively within a professional therapeutic framework, and utilises hands-on energy healing to balance the body’s energetic systems and help regulate an overwhelmed or stressed nervous system.
Tamrin has worked with an array of clients from all walks life. She is passionate about creating spaces for authentic community and facilities Women’s Circles, Retreats, workshops and has run a variety of events across England.
Location: Dunstable, UK
Instagram: @healingwithtamrin
Website: healingwithtamrin.com
Host – Cindy Cromble-HolmeDirector, International School of Intuition and Healing
Website: https://www.cindyholmes.co.uk
Email: [email protected]
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/cindy-cromble-holme
International School of Intuition and HealingExplore training in energy healing, intuition, and consciousness.
Website: https://schoolofintuitionandhealing.com
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Episode DetailsPodcast: Energy Healing Conversations
Series: Spiritual Awakening Stories
Episode: The Actual Awakening