Ivan Maisel may be best known for his work as a legendary sportswriter and commentator on ESPN, but in February of 2015, Maisel received a call that would alter his life forever: his son Max's car was found abandoned in a parking lot next to Lake Ontario.

How do we process the grief a parent experiences when the cause of death is suicide? In this profoundly emotional interview, Maisel explores the aftermath of loss and how his ongoing grief shapes him as a human and father.