this is me reading something i wrote back on june 9th, 2017 - a piece i called "spellbound." it came after one of the craziest life upheavals i'd ever experienced, followed by three months of sitting in almost complete silence, which led to a major awakening and what i can only describe as a major download or upload.

the piece is about wholeness - about traveling through time to collect all the scattered pieces of myself that i'd left behind. the good, the bad, the happy, the sad. it was painful and blissful and absolutely necessary because i needed all of me to begin whatever journey was coming next.

it's about being present - not being my past or my future, but being now. about magnifying the universe and embodying all aspects of existence. about being an archer who never misses her mark because my story is written with stars, a galactic farmer turning shit into fertilizer, an alchemist growing stars.

this writing captures that moment of complete integration - when you realize you're everything and nothing, whole and sovereign, magic incarnate. it's about being the energy farmer, the wayshower, the rainmaker who transforms whatever comes into something that can nourish new growth.