Let’s talk about it—the battle between our God-given desires and our commitment to holiness. Is masturbation actually a sin, or have we been misinterpreting scripture? If desire is designed for marriage, why do we experience it so strongly in our single season?

In this episode of Faith AF, I’m breaking down biblical perspectives on self-pleasure, sharing my personal struggle with intense hormonal urges, and offering practical tips for managing desire without guilt or shame.

This is a raw, unfiltered conversation about what it really means to honor God with our bodies—because suppressing desire isn’t the answer, but neither is letting it rule us.

Let’s get into it.

Listen now! And let me know your thoughts—DM me or comment at @FaithAlwaysFirstPodcast.

In this deeply personal episode of Faith AF, Sashauni Aaeliyae talks about her lifelong battle with depression and the journey of reconciling faith and mental health. Growing up in a church culture that dismissed mental illness, Sashauni faced isolation, stigma, and the weight of being a “functioning depressive.”

Through raw and unfiltered reflections, she opens up about hitting rock bottom, discovering God’s kindness, and realizing that His strength is made perfect in our weakness. Sashauni also shares practical lessons on how therapy, medication, prayer, and surrendering to God can work together in the path to healing.

If you’ve ever felt unseen, alone, or unsure how faith fits into your struggles, this episode is for you. Tune in for a powerful reminder that God sees you, loves you, and is always waiting to step into your darkest moments.

🎧 Listen now and discover the unshakable hope found in God’s presence.

In this bold and unfiltered episode of Faith AF, we’re diving deep into a troubling trend taking over social media- the rise of male influencers weaponizing vulnerability to manipulate women. These men appear emotionally open, sharing “heartfelt” stories and declaring their search for a wife, but beneath the surface, they lack emotional intelligence, accountability, and stability- both financially and spiritually.

We’ll break down how these men use women’s desires for marriage and family as bait, gaining massive followings by playing into biological clocks and relationship goals. But here’s the truth: vulnerability without growth is just an act, and a man who wants a woman to “make a house a home” but doesn’t even have a house- or a plan to build one- isn’t a partner, he’s a project.

Sis, God’s plan for your life is bigger than a ring. Your purpose isn’t tied to being a wife or mother- it’s rooted in Him. Don’t fall for emotional manipulation disguised as vulnerability. Trust God’s perfect timing, not His permissive will, and remember: it’s better to be alone in peace than partnered in pain.

Join me as we expose the emotional hustlers, reclaim our power, and stay rooted in faith. This is your reminder that you are whole, worthy, and walking in purpose- with or without a man.

Tune in now. Let's keep it real, raw, and rooted in God.

In this episode of Faith AF, host Sashauni Aaeliyae shares a candid and heartfelt look into the fears and doubts she faced while stepping into her purpose. From second-guessing her voice to battling insecurities about her worth, Sashauni unpacks the raw and vulnerable journey of starting this podcast.

This episode is an inspiring reminder that purpose isn’t about perfection—it’s about showing up, even when it’s scary. If you’ve ever felt the pull toward something bigger but let fear hold you back, this episode is for you.

Tune in to hear why stepping into purpose requires faith, courage, and trust in God’s plan—and why messy, scared starts are better than never starting at all.

🎧 Listen now and take your first step into the unknown.

In this episode of Faith AF, we dive into the hot-button issue of bans dominating headlines. From Pornhub restrictions in certain states to the looming threat of TikTok and CapCut bans, we unpack what these decisions are really about.

Are these bans designed to protect us, or are they a tool for control? While banning porn sites may address harmful issues like the desensitization of sex, misogyny, and connections to trafficking, targeting social media platforms seems like a step too far—one rooted in hidden agendas and fear of critical thinkers.

We’ll explore:

The dark realities of the porn industry. Why banning platforms like TikTok and CapCut feels more about power than protection. How these distractions take focus away from urgent issues like affordable housing and the rising cost of living.

But here’s the bigger truth: despite power grabs and distractions, God’s purpose prevails. A shift is coming, and critical thinking, community, and faith will guide us through it.

Join the conversation with #MisplacedPriorities and tune in to hear why it’s time to ask the hard questions, think deeper, and stay grounded in truth.

Listen now for real talk that meets real truth, because we’re not afraid to tell it like it is.