SERIES: NOT A FAN
The Acid Test
How devoted are you?
09/29/2013 FCC Pastor Jeff Williams
How many of you are gonna be watching some football today? Not as many with packers having a buy. Right? Not as many of you. But. When you watch football, you see somebody hold up a sign in the end zone from time to time. What does it say? John 3:16. We know John 3:16. “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.” It’s a happy verse. It’s a glad verse. It talks about eternal life. And I was reading the book, not a fan, not a journal, but in the book kind of mentions that you’re not gonna see anybody hold up a sign for Luke 9:23 or for Matthew 16:24. Even though they are much part of the gospel, they’re just as important as John 3:16, because it’s not a very happy verse. It goes like this in Matthew 16:24. “Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.”” If you’re trying to get a marketing strategy, this is not a good one to use. You try to draw the crowd and make people happy to follow you and want to follow you. There’s something better. There’s a better slogan you can come up with. I’ve noticed a couple of slogans in Rockford where I am originally from. This one church, it says, in their slogan, is an exciting place. I’m not saying anything wrong with that. But that’s what they say, an exciting place. You come here and it’s exciting. You’re gonna have fun. We have fun. It’s an exciting place to be. Another church where I’m from says, it’s a different way to do church. So you want to find out what’s this different way. It must be better or good because you’re telling us about it. So we want to come and explore this different way to do church. I’m interested. I’m in what’s at right. We had one until we realized pretty much every nonprofit organization in America had the same one. For a while it was believe, belong and become at the Faith Community Church back in the day. And who doesn’t want to belong and become? That sounds great. I’m in. But Jesus, his slogans come and die. Maybe we should put that on a sign. See if it makes a difference. On the interstate, we put it there, “Come to Faith Community Church and die.” But Jesus, he’s not trying to draw crowd. He’s not trying to draw fans. He’s not trying to amass this huge following. He’s trying to make sacrifice. To become a disciple, one would have to die. We’re calling this this morning the acid test. The acid test verse. Back in the California gold rush, there was a lot of miners coming in, trying to strike rich. Whenever they would find in gold, or they tried to determine if it’s flues gold or real gold, they had a mixture of acid they would put the gold in. There was certain mixture of acid that real gold would dissolve in. And if it dissolved in that acid, then you knew you had the real thing. It was called the acid test. It separates the truth from the false, the real from the fake. And this is one of those verses that separate the true follower from a fan. So let’s take a look at Matthew together. What we’re gonna do is try to break this verse apart in our time together this morning and talk about each of these components of this verse.
Matthew 16:24. And Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me.” I just want to reiterate it. I’m not going to develop it. Anyone means anyone. It doesn’t matter who you are, rich, poor, young, old, educated, uneducated. Whether you live the life of a saint, the life of a sinner, anyone can follow Jesus. “If anyone would come after me” that phrase “come after me”, there is a pursuit. Does anybody come after you? I mean that in a good way. I don’t mean in the sense of bully or stalker. Does anybody come after you in a good way? When I was 18, it was the summer before my sophomore year in college. And I remembered going to church. It’s a normal Sunday. When I went to Sunday school, there was a new student, a girl sitting across the way with another friend of mine. I just remember how pretty her eyes looked. I just remember how nice her smile was. I just couldn’t take my eyes off her. The whole class has turned to my friend. And I said, “Who is the girl with Cindy?” He said, “That’s Branda.” Branda, you’ve got to get me one of those. I said, “Where’s she from?” “She’s from Rockford. She’s from here.” That’s good. Right? She’s from here. So I just begin to plot a scheme and find ways to get around her, to try to interact. That was my first step. So my first approach was at the drinking fountain. That was the first time I had a chance to say something. I remember being really nervous. So I’m nervous. My heart’s pounding. She’s just simply getting a drink. She’s not aware of all the drama that’s taking place around her. And I remember trying to say something intelligent, you know, funny, cute, whatever. And it was just dumb. I don’t remember exactly what it was. But it was just dumb. It was something like, the water’s wet, isn’t it? I don’t know. Something. I remember she looked at me and nodded and went and didn’t say anything. But I just remember thinking that’s a success, because there is eye contact. She’s now seeing me. She’s aware of my existence. I begin to try to figure out how I can be around her. I found out she was going to the youth group. So I decided I’ll go to the youth group. That gives a chance to meet her, to talk to her. She begins to catch on when our youth pastor Greg looked out the window, smiled and said, “Here’s Jeff coming to the youth group again tonight.” And she’s like, “Doesn’t he normally come to the youth group?” He said, “Not until you started coming. Now he’s coming all the time.” She starts to go, OK, I get it. He’s pursuing, he’s coming after me. Right?
Jesus says, we’ll come after him. We’ll look for ways to be near him, to see him, to hear him, to experience him, to get to know him. The disciple wants to be with Jesus, wants to know Jesus more, wants to love Jesus more, wants to be around Jesus. If anyone would to come after me, he says, one must deny himself. Deny himself. That’s not a popular thing to say. That’s not a popular action to take. We don’t like to deny ourselves, do we? We like to reward ourselves. Not deny. We like to reward. I had a great workout week this week. I was at the club for a little bit almost every day last week. So I reward myself with a concrete turtle malt. The best one’s on Milton Avenue. On Court Street they’re too thin. I know this because people told me. Not that I’ve gone all these places getting the concrete malt. That’s where you want to go. There was a song there at the club. It’s Frez Franci. I’m not gonna sing it for you. Because I don’t want to do a disservice to the boss. It says, “Got a wife and kid in Baltimore jack. When I fool around, I never went back. Like a river, I don’t know which way to flow. I took a wrong turn and I just kept going.” And it says, “Everybody’s got a hungry heart. That’s how I justified what I did. I know I got a wife and I’ve got a kid. But I got a hungry heart, too. I’ve got to please me. I’ve got to go with the river flows. That wife, that kid, they are weighing me down.” It’s a catchy song. But the message of the song is I don’t want to commit. It take up too much of my time, too much of my resources. I’m gonna go river. I’ve got to flow. So I took wrong turn and just kept going. Forget the wife. Forget the kid. I’m gonna do what pleases me. And then if you try to take away what is mine, not only do I want to reward myself, if he’s gonna take away what is mine, I’m gonna get angry. We were out apple picking yesterday. Myself, and Lindsey and Jena and little Trace. We went to the Elegant Farmer, or the Fancy Farmer. We’re gonna. We started off with an ice cream. In East Troy, there is old-fashioned ice cream parlor. And it’s like something out of the 50s. You know. You get on the train. Then you ride the train over to Elegant Farmer. Or you can do it at reverse. But I always got to this ice cream parlor. While getting there, there was a boy, a large boy, but a boy who was like trying to throw stuff, grab a jar of candy, and trying to throw them on the floor. Then he went on the floor. Then he started to kick and trash and scream, and kick and punch. He’s kicking the screen window. The owner is concerned. The guardians are trying to get him off the floor. He’s kicking and punching and screaming. And they finally lifted him up and carried him outside. The drama continues. It was quite a sight. I said to the owner of the ice cream parlor. I said, “What’s going on there? What’s going on with that kid?” He said, “He was a normal kid, he was talking and had a conversation. He was talking to me and everything was fine until his parents or guardians told him he couldn’t have candy. He went nuts. Then you’ve seen the rest of everything that happened.” Now something’s more wrong with the kid. That’s not a normal reaction. Kids might fuss and cry, but not to that extreme. Something’s wrong there with the child. But the point is, when someone tries to take something that belongs to us, we get upset. Don’t deny me. That’s mine. And we hold on to it. We’ll kick and scream if you take it away, because it’s ours. We don’t want to deny ourselves, because we’re our own center of the universe. Right? When you’re born, you’re crying. Somebody gives you a bottle or gives food, or changes your diaper, or holds you, whatever it is. When you fuss, the world comes around you and you learn something. Right away, you’re the center of attention. So our circuit has to be rewired. We’re gonna deny ourselves. That’s not natural to us. We learn to program just the opposite from that. So denying ourselves does not come easy. Because, think about it. Every experience you’ve ever had, you’re there. Every experience you’ve ever had, you’re the center of attention, of everything. You’ve lived it and you feel it. Other people’s thoughts are communicated to you. There’s some other way. Your thoughts are right there. They are real right there and right now. So as the world comes on you, comes at you, will you be the center of attention. Every memory, every experience you’ve ever had, you’ve been there. You remember that as how that affected you and how you felt. And so Jesus comes on the scene, and he says we need to reprogram. We need to start seeing it in a different way. You have to come and deny yourself. We don’t want to deny ourselves no matter the circumstances. I’ve been amazed through the years as I have been in the ministry to deal with health concerns. And I heard. Or doctors would say to patients who go to our church, or whom doctors try to minister and they’ll say, “You cannot smoke again. If you smoke again, you’ll die.” And they leave the hospital and they smoke. “You cannot drink again.” The doctor would say. “If you keep drinking, you’re gonna destroy your liver and you’re gonna die.” They leave the hospital and they’ll drink. Spouses would give ultimatums to their husbands or wives, saying, “If you don’t stop seeing that guy, if you don’t stop seeing that gal, then we’re over. It’s done.” They don’t want to be denied. So they’ll continue to see that person. We hold on to what we want, even if we know what we want is a wrong thing to have. Jesus comes on the scene and he says, you’d choose the kingdom over your agenda. You’d choose God over what you want. A friend of mine was out of college. And he was trying to pay back his bill. He’s got a job. It was an excellent job. He was in sales and he was very good at sales. He was making money. One day the boss says, “We’re gonna have you tell some more, you know, the essence is lies to do some baiting switch. We’re gonna advertise one product. You sell them another one. If they want something, you’d tell them it’s the last one in the shop. We don’t have it any more.” And so he says, “You want me to lie.” He says, “You can call it if you want to. I call it sales tactics.” He says, “I’m not gonna lie. I want my job. I like my job. But I’m not gonna lie.” He says, “Why don’t you just go to the seminary and be a choir boy.” He fired him. He said, “I will. I will go to the seminary.” He did. He became a pastor. He’s still a pastor in Rockford. Because you can deny yourself, it may hurt for a time. If you deny yourself for the sake of God, you will win in the long run. That’s what the lesson Jesus is trying to convey. He says, number 1, you have to deny yourself. Number 2, take up your cross. What does that mean “take up your cross”? What does it mean “take up your cross”? Think about that. I bet you to follow a poll. You would say, what’s mean to take up your cross. A lot of you would say, well, it has to do with love. It has to do with sacrifice. Jesus loved us. He sacrificed his life on the cross. But I promised you the disciples weren’t thinking of that. Number 1, Jesus has not been on the cross yet. So it’s impossible to think that way. They didn’t understand the gospel at that point. Number 2, the cross was always and only an instrument of torture and shame, an instrument of death. That’s all they knew. And so when Jesus says, be willing to take up your cross, in the dark minds of the apostles, that means one thing, be willing to die. You must be willing to die for me. You must be willing to surrender it all for me.
When I was, say, a young minister, in 1982, in 1983, I started the ministry. One of my first jobs, we had a missionary couple, name Doug and Jane Willborn. How many of you know the Willborns? El Salvador was where they were at. El Salvador was going through a civil war. It was a wicked awful civil war. 71,000 people died, most of them civilians. They had what we call death squads. They would go through Salvador, looking for innocence. It wasn’t just rebels against the government. There were these death squads that were killing teachers, health workers, students and missionaries, preying on the innocent. They domination said, “It’s not safe for you to be there. We’re all ring you to come home from Salvador. You have 2 children. There’s a civil war. We don’t want you anymore.” Doug and Jane said, “We respect you. We respect your authority. However, the call that we had is from God, not from you. God has not lifted that call. We’re staying in El Salvador. Our job is not done.” So the denomination took off the gloves and said, “We will withdraw your support. We will cut off all your support. We’ll stop sending you checks.” And the idea is to force them to leave the mission field and come back to America, force them to take their children out of harm’s way. Doug and Jane said, “We believe the safest place for us is the center of God’s will. God has not lifted his call from our lives. We and our children are staying in El Salvador. We will trust God. We are willing to die, if necessary, for the sake of the Gospel.” To me, that was living out this verse. Every day they made a choice to stay in that civil war with 2 small kids, so they can fulfill their call. Every day they denied themselves. Every day they took up their cross and followed Christ. And my job was to line up their itinerary when they would come, line up churches to support them, and keep them on the mission field, and line up their agenda, and work with those churches to grow their support. And by the way they stayed. They made it through the civil war. Eventually they came back to America for a little while. And then now they’ve started a ministry in Alberpuita, Mexico. And some of you were there. For the tent, you’ve seen their work. You’d meet them. What a wonderful couple. What an example of what it means to deny yourself and take up your cross. So the disciples would not have seen it as love and sacrifice. They would have seen that as death. Now Peter. Let’s take a look at the context. Matthew chapter 16 verse 21. The context of this passage is significant. This chapter is a very defining moment in the history of the church for Jesus and his disciples. This is the point where Jesus begins to reveal to them who he is and why he has come. Up to this point, Jesus has done things consistent with what the Messiah would do, has taught and acted as the Son of God would. But has never come outright and said who he was. As a matter of fact, when he does a miracle, when he delivers you, when he does a miracle, he says, don’t tell anybody what has happened to you. Demons would say, you’re the Christ, the Son of God, he silence them. People raise questions at the disciples and these enemies. The disciples see a miracle and say, what a man he is even the wind and the waves obey him. Jesus never addresses their questions directly. His enemies are frustrated and they say, if you’re the Christ, tell us finally who are you. How do you do all these things. Tell us who you are. Jesus doesn’t do it. In Matthew 16, everything changes. In Matthew 16, Jesus began to ask the disciples, who they say he is. And finally, he asks, “Who do you think that I am?” Peter speaks up and he says, “You are the Christ, Son of the living God.” Jesus says, “Blessed are you, son, flesh and blood has not made this known to you, but by my Father who is in heaven.” In other words, Peter, you got it right. That is correct. Verse 21 says, “From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life. Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. “Never, Lord!” he said. “This shall never happen to you!” Jesus turned to him and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men.”” Remember that, things of men. “Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.”” Peter, at first glance, seems very righteous. Peter said, I love you so much. I can’t stand to think of you suffering and dying. And that’s not gonna happen. When you really look behind and see what the motives are, they’re not good. In fact, Jesus says to Peter, your interest in yourself, your interest in men. What does it mean? Put yourself in Peter’s place for just a moment. OK? Now if you’re a young budding Hebrew scholar, you don’t want to be linked to a good rabbi. You could submit your application to be accepted by a leading rabbi. That was good for you. That would bode well for your future. Maybe one day you could grow in the hierarchy and become a rabbi yourself if you’re hooked on to the right wagon. And imagine finding out. Starting to follow Jesus and finding out the rabbi you attach yourself to is the Messiah. You talk about a spiritual homerun. You talk about the score. WOW! You have hit a wagon to the one who is the Son of God. You’re on the winning team, man. You’re the winning team. I remember hearing the story about Michael Jordon who came to Chicago. Somebody, a guy befriended him at the airport. They became friends and he became his agent. They got a deal. All right. He did OK. The Jordan’s last year bold him 36 million dollars for one year he played the basketball. That’s not endorsements. The guy did OK. He hooked himself to the right wagon. So Peter realizes, I won the spiritual lottery. I’m following the Messiah. What does that mean to Peter? Well, first of all, he’s on God’s team, God wins. He’s heard the story that the Messiah’s gonna rule from Jerusalem. And guess who’s gonna rule with him? A little peddler from Gaililee. A little fisherman. And now I’m a hot shot. I’m one of the key disciples of the rabbi who’s the Son of God. Man, do I strike it big! I mean someday I’m gonna rule with Jesus. Maybe I’ll have me a throne. All I know is life is good. Life has really changed since I was on the boat. You know, I have no idea, when I started to follow Jesus, of who he was. And man, did I hit the jackpot! My future is bright. I mean I’m gonna serve and rule and reign with the Son of God. Yay, me. Just as soon as Jesus confronts him and says, yes, your hunch is correct, your feelings are true. I am who you think I am, I’m the Son of God, he begins to say, I’m going to suffer and die and go away. Peter’s like, What? No, no, no, no, no. That is not how my plan works. I mean your plan works. No, no, no, no. You, I rule with you. We’re gonna have power and the authority. And you’re now telling me now about suffering on the cross and dying. That’s not in my bible. No, no, no. This isn’t gonna happen to you. And all of sudden, Peter’s motives don’t look superior anymore, do they? I mean he has gone from elation and joy and “like WOW, you know, we’ve got it made” to “Oh, no.” You know, I’m gonna lose everything. You’re gonna die and you’re gonna go away. I don’t understand. This is awful. This is horrible. So he is on this emotional roller coaster, this emotional ride. The guy was. I was at a baseball game at the Wrigley field, the last game of the year, years back. And they were giving out a car. It was grand prize. And a guy in the row in front of us won the car. He’s like looking at his program where he wrote down the ticket. He wrote down the ticket information on his program. He says, “Honey, that’s our number. We won the car.” He’s looked at the score board and he’s looked at his program. He’s just making sure his eyes aren’t deceiving them. He says, “Yes. That’s our number. We won.” And they’re hugging and high-fiving all around. Yes, way to go. Congratulations. I won the car, which proved you can win something at Wrigley field. And so, little shot of myself there. And so, you know. And the next thing, he goes, “Where’s my ticket? Where’s my ticket? Do you have the ticket?” He’s looking his program. He’s looking under the seat. He’s checking his pockets. One time, two times, three times. In his purpose he’s got a look of panic. And I mean, we had to see his agony for a while. He won a car. But he couldn’t find the ticket. He couldn’t find the proof. You just can’t go to the box office and go, “Trust me. I really did have the ticket. It’s really my car.” There’s no ticket, there is no car. You know, I remember, when we left the game, he was still standing there and dismayed, going, “Where’s my ticket? Where did it go?” So Peter, he’s just like, I got the ticket. I’ve got the winning ticket. And Jesus just kind of takes it and rips it up. He says you’re just gonna suffer and die. Peter doesn’t want to die. Peter wants no part of denying himself. He wants no part to die in any way, shape and form. Peter wants to live. And so time passes and Jesus’ words come to pass. There’s an opportunity for Peter to acknowledge Jesus, and he won’t do it. He follows him in a distance close enough to see, but not close enough to be identified as a follower of Christ. Three times he denies knowing Jesus. Christ’s words are fulfilled. The rooster crows. Their eyes meet. Peter runs away in shame. You see Peter is afraid if he acknowledges Christ, the same thing that happened to Jesus is gonna happen to him. He sees the swollenness of his face. He sees the blood. He sees the bruises, suffering. He knows Jesus’ fate. Maybe if they know I’m his disciple, they’re gonna take my life as well. So he runs and he hides. The chapter ends like that. Jesus died and Peter lived in shame. That’s not how the book ends. That’s how the chapter ends. In the book of John, there’s a new chapter. The 21st verse of John, “Because I found that the God is the gracious God, when we denied him, he gave us a chance to accept him.” John 21:18. Jesus says to Peter, “I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go.” Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. Then he said to him. “Follow me!” Same words he used to begin his ministry he uses now at the end. The offer still stands for Peter to follow to become a fisher of men. He says when you were young, you did whatever you wanted to do in independent spirit. When you become old, Peter, when you become an older man, you will stretch out your hand and someone will take you where you don’t want to go. You don’t wanna die. But you’re gonna do it. Thirty-four years later, Emperor Nero was looking for a scapegoat for his incompetency, for his falling empire, and he cast blame upon Christians. Among martyrs, among victims, the one who’s gonna die, it’s Peter. Peter was held in a prison outside Rome and put on his execution clothes and they say, stretch out your hands, Peter. They chained him in the way he goes. All the early churches that follow tell the same thing. He could deny Christ. All he’s got to do is acknowledge Rome Pantheon or incense to the Emperor and say “Caesar is Lord” and deny Christ. And he’s free man. Peter won’t do it. Peter will not deny his Christ. Peter takes up his cross. He refuses to be crucified as Christ was. And he is turned upside down and crucified upside down and becomes the literal fulfillment of Christ’s words. Any man who will follow me will deny himself and take up his cross. This time Peter accepts that fate. It’s not the sad fate. It glorified God. He chose Christ over himself. He chose the kingdom of heaven over the kingdom of this world. I like to say that verse, that heavy verse is just for the disciples, the spiritual heavy weights. The truth is that anyone who come after me, he should deny himself and take up his cross, be willing to die for this cross.
Let’s pray. Father, we thank you today for Peter’s example and the story that because of your grace ended differently than it would have otherwise. That we see Peter’s journey from selfishness to the cross. And Lord, we, too, are on a journey. We, too, struggle with denying ourselves and taking up our cross. We want to pursue pleasure and excitement and fun. You called us to die. Lord, I pray in this series as we continue to read in the journal and fellowship and study. And you would continue to challenge us and bring us to making decisions and help us to conform to the command and expectations that you’ve given us as followers of Christ. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.