Feel Safe in Your Body

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  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 11: You Can't Outrun Your Nervous System, with Trung Nguyen

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Trung Nguyen, a founder who spent ten years and three burnouts learning that the decisions breaking his business were not business decisions. They were nervous system states dressed up as strategy.

    For years his answer was the same. Push harder, more output, more proving. It looked functional. Underneath it ran on hidden stress and old survival wiring. Then he caught the pattern: dysregulated, he overreaches. Calm, he thinks clearly and decides well. Chasing more goals never fixed the old patterns. It just gave them more speed. A lot of that landed on a bike, alone in Vietnam, where there was nowhere left to hide.

    They get into ambition as a numbing strategy, the slow creep of stress as death by a thousand cuts, what staying with discomfort actually feels like, and the ten second break that teaches the nervous system it is safe.

    The signature question arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now?

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Why dysregulation makes founders overreach. Ambition as a numbing strategy. Staying with discomfort instead of converting it into work. The body level tells that a crash is coming. Why business problems are often regulation problems in disguise.

    ABOUT TRUNG NGUYEN

    Trung runs 90 minute Founder Bottleneck Diagnostics, finding the constraint founders scale around before they can name it. Born in Berlin to Vietnamese parents, now based in Vietnam, he cycles long distances, which is where most of the real thinking happens.

    Find Trung:

    Website: https://iamtrung.com

    LinkedIn: https://linkedin.com/in/ctn1991

    Substack: https://theuncomfortzone.substack.com

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    29 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 10: Stage Fright Lives in the Body, with Robyn Riedlinger

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Robyn Riedlinger, a public speaking coach who helps founders and entrepreneurs find stage confidence, and the founder of Your Signature Talk.

    Public speaking is the most common fear on the planet, and Robyn's premise is that it is not a mindset problem. It is a body problem. The moment you stand in front of a room, your nervous system runs the oldest program it has. This conversation is about what that fear actually is, what it felt like in Robyn's body, and how mastering it became a doorway to something far bigger than the stage.

    Robyn started a women's walking community in Charlotte that grew to groups of sixty, eighty, a hundred women. The first time a friend filmed her promoting a walk, her whole body tried to override her. Underneath the camera was something older: a girl who was bullied in middle school and learned that being seen was not safe.

    She reframes the speaker as a conduit, not a performer, and shares a counterintuitive move for anyone who freezes up. Instead of waiting for the body to settle, go straight to the voice. The thing you are most afraid to use is often where the relief is hiding. She and Victor get into why so many high performers take huge risks yet still fall apart in front of a room, and how the throat holds the block.

    The turn came on a stage in Las Vegas in 2024, where Robyn spoke first at her own event and named the hardest part of her childhood out loud, not to make it her brand story, but to release the shame and decide she did not have to carry it anymore. She talks about selling her house and everything she owned as a nervous system decision as much as a business one, and the two and a half years it took to become her own safe space.

    The signature question of the show shows up where it always will: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now?

    Robyn closes on the one thing she tells anyone about to walk on stage in fear. Put in the reps. The stage is not the pinnacle, it is the laboratory where you find out if your message works.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Why public speaking is a nervous system response, not a confidence flaw. What the body does when a room locks eyes on you. How childhood experiences of being seen wire adult stage fright. The conduit reframe that takes the attention off you. Why going to the voice first can calm the body. The Las Vegas moment that released a lifetime of shame. Selling everything as a nervous system decision. Why adrenaline is not danger, and how to put in the reps.

    ABOUT ROBYN RIEDLINGER

    Robyn Riedlinger is a public speaking and stage confidence coach for founders and entrepreneurs, and the founder of Your Signature Talk. She sold her house and everything she owned, built her business while traveling the world, and now speaks on stages internationally, from her own events to keynote rooms full of policymakers and industry leaders. Her work helps business owners access their voice and command a room without manipulation or tactics.

    Find Robyn:

    * Website

    * Instagram

    * Email

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    24 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 9: Calm Felt Like a Threat, with Braden Hatch

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Braden Hatch, a mortgage lender, real estate agent, author, and podcast host out of Arizona. By every external measure, Braden is a man who handles things. He ran three businesses and thrived on daily crisis. Then the chaos finally quieted, and his body panicked.

    It is a story a lot of high-functioning people will recognize: a nervous system so organized around constant alarm that calm starts to read as danger. At 40, after a divorce and a season of slowing down, Braden had his first ever panic attack. He drove himself to the ER convinced he was having a heart attack. The tests came back clean. What he was feeling was peace, and his body did not know what to do with it.

    The conversation follows one arc: where he started, what wired him, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. As the firstborn, raised by adults who never sat still, Braden learned early that his worth was tied to what he accomplished. If he was not producing, he was worthless. So the absence of crisis felt threatening, and the old wiring kept demanding a problem to solve.

    The first turn came through his sister, a breathwork coach he used to make fun of. One session reached him when nothing else could. Breath got him through the panic. Meditation took him deeper. The real shift arrived on an ordinary day, when he sat in a meditation and felt, for the first time, that he was good enough exactly as he was. A man whose kids had never seen him cry broke down in tears. He describes it not as becoming someone new, but as remembering who he had been all along.

    Then comes the signature question: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? Braden's answer is trust. After years of overriding his gut with logic, he has learned to feel what is right for him and act on it. He pauses before jumping into action. He says no without apology. He puts his own needs first, guilt and all.

    The back half opens up men's mental health. Braden makes the case that strength is not the absence of emotion, it is the willingness to feel it, to ask for help, and to be a sounding board for other men. Everything you want, he says, is on the other side of fear.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Why a nervous system built on chaos reads calm as a threat. The panic attack that sent a healthy man to the ER. How worth got tied to accomplishment, and how to unhook it. The meditation that brought a crisis-hardened man to tears. Learning to feel an emotion instead of analyzing it. The thirty-second pause that interrupts the old crisis reflex. Why asking for help is strength, especially for men.

    ABOUT BRADEN HATCH

    Braden Hatch is a mortgage lender, real estate agent, author, and podcast host based in Arizona, with over a decade in the mortgage industry. He is the author of Make Content. Close Deals., host of the Happy Hour Podcast, and founder of HatchManLoans.

    Find Braden:

    * Everything in one place: https://linktr.ee/hatchmanloans

    * Search "Hatchman" or "Braden Hatch" on Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, YouTube, and LinkedIn

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    25 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 8: Survival Wore a Smile, with Maria Arlene (Coach A)

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Maria Arlene, known to her audience as Coach A. A life coach, content creator, operations manager, and a single mother of three, she spent more than a decade rebuilding a nervous system that had only ever known defense mode.

    Maria names something Victor sees everywhere: the survival strategies we mistake for personality. The overthinking. The people-pleasing. Being the strong one, the strict one, the one who carries it all alone. We call it who we are, when it is often a body that learned to brace for the next problem before the last one finished.

    Abandoned by her mother, raised by her father until she was twelve, then on her own, Maria married young after an unplanned pregnancy, into a life she did not choose and a self she did not yet know. Her father died days after she gave birth. Two relationships did not survive. For years she smiled physically without feeling the smile, looked unapproachable, and could not connect to people or to herself.

    The turn did not come from positive thinking. It came from slow, unglamorous relearning. She moved cities to start over, found coaches and teachers online, and reached a moment she nearly did not survive, a night something in her chose to stay. From there she rebuilt: she learned that no one outside her could make her whole, that her value was hers to set and not the crowd's to grant, and that the discipline she once aimed at performance could be turned, gently, toward her own healing.

    What changed is mechanical, not magical. Her nervous system learned a different job. Now she pauses, breathes, and regulates instead of bracing. She no longer panics into a problem; she turns toward the solution, the resource, the next honest step. The boundaries came too: choosing the people who help her grow, and learning to say no out loud without an apology.

    The signature question of the show arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? Maria's answer is calm. Her nervous system no longer fires the old alarm. Even when money is short or a child is in the ER, the signal that once said panic now says, you have got this, and you are not alone.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Why overthinking, people-pleasing, and hypervigilance are a nervous system managing threat, not a personality. What it costs to be the strong one, and what it gives back when you finally set it down. Why healing has to go beyond positive thinking. The first boundary that actually held, and what it cost. Practical regulation tools she uses in real life: the five-four-three-two-one grounding technique, slow nasal breathing, and mirror work to meet yourself without judgment. Reconnecting with the inner child, and the promise to give yourself thirty minutes a day.

    ABOUT MARIA ARLENE (COACH A)

    Maria Arlene is a life coach, content creator, and operations leader based in the Philippines, and a single mother of three. Through her channel The Inside Job with Coach A, she shares the long, real work of healing so that no one has to feel alone in their suffering.

    Find Maria:

    * Threads: Coach A

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    36 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 7: Fear Wearing a Costume, with Aline Harrington

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Aline Kara Harrington, a public school teacher of 25 years, a writer, and a longtime yoga practitioner whose early life was shaped by fear. Severe anxiety and OCD that began in childhood, even as she learned to function, succeed, and carry everyone around her.

    Aline names something Victor sees everywhere: the survival patterns high-functioning women mistake for personality traits. The control. The vigilance. The carrying it all alone. We call it who we are, when it is often fear wearing a costume.

    The conversation follows one arc: where she started, what wired her, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. As a child, Aline could not sleep and could not be alone, and she heard a voice that told her to erase and rewrite her schoolwork or her father would die. At 19 it became a breakdown. Cognitive behavioral therapy through her twenties taught her to tell the voice to quiet down, but it did not make her feel safe.

    The first real turn came twelve years ago on a yoga mat. One week of practice did more for her fight-or-flight than years of therapy had. In corpse pose she felt present and at peace for the first time, and began to see that the voice in her head was not her. Therapy, she felt, handed responsibility to someone else. Breath and practice put it back in her own hands.

    Recovery was the deeper turn. After a twenty-year drinking career spent self-medicating the tension, she got sober three years ago. Find your higher power, clean house, serve others. She learned to surrender the obsession to drink, and then to surrender everything else she could not control. A fear inventory, pen to paper, and faith replaced the old grip.

    Now the patterns are unwinding in real time. This year she hit a wall in the classroom, realized her values were in direct conflict with the job, and admitted she can no longer absorb every emotion in the room. Instead of forcing it, she is building a plan B, one step at a time, treating spirituality as action rather than insight.

    The signature question of the show arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? Aline's answer is sleep. After a lifetime of needing the lights on, bundled up, never on her back, she now sleeps anywhere, on her back, unafraid. Peace, a happiness she has never known, and the quiet certainty that she is going to be okay.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Childhood OCD and the voice that demanded "one small sacrifice." Why control, perfectionism, and hypervigilance are a nervous system managing threat, not a personality. How one week of yoga outran years of therapy. Getting distance from the voice and learning you are not your thoughts. Self-medicating with alcohol, and what surrender in recovery actually clears. Burnout, a values conflict, and the courage to build a plan B. A simple fear-inventory practice: name it, write it, give it away.

    ABOUT ALINE KARA HARRINGTON

    Aline Kara Harrington is a public school teacher of 25 years, a writer, and a yoga practitioner. She writes about fear, faith, recovery, and coming home to the present moment, drawing on a lifetime with anxiety and OCD and three years in recovery.


    Find Aline:

    * Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aline.cara.harrington/

    * Substack: linked in her Instagram bio

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    31 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 6: Addiction Is Survival, with McKayan May

    McKayan May spent most of his life as, in his own words, a neurotic, depressed, and compulsive person, with addiction from a young age and a nervous system locked in fight or flight. He brought one frame worth taking seriously: addiction is survival, and performance is worth. The compulsion and the overachieving were never two problems. They were the same nervous system running the same program.

    The conversation traces one arc: where he started, what wired him, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. McKayan is the oldest of six in a chaotic, deeply religious household, the kid who took it on himself to regulate everyone else so he might feel safe at home. That was an impossible job for a child. Addiction arrived at thirteen as the release valve, a way to soothe a body vibrating with too much input and no one there to co-regulate. Later the same wiring put on a different costume: hit the quota, top the team, make the commissions. The performance never touched the state it was chasing, because it was still a survival program long after the threat was gone.

    Victor and McKayan get into how nervous system work creates choice over compulsion, the window where a craving stops being an order and becomes a decision. McKayan walks through his practice: track the sensation in the gut before the mind names it, send breath to it, sit with it, and let the choice window widen over time. They talk about breath as the thing that replaced the substance, and why so many socially sanctioned dependencies never get called addiction at all.

    The signature question arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? McKayan checks his breath. Shallow and stuck high in the chest means activated. Deep into the belly means safe.

    The back half is the conversation Victor most wanted: integration versus the fantasy of being fully healed. McKayan makes the case that "healed" implies something was broken and can be finished, and that the belief in a final, symptom-free destination is exactly what feeds the shame cycle that keeps addiction running. Integration is different. Keep the shadow close, see it, sit with it, without indulging its energy.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    Addiction as a survival mechanism, not a moral failure. How overachieving and compulsion run on the same wiring. Why hitting the quota never quiets the nervous system. Finding the choice window between craving and action. Breath as the thing that replaced the substance. Integration versus the fantasy of being fully healed.

    ABOUT McKAYAN MAY

    McKayan May is a writer, builder, and coach with a decade in startup sales. He writes about addiction, psychedelics, somatics, and religious deconstruction, and is developing coaching using IFS, somatic experiencing, and breathwork. He co-writes Living Eros, on Eros, desire, and sexual compulsion.

    Find McKayan:

    * Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mckayan888

    * Threads: https://www.threads.com/@mckayan888


    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio


    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    29 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 5: Where Fear Lives, with Meryl Hayton

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Meryl Hayton, a trauma-informed inner peace specialist who helps women feel safe in their own minds and bodies. She did not start there. For most of her life she was run by fear.

    Fear of running out of money. Fear of speaking up. A constant worry about what everyone thought of her, and an anxious grip on the people she loved. Her mind ruminated and her body held the tension. She people-pleased and over-gave through relationship after relationship, ignoring red flags to be liked. From the outside she looked capable. Inside, she did not feel safe.

    The conversation traces one arc: where she started, what wired her, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. Meryl grew up with parents she loved, but a father who showed up financially yet never said the words, and a critical mother. She learned early that being liked was a safety issue. When she was 17, her father died at home, alone with her. She spent decades seeking the love she had never been given.

    Her turning point is also her strongest opinion, and Victor shares it. You cannot think your way into regulating a nervous system. Insight and forgiveness live in the logical mind, but the resentment, sadness, and fear stay stored in the body. Ask someone who says they are over it how it still feels, and they will give you an eight out of ten. The work is clearing what the body still carries, not understanding it better.

    Victor and Meryl get into the one negative core belief underneath everything. Hers was "I am not good enough." She walks through how she found it, the inner-child reparenting that followed, EFT tapping and her CLEAR method, and what changed when that belief dropped from running her most of the time to almost never.

    The signature question of the show arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? Meryl's answer is a complete sense of relaxation in the muscles, a body living in fluidity rather than tension.

    She closes on choice. You can stay stuck, or you can create something new. She did not think she could have the life she has now. She does.


    IN THIS EPISODE

    Living run by fear: money, speaking up, and what everyone thinks. How being liked becomes a safety issue. Why logic alone never regulates a nervous system. The one negative core belief underneath all the others. Where forgiveness in the head leaves the anger in the body. Inner-child reparenting and EFT tapping. The small daily promises that build self-trust.


    ABOUT MERYL HAYTON

    Meryl Hayton is a trauma-informed inner peace specialist, energy healer, retreat leader, and speaker. A yoga teacher since 2012 and a Reiki practitioner, she helps high-functioning women who look successful on the outside but crave a deeper sense of ease within. Her work helps them release stored tension, regulate the nervous system, and build self-trust through EFT tapping and her Emotional Clearing Method.


    Find Meryl:

    * Website: https://www.merylhayton.com/

    * Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/merylhayton/


    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio


    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    33 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 4: Functioning, Not Living, with Rachel Heather

    A note before you listen: Rachel's story touches grief, trauma, and addiction. We keep those at the level she chose and do not go into the private parts. Take care of yourself as you listen.

    For about a decade, Rachel Heather had small burnouts and partial recoveries, always just well enough to keep working, never well enough to actually live. Her words for it are functioning, not living. She was hyper-alert, in survival mode, masking so well that the people closest to her had no idea. Then the big one came and took her feet out from under her.

    The conversation traces one arc: where she started, what wired her, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. Rachel is candid about the cost of survival mode: a childhood shaped by her father's absence, decades of masking neurodiversity no one had a name for, and a 38-year relationship with cannabis that started as relief and became a plaster over everything she could not feel. When the collapse arrived, she surrendered to it. She shook, she cried, she stayed on the floor for three months, and she let her body release what it had stored for a lifetime.

    Victor and Rachel get into what surrender actually means, why she stripped out every stimulant, how frequency meditation and nature and painting regulated a system that could not settle, and what it was like to receive an autism and ADHD diagnosis at 55 that reframed her entire life. This is also an honest conversation about addiction, about her son's recovery from cannabis-induced psychosis, and about the danger of normalizing the things we use to numb.

    The signature question arrives where it always does: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now? Rachel's answer is the heart of the episode. She feels calm. She feels at peace. She says she has never felt this way in her life.


    In this episode:

    What functioning, not living feels like day to day. The physical cost of a decade in survival mode. Masking undiagnosed neurodiversity. How addiction works as nervous system regulation. Surrendering to a collapse instead of fighting it. Meditation, nature, and creativity as regulation tools. A late autism and ADHD diagnosis. An honest talk about cannabis and what we normalize.


    About Rachel Heather:

    Rachel is a former chef turned front-of-house manager who ran several of her own businesses, raised and home-educated two children, and came through long-term burnout, grief, and a late autism and ADHD diagnosis into what she calls living the real kind. She now paints and works with clay in her open-air Inner Child Studio, makes pieces she calls imperfectly perfect, and volunteers with a neurodivergent artistic community. Her creativity is both her regulation and the way she tells the story she could not put into words.


    Find Rachel:

    Instagram: @asliceoflife69

    Threads: @happypotter69

    Resources mentioned:

    Mind Clearing, the practice Rachel credits in her recovery, developed by Alice Whieldon: https://alicewhieldon.com/mind-clearing/


    From Victor: If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time. BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio


    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    35 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 3: When Numb Felt Safe, with Oak Mountain

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Oak Mountain, an author, philosopher, and men's mentor who spent years dissociated, numb, and hyper-vigilant, and who calls himself "mid journey" on purpose. This is a story told from the trail, not the summit.

    Oak is a survivor of complex childhood sexual trauma. He starts where the wiring lived, inside a daily life that did not feel. He describes thinking he might have an empathy disorder, hearing people share the most painful things and feeling nothing, struggling to read tone or body language, and carrying a quiet certainty that he was fundamentally flawed and about to be found out.

    The conversation traces one arc: where he started, what wired him, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. Oak walks through the survival patterns that quietly decided what intimacy was allowed to look like for him as a man. Shame and confusion got louder than touch. Intimacy collapsed into sex and fixation, and the people closest to him were left feeling unmet. Then a decade of slow, real work began.

    Victor and Oak get into the body as the place healing actually happens. Oak talks about a 2014 awakening and the careful, intentional use of low-dose psilocybin that helped him feel fear without dying from it and come home to his body. He talks about sacred sexuality, periods of celibacy, and learning that pleasure is permitted. He names the turn he can point to: a moment around 2015 when everything repressed came pouring out, his body shaking, and he was held by two people in what he calls his first adult experience of unconditional love. That became the floor. A felt sense of loving presence that now tells him it is safe to lean in.

    He closes with the most useful first move for any man who recognizes the numbness but has never said a word about it: start with writing. A written body scan. The skill of putting what is happening inside into words. And one line worth keeping: lean in when you want to lean out.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    What it feels like to live dissociated and numb, and to mistake it for not caring. How survival wiring narrows intimacy into fixation. The body as the place the work happens. Coming home through fear, breath, and slow integration. Why pleasure has to be permitted before it can be felt. The first adult experience of unconditional love, and how a felt sense of safety becomes the signal to lean in. Reparenting an old pattern of isolation. Why writing is the first move toward emotional literacy. Going all in on what you love.

    ABOUT OAK MOUNTAIN

    Oak is an author, philosopher, and men's mentor. Born in Calgary, Canada and now based in Costa Rica, he works with men on emotional literacy, intimacy, and the long road back to the body. Through his platform Beyond the Hero he shares free resources for men and guidance for those facing the work of coming home to themselves.

    Find Oak:

    * Meta: Mythic Mystic

    * Website: beyondthehero.ca

    * Substack: https://substack.com/@oakmountain

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    23 min
  • Feel Safe in Your Body, Ep 2: The Tsunami Behind the Smile, with Thien Harrah

    In this episode of Feel Safe in Your Body, Victor Goenka sits down with Thien Harrah, an author, songwriter, and speaker born in Vietnam who writes about healing, exile, and the long road back to the self.

    Thien describes her nervous system journey as weather. First calm, the kind where you move through your days on autopilot and never stop to ask if you actually want this life. Then, last September, something shifted. She felt a volcano inside her with no idea when or why it would erupt. She cried for no reason. She could not sleep. Her mind ran like a highway the moment her head hit the pillow. Calm became stormy, then a hurricane, then a typhoon, and a single comment from a stranger online turned it into a tsunami.

    The conversation traces one arc: where she started, what wired her, what turned it, and what safety feels like now. Thien grew up in Vietnam under a father who ran the household like a boot camp, where no one spoke and everyone was afraid, and she learned to suppress everything she felt. She left at 18 for the United States with no language and had to raise herself, carrying childhood trauma, exile trauma, and the alienation of belonging fully to neither world. When the tsunami hit, all of it surfaced at once.

    Thien is candid about the part most people skip. The hardest task she ever faced was opening what she calls her Pandora box, sitting with everything she had stored her whole life, and meeting the inner child she had forgotten. Victor and Thien get into the nervous system as intuition, why she writes instead of meditates, how breathwork can carry an agitated system into stillness, and why home is something you build inside yourself rather than a place on a map.

    The signature question of the show shows up where it always will: how do you know, in your body, that you are safe right now?

    Thien closes on her forthcoming book, Behind the Smile: In the Quest to Find My Inner Child, and a message for anyone sensing there is a box in their own life they have not opened yet.

    IN THIS EPISODE

    How a nervous system escalates from calm to collapse. The difference between real calm and autopilot. Childhood, exile, and alienation trauma, and how they compound. What it is like to open the Pandora box and meet your inner child. Why home is built inside you, not on a map. Why writing can regulate a body that cannot sit still to meditate. Learning to receive after a lifetime of only giving.

    ABOUT THIEN HARRAH

    Thien Harrah is an author, songwriter, speaker, and lifelong student of personal transformation. Born in Vietnam and shaped by experiences of war, displacement, loss, and resilience, she explores the connections between healing, spirituality, self-discovery, and the human spirit. Her upcoming book, Behind the Smile: In the Quest to Find My Inner Child, chronicles uncovering hidden wounds, shadow work, reconnecting with her inner self, healing childhood trauma, and finding self-acceptance.

    Find Thien:

    * Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thienharrah/

    * Threads: https://www.threads.com/@thienharrah

    * Book: Behind the Smile: In the Quest to Find My Inner Child (forthcoming)

    FROM VICTOR

    If your mind is loud and your body never quite settles, that is the work I do inside BreathX Collective and one to one with a few people at a time.

    * BreathX Collective: https://nas.com/breathxio

    This is Feel Safe in Your Body. Thanks for being here.

    42 min

About Feel Safe in Your Body

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What does it actually take to feel safe in your own body? Psychologist and breathwork coach Victor Goenka sits down with one guest per episode to trace a single arc: the survival wiring they grewโ€ฆ