fenngen 3Speak Podcast

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/fetpyawwqy
*I'm hoping today will be an awesome day. There's not much to expect from the outside world but I can work from there inside to achieve a better outlook on life. I think placing special attention on my energy and accepting shadows will be key. I am going through many changes, my worldview is both melting and being rebuilt, so I must have patience with the process.*

I had written that early in the morning with the hope to bring it into reality.

By the middle of the day I felt things weren't going so great so I wrote:

*Maybe I shouldn't write? Things seem to go the other way around and I've been extra careless with everything. On the bright side I've enjoyed doing a lot of karaoke to keep practicing those vocals. It's been a big challenge as I don't have a drop of natural singing talent and if I ever get to sing well it will be through blood and tears.*

After that moment of disappointments in myself I became focused again and the day did actually feel awesome, especially all the music practice. I'm not ready to share with you any singing yet, not until I feel better about my recordings, but I will share this instrumental improv that filled me with pleasant energies. It's short but I hope to make a song from it. Uploaded using 3Speak Mobile App

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/txjbhume
Some time ago I made a video playing the guitar but used an image where a michi was near the fire as a cover photo. This caused the disappointment of @calendulacraft as she had expected to see michis and fire in the video so I said I'd make up for it and got to taking some shots of michis and fire.

Of course, one thing is to record videos and another up put them together into something that makes a bit of sense. I begin editing a bit and wanted to add some original music of mine and that's where I got stuck because with my limited gear I just couldn't make a recording I was satisfied with.

Today, after months of having this material laying about, I listened to the music again and found it wasn't all that bad, that I was being too perfectionist, and that I should finish the video once and for all as I want to release memory on my phone hehe.

The video also includes images from the house in the forest and the garden, though before leaving a lot had changed, but still, time to post this and let go :)

Hope you enjoy!

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/wbowrcwn
Loneliness can be your best friend or your worst enemy, sometimes both in the same day.

When then skies are gray and the wind blows airs of doom, playing cheerful melodies on the guitar brings back hope into my Soul.

I share with you today one of these lively jams, hope you enjoy!

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/ofdxsznmds
fenngen - 1000023951.mp4

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/qxopoopmmg
A short video with invaluable information! Thistles grow in many places and you will be surprised at how good they are. It's much like celery and grows in it's own with no need of tending to it! Enjoy ,;)

>Un vídeo corto con información valiosa. Los cardos crecen en muchas partes y te sorprenderá lo buenos que son. Se parece mucho al apio y crece por su cuenta sin necesidad de cuidados! Que lo disfruten!

I had a previous post on thistle but it was for eating the leaves which is not as good as what I show you here.

>Tenía un post previo sobre comer las hojas del cardo pero no es para nada tan bueno como lo que comparto aquí ;)

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/rzvfcvbhqi
Hello Hive, I've been pretty much an offline lately and I haven't been the most engaging guy on the block... chain...

>Hola Hive, últimamente he estado bastante desconectado y no he sido el tipo más participativo del barrio...

I've been thinking about how I want to interact with the online world, to re-enchant myself and hopefully others. I don't like having a routine, I need to be creative.

>He estado pensando en cómo quiero interactuar con el mundo virtual, para reencantarme a mí mismo y espero que a los demás. No me gusta simplemente seguir una rutina, necesito creatividad.

Music is an option I'm liking more and more as it motivates me to practice and also it is a lot of fun. The bad part is how messy it is to upload more complex content when you have a shitty internet connection and an old phone. I mean, I enjoy so much the creation process but then I really want to bury the axe deep into the phone when I'm trying to make final adjustments and get the work uploaded.

La música es una opción que cada vez me gusta más ya que me motiva a practicar y además es harta diversión. Lo malo es lo lioso que es subir contenidos más complejos cuando tienes una conexión a internet de mierda y un teléfono viejo. Es decir, disfruto mucho del proceso de creación pero luego me dan muchas ganas de enterrar el hacha profundamente en el teléfono cuando estoy intentando hacer los ajustes finales y subir el trabajo.

Oh well, such is life with it's goodies and badies, gotta navigate as smooth as possible. I'll have to learn to be patient with the internet, though it's funny because I grew up having to wait a whole hour to see one image so I don't know when I begin to be so demanding 😜

>Y bueno, así es la vida con sus cosas buenas y malas, tengo que navegar tan suave como sea posible. Tendré que aprender a tener paciencia con internet, aunque es curioso porque yo crecí teniendo que esperar una hora entera para ver una imagen así que no sé cuando empecé a ser tan exigente 😜.

Anyways, here goes this music that was never intended to be created. I just wanted to share with you my morning meditation chants and when I started editing them on BandLab to add a bit of flare I went crazy playing around and this came up.

>En fin, aquí va esta música que nunca se planificó crear. Sólo quería compartir con ustedes mis cánticos de meditación matutina y cuando empecé a editarlos en BandLab para añadirles un poco de chispa me volví loco jugando y salió esto.

Hope you enjoy it, cause if you don't then be ready for some forest spirits to visit your bed at night 👻

>Espero que lo disfrutes, porque si no, prepárate para que algunos espíritus del bosque visiten tu cama por la noche 👻

This also the second track I upload to my Audius account (FuegoEtereo) where you'll be finding more of this meditation kind of music in the future so if you're into that be sure to follow. I also have a lot of songs with lyrics coming up but they're all work in progress.

>Esta también es la segunda pista que subo a mi cuenta de Audius (FuegoEtereo) donde encontrarás más de este tipo de música de meditación en el futuro, así que si te gusta, asegúrate de seguirme. También tengo un montón de canciones con letras por venir, pero son todos los trabajos en curso.

Opening Portals: https://audius.co/fuegoetereo/opening-portals-1

>Abriendo Portales: https://audius.co/fuegoetereo/opening-portals-1

The Second Portal:

https://audius.co/fuegoetereo/el-segundo-portal

>El Segundo Portal:

https://audius.co/fuegoetereo/el-segundo-portal

Till next time 🌾

> Hasta la próxima 🌾

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/uskeomwf
Hola Hive, hoy les comparto una nueva improvisación o más bien algo que pretendo transformar en una canción más armada ya que me gustó la melodía como la letra que surgió en el momento.

>Hey Hive, today is share a new improv or rather something that I am working on to turn into a complete song but this was the original flow that led into it.

Por ahora hice un video con la letra y aunque la canción era más larga solo rescaté el fragmento que realmente me gustó para así poder practicarlo y llevarlo más allá.

>For now I made this video with the lyrics though the song was longer I just rescued the fragment that I really liked so that I could practice it and karaoke mode and take it further.

No voy a hacer ningún misterio sobre lo que se trata esta canción... Es sobre la adicción y aunque muchas personas no se dan cuenta, todos somos adictos a algo. Algunas personas son adictas a cosas que son estigmatizadas socialmente pero otras tienen adicciones más sutiles que no son visibles a primera vista.

>I'm not going to make a mystery about what this song is about... it's about addiction and though many people don't realize it we're all addicted to something, some people are addicted to things that are stigmatized socially but others have more subtle addictions that are not visible at first sight.

Independiente de cuál sea la adicción pienso que no deberíamos vivir toda la vida atrapados en el círculo de gratificar y luego sentir el vacío de no poder ejercer nuestra voluntad y lograr vivir la mejor versión de nuestras vidas.

>Independent of what the addiction is I think we shouldn't live all our lives trapped in the circle of gratification and afterwards feeling the void of not being able to make our will prevail so that we can live the best version of our lives.

Lyrics in English:

Hey, I know

That you feel the desire

To let your power

Dissolve into pleasure

Maybe it will be

a temporary relief

To your ailments

To your loneliness

But first you can try

To listen to the your inner voice

First you can try to breathe

A little deeper please

And get out

To take in the sun

Sing to live

To get your power back

Don't let them

Take away the

hope in your eyes today

Don't give them

The satisfaction

Of seeing you fall

into temptation

We're more than you think

Trying to wake up

Freeing ourselves from the claws

Of oppression and all evil

Today we will triumph in our

Personal struggle

And then towards the collective

But first you must overcome

The challenge of your Soul

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/snwnmbvsgz
It's that time of year again. No matter how much work I put into it, the stream has grew too much and flooded the house.

>Es este momento del año. No importó el esfuerzo que le puse, el arroyo creció demasiado e inundó la casa.

Not a big problem really, I'm actually enjoying the fact that I have kept my cool and not falling into despair.

>No es un gran problema en verdad, estoy disfrutando el hecho de que he mantenido la calma sin caer en desesperación.

I also turned the crisis into opportunity and brought in a lot of trees and bushes, taking advantage of the soft soil.

>También transformé la crisis en oportunidad y traje un montón de árboles y arbustos para aprovecharme del suelo blando.

It was also a good chance to share a little video with a music improv I had done some time ago and happened to fit perfectly with the images. If you'd like to hear the whole song please let me know and I will send it to you.

>También musical que había hecho un tiempo atrás la cual calzaba perfecto con las imágenes. si te gustaría escuchar la canción entera por favor déjamelo saber y te la enviaré.

This is my first attempt on a 3Speak short through the app so I don't know what it will look like, please bare with me.

>Este es mi primer intento de publicar en los cortos de 3Speak a través de la app así que no sé cómo se verá, por favor paciencia

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/qhudkcnb
Hace unos días sentí el deseo de jugar con la afinación de la guitarra sin buscar alguna afinación predefinida, simplemente dejándome llevar por lo que me gustaba. Me parece mucho que la afinación a la que llegué ya existe pero no sabría decir cuál es, solo sé que estuve muchos días jugando y disfrutando de ella.

>The desire to play with the tuning of the guitar without looking for a predetermined tuning, rather letting myself go with the flow. To me that the tuning that I arrived at already exists but I wouldn't know which one it is all I know is that I spent many days playing and enjoying it.

Accidentalmente di con una melodía que me parecía muy conocida como de algún juego que me producía nostalgia. Luego de una hora de obsesiva búsqueda logré dar con el nombre de la canción perteneciente a Final Fantasy IX: "Un lugar al que llamar hogar".

>I ran into a Melody that seemed very known and from a game that produced nostalgia in me. After an hour of obsessive searching, I finally managed to find the name of the song that belongs to Final Fantasy IX called: "A place to call home".

Calzaba perfecto con la afinación de la guitarra para juntar la melodía con un rasgueo tipo folclor Celta, así que hoy comparto con ustedes el resultado de esta exploración al lado de una rica fogata en un día cuya máxima temperatura ha sido de -1° Celsius.

>With the tuning of the guitar and celtic folk-like strumming, so today with you the result of the exploration beside a nice fire in a day with a max temperature of -1° C.

Que la disfruten y si se les viene alguna idea musical a partir de esto que quieran que interprete para ustedes no duden en decírmelo.

>I hope you enjoy this and if you have any musical ideas pop up by listening to this and want me to play them don't doubt in telling me.

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https://3speak.tv/watch?v=fenngen/cegbzfnp
Hola buenas aquí Les traigo otra improvisación musical. Improvisar música es una de las cosas que más placer me da hacer en la vida aunque todavía me falta mucho por practicar el canto para que me pueda mantener afinado mientras voy descubriendo el ritmo en la guitarra y canalizando la letra al mismo tiempo.

>Hey there I bring you another musical improv. Improvising music is one of the things that most pleasure gives me in life though I still have to practice a lot of singing so that I can keep in tune well discovering the rhythm of the guitar and channeling the lyrics at the same time.

Aunque el producto final no sea de la mayor calidad, el momento y la energía que se registran son algo que no volverán a repetirse y creo que por ahí deben haber unas cuantas personas que son capaces de apreciar esa vibración.

>Though the final product may not be the highest quality the moment and the energy recorded or something that will not repeat itself and I think there must be a few people who are able to appreciate these vibrations.

En mi último post en el cual también hizo una improvisación recibí la menor votación que he recibido en mucho tiempo. Surge la tentación de crear contenido pensado para que pueda ser apreciado y validado por la comunidad. Pero al mismo tiempo tengo un fuerte deseo de ser libre de que me deje de importar completamente esta m***** de realidad virtual, de cumplir con el dicho de que es mejor morir de pie que vivir de rodillas. Y mejor aún, de cumplir con mi propósito de vivir en un estado de creatividad.

>On my last post which was also an improv I received the smallest votes I've received in quite a while. I get tempted to create content that is thought so that it can be appreciated and validated by the community. At the same time I have a strong desire to be free and to completely stop carrying a s*** about this virtual reality, to live by the idea that it's better to die on your feet than live on your knees. And better yet, to fulfill my purpose of living in a state of creativity.

Letra:

Canta, canta

Ave del Amanecer

Sigue

Tu vuelo

No importa más

Que planear

El aire

Guiará

No te juzgarás

A ti mismo

Por no sabe bajar

Siempre arriba

En los cielos

Expandiendo

La consciencia

Sin dudar por un momento

De los signos

Que están apareciendo

Frente a tus ojos

Despertandote al amor

Que hay en cualquier acordé

Que hay en cualquier momento

Que hay en tus sombras

Que hay en tus infiernos

Nada es separado de

Tu propia percepción

Y aquí bajo el sol

Se conmueven las aves

Y aquí bajo el sol

Nada falta

Nada es demasiado grande

>Lyrics

>Sing, sing

Bird of the dawn

Continue your flight

Nothing matters more

Than to glide

The air will guide you

You won't judge yourself

For not knowing how to land

Always high in the sky

Expanding awareness

Without ever doubting

Of the signs

That cross your eyes

Awakening you to love

That is in any chord

That is in any moment

That is in your shadows

That is in your hells

Nothing is separate

From your own perception

And here below the sun

Birds are touched

And here below the sun

Nothing is amiss

Nothing is to much