I thought the night before my first marathon would feel terrifying.

In Episode 25 of Field Notes from The Proving, I talk about driving to Norfolk, Virginia for the Shamrock Marathon, walking into the massive race expo for the first time, crying on the phone because I couldn’t believe I’d actually made it there, picking up my bib, buying race gear, laying out my clothes, eating dinner with my husband, and realizing something unexpected:

The night before wasn’t about pace.

It was about one question:

Did I do enough to finish?

This episode is about the strange calm before a life-changing moment — when months of discipline finally become real.

Field Notes from The Proving are short reflections from inside the process of building a life that’s earned. Not perfected. Earned.

🎙️ Follow for running, discipline, identity shifts, marathon stories, perfectionism, and what happens when you try to become someone new.

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Months of training. Two unofficial half marathons hidden inside marathon prep. A 20-mile run on a cruise ship. Then suddenly… the plan tells you to stop pushing.

In this episode of Field Notes from The Proving, I talk about something I never expected to be difficult: tapering. Cutting miles before my first marathon didn’t feel like recovery — it felt like losing fitness, losing momentum, and questioning whether I had done enough. I found myself doubting the AI training plan, searching for reassurance, and wondering if I had already messed everything up before race day.

This is an episode about trust. Trusting the work. Trusting the process. And trusting the version of yourself built through months of discipline.

Because sometimes the hardest part of proving yourself… is believing the proof already exists.

Field Notes from The Proving are short reflections from inside the process of building a life that’s earned. Not perfected. Earned.

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What do you sacrifice when you become obsessed with proving something to yourself?

In Episode 23 of Field Notes from The Proving, I reflect on completing a 20-mile run during a family cruise through Europe while training for my first marathon—and the realization that discipline sometimes comes with tradeoffs.

This isn’t about regret.

It’s about fairness, perfectionism, ambition, and questioning what happens when achievement starts competing with presence.

I talk about:

Because sometimes the cost of proving yourself isn’t physical.

Sometimes it’s moments.

This is Field Notes from The Proving.

The work continues.

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A vacation through Europe.

And in the middle of all of it…

This episode of Field Notes from The Proving tells the story of running 20 miles on a cruise ship while docked in Hamburg, Germany — resetting a treadmill over and over again in 30-minute increments, converting kilometers to miles in my head, and refusing to break the plan no matter how inconvenient it became.

Because sometimes discipline isn’t tested when life is hard.

This wasn’t about motivation anymore.

Welcome to THE PROVING.

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At some point, training stops feeling like a hobby… and starts becoming your entire life.

In Episode 21 of Field Notes from The Proving, I talk about the moment marathon training fully took over — the obsession, sacrifice, structure, and identity shift that happens when chasing a goal starts consuming everything around you.

January in New Jersey was cold, dark, and brutal. But by this point, I had already signed up for my first marathon and knew there was no turning back. I ran another half marathon effort at race pace (1:51:49 / 8:31 pace), intensified training, and started realizing that every decision in life was beginning to revolve around running, recovery, discipline, and proving something to myself.

This episode is about:

This isn’t about perfection.

It’s about proving to yourself that you’re capable of more than you thought possible.

The work continues.

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January isn’t where motivation shows up.

In Episode 20 of Field Notes from The Proving, I break down the real start of my 2025 transformation — not the goals, not the declarations, but the systems that followed.

After writing down my goals on December 31st, January became the proving ground.

This was the month where everything had to become real:

January was about one thing:

Because if you can build discipline in January…

This is not about perfection.

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What happens when you stop living for external validation… and finally decide to build a life that’s yours?

In this episode of Field Notes from The Proving, I break down the moment everything changed — not through action yet, but through decision.

2025 became The Goal Year.

After proving to myself in 2024 that discipline works, I asked a bigger question:

What would happen if I applied it to an entire year?

This episode explores:

This isn’t about training yet.

🎙️ This is Episode 19 of Field Notes from The Proving — the beginning of Act III.

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In this episode of Field Notes from The Proving, I break down the moment everything changed.

After completing two half marathons in 2024, I proved to myself that I could commit to something and follow through. But instead of feeling fulfilled… I still felt empty.

That realization led me to something deeper: a full life audit.

I started questioning everything — my habits, my mindset, my identity, and why I constantly felt the need to achieve more just to feel enough.

This episode dives into:

If you’ve ever hit a goal and thought, “Why don’t I feel different?” — this episode is for you.

This is about more than running.

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What happens after the race is over… and before the next chapter begins?

In this episode of Field Notes from The Proving, Chris reflects on the quiet stretch between December 21st and New Year’s — after completing the Annapolis Half Marathon and stepping into an unexpected pause.

No training plan.

This episode explores the reality of the “in-between” — when momentum slows, discipline softens, and life becomes less about performance and more about reflection.

From stepping away from running to focusing on the gym, to trying something completely new like crocheting, this is about what it means to exist without chasing something… even for a moment.

If you’ve ever:

This episode is for you.

For runners.

Because not every chapter is loud.

Some are just… still.

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What happens when you prove something… and still don’t believe it?

In this episode of Field Notes from The Proving, Chris shares the story of running his second half marathon — the Annapolis Half Marathon — just one month after his first.

After proving to himself in Norfolk that he could do it, this race became something different:

• A test of consistency

From training through freezing winter conditions…

This episode explores the darker side of discipline:

When achievement stops feeling like arrival…

This is for the runners.

And the ones learning that maybe…

proof was never the point.

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