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Do you feel like God is an angry judge who only tolerates you because He’s looking through a "Jesus filter"?

In the final installment of this series, W. Austin Gardner and Steve McVey (author of Grace Walk) dismantle one of the most damaging lies in modern Christianity: the idea that the Father is a vengeful punisher while the Son is a merciful savior.

What you’ll discover in this session:

• The "Jesus Filter" Fallacy: Why the Father, Son, and Spirit were all in the rescue mission together—not at odds with each other.
• The Eternal Love Party: Why humanity wasn't a "Plan B" to fix sin, but an invitation to join the pre-existing love of the Trinity.
• Redefining Justice: Moving from "Judicial Justice" (retribution) to "Divine Justice" (restoration).
• The Cross wasn't for God’s Anger: Understanding that the Cross was God’s way of reconciling the world to Himself, not a way to "get it out of His system."

The Big Takeaway:
The Gospel didn't start with your sin; it started with God’s love. You were created not to be a project, but to be a participant in a love that has existed for all eternity.

Chapters:
0:00 - The "Jesus Filter" Problem
7:45 - Is Jesus Nicer Than God?
14:20 - The Eternal Love Party: Our True Origin
25:10 - Why the Cross wasn't Plan B
33:45 - Judicial vs. Divine Justice: Restoring the Broken
46:30 - Final Reflections on the Grace Walk

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Are you exhausted from trying to "achieve" a spiritual status you already possess?

In part two of this deep-dive series, W. Austin Gardner and Grace Walk author Steve McVey dismantle the "Original Lie" that keeps most Christians stuck in a cycle of religious performance. Austin shares a candid confession about his early years in ministry: he used to read the Bible like a "Chilton’s Repair Manual"—looking for instructions to fix himself instead of looking for the heart of his Father.

Key Themes in this Episode:

• The Chilton’s Manual Trap: Moving from "How do I fix this?" to "Who is my Father?"
• The First Act of Religion: Why Adam and Eve’s fig leaves were the birth of legalism.
• Doing vs. Being: Understanding that we don't "do to be" (servants/children); we "do because we are."
• The Idolatry of Guilt: Why wallowing in self-condemnation is actually a rejection of the finished work of Christ.

The Big Takeaway:
God doesn't need your service. He spoke the universe into existence—He’s doing just fine. But He wants you. He invites you into His work not because He needs an employee, but because He loves His child.

Chapters:
0:00 - Why God Doesn't Need You (But Wants You)
8:45 - Confessions of a "Bible Repair Manual" Reader
15:30 - The Original Sin: The Myth of Independence
24:10 - Fig Leaves: The Birth of Religion
32:50 - The Lie: Trying to Become What You Already Are
45:15 - Is Your Guilt Actually Idolatry?

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What happens when you’ve known someone longer than your own wife? You get the kind of raw, honest conversation that only 54 years of friendship can produce.

In this episode of Followed by Mercy, Austin Gardner sits down with his lifelong friend and mentor, Steve McVey—the best-selling author of Grace Walk. They take us back to the beginning in 1972, sharing hilarious stories of street preaching and "witnessing" in bars, before diving into a profound truth: the danger of asking God to know Him more deeply.

Inside the Episode:

• The Bumblebee Bar Story: Why Betty (Austin’s wife) caught him coming out of a bar at a Baptist college.
• The Performance Trap: How Steve went from a "successful" pastor at 19 to finding true intimacy with Christ.
• Defining Brokenness: Why Steve defines brokenness as "giving up confidence in our own ability to manage life."
• The "Dangerous Prayer": Why praying to know God more deeply often leads to chaos, but always leads to grace.

Whether you are struggling with the pressure to perform or navigating your own season of "chaos," this conversation is a roadmap to finding rest in the finished work of Jesus.

Connect with Austin Gardner:
🌐 Website: https://waustingardner.com
📩 Substack: https://waustingardner.substack.com
📘 Alignment Ministries: https://alignmentministries.com

About Steve McVey:
Steve is the author of Grace Walk and has spent decades helping people move from performance-based religion to the freedom of a relationship with Christ.

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• "Evicting Shame and Embracing the Identity of the Beloved."

Podcast Show Notes / Description:
"Most of us are busy trying to 'fix' ourselves, but Mike Pennington suggests a different path: Spiritual Direction. Unlike coaching, which focuses on your next action step, Spiritual Direction asks: 'What is God’s invitation to you right now?'

Austin and Mike get 'down in the weeds' to talk about:

• Shame & Self-Rejection: Why the devil never takes a day off, and how to use Romans 8:1 as your defensive line.
• Living in the Present Tense: Why God is 'the God of the I AM,' not the God of your past trauma.
• The Power of Being Seen: Why every human needs to feel seen, soothed, safe, and secure in the arms of the Father.

Resources Mentioned:

• Mike Pennington’s Website: belovedlivingnow.com
• Christie Pennington’s Spiritual Direction: ChristiCoaching.com
• The REACH Forgiveness Tool (Google 'REACH Forgiveness' for the full path).

Connect with Austin:
Visit waustingardner.com for more resources on grace-filled leadership and marriage restoration."

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Are you living as God’s employee or His beloved child?

In this episode of Followed by Mercy, Austin Gardner sits down with his longtime friend and cousin, Mike Pennington, to discuss the radical shift from performance-based religion to the rest of "belovedness."

Mike shares his journey from the hills of Tennessee to the mission fields of Venezuela, revealing how even decades of successful ministry can hide an exhausted soul. If you’ve ever felt like your spiritual life is just a series of spinning plates, this conversation is your permission to let them drop.

In this episode, we dive into:

• The Iceberg Analogy: Why 90% of your spiritual life happens under the surface.
• Breaking the Chain: How Mike and his wife, Kristi, intentionally broke the cycle of anger in their family heritage.
• Practical Soul Care: Why you need to visit your "Beloved Tree" every morning.
• The Sabbath Shift: How to unplug from technology to plug back into God’s presence.
• The Power of Holy Imagination: Why Jesus wants to give you a hug before you start your "To-Do" list.

Resources Mentioned:

• Mike’s Website: belovedlivingnow.com
• Kristi’s Website: christycoaching.com
• Soul Care Institute: soulcareinstitute.com
• Austin Gardner’s Hub: waustingardner.com

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Why do we feel like we have to "perform" to be loved by God? In this third part of our series, I’m joined by my cousin Mike Pennington to tackle the heavy weights of trauma and shame.

Mike opens up about his own childhood trauma and how it created a cycle of shame that took years to break. We discuss why shame is a "slap in the face to God's grace" and how to return to the reality that you are already 100% attached to Him—not because of what you’ve done, but because of who He is.

In this episode, we cover:

• The "LOTSA" framework for a simple Christian life: Love, Obey, Trust, Seek, Adore.
• The three questions God asks us in our mess: Where are you? Who are you listening to? What are you hungry for?
• How to stop "auditioning" for God and start abiding in Him.
• Why your past trauma does not define your standing with the Father.

"You can't do anything to make Him love you more, and you can't do anything to make Him love you less."

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• Website: waustingardner.com
• Join the community: W. Austin Gardner on Substack

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Why is it so much easier to believe God loves us in our heads than it is to feel it in our hearts?

In today’s episode of Followed by Mercy, Austin Gardner continues his conversation with missionary and SoulCare coach Mike Pennington. Together, they dive deep into the "blockages" that keep us from resting in our identity as God’s beloved.

If you’ve ever felt like your spiritual life is just a "check-box" of performance, or if you struggle with a voice in your head telling you that you’re a mistake, this episode is for you.

In this episode, we discuss the 4 major enemies of belovedness:

1. Self-Rejection: Breaking the habit of negative self-talk.
2. Performance: Why the "exhausted life" is NOT the abundant life.
3. Perfectionism: The lie that you have to "fix yourself" before God can use you.
4. Shame: Moving from "I did something wrong" to "I am loved anyway."

Mike also shares the life-changing advice from Dallas Willard: "You must ruthlessly eliminate hurry from your life."

Challenge for you today:
Try a "40-day fast" from self-rejection. Stop the negative self-talk and start listening for the voice of the Father saying, "Where are you? I miss you."

Resources Mentioned:
📖 John 17:23, Isaiah 43, Romans 5:6-8
🌐 Mike’s Website: [Beloved Living]
📩 Austin’s Substack: https://waustingardner.substack.com

Connect with Austin Gardner:
Website: https://waustingardner.com
Alignment Ministries: https://alignmentministries.com

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Are you tired of trying to prove you deserve God’s love?

In this episode, Austin Gardner sits down with his cousin, Mike Pennington—a former missionary and pastor—for a deeply personal conversation about the "bedrock of a healthy soul": Belovedness.

For decades, both Austin and Mike lived under the heavy weight of legalism, relating to God through performance rather than relationship. Mike shares the transformative moment in the Colorado mountains where he finally heard the Father say, "Yes, you are my beloved child."

Inside this episode:

• Why we treat salvation like a gift but live like we have to pay it back.
• How childhood traumas of shame, fear, and anger color our view of God.
• The "Trifecta" of blockages that keep us from resting in grace.
• The life-changing truth of John 17:23: God loves you just as much as He loves Jesus.

If you’ve ever felt like you were on the "trash heap" of ministry or life, this episode is your invitation to stop striving and start being held.

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Visit waustingardner.com for more resources on grace and leadership.

https://belovedlivingnow.com

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"As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you." — Isaiah 66:13

We often focus on the "Fatherhood" of God, but on this Mother’s Day episode, Austin Gardner explores the deep, nurturing, and protective "Motherly" love of our Creator. Using his own childhood memories of his grandmother’s house and the profound imagery of Scripture, Austin reframes our relationship with God.

If you’ve ever felt like you were "auditioning" for God’s approval, listen to this. Austin explains how the Hebrew word for compassion is tied directly to the word for "womb," showing us that God’s love isn't a reaction to our behavior—it’s His very nature.

Key Takeaways:

• Love didn't start with Mamas; it started with God.
• The difference between "Daddy’s discipline" and "Mama’s comfort" in the eyes of God.
• Why God's love is a source of restoration, not a reward for performance.
• The Prodigal Son: A story of a Father who runs like a Mother toward His child.

Stop striving and start resting. You are not an employee; you are a beloved child held in the palms of a God who will never forget you.

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"Have you ever felt like you were auditioning for God instead of serving Him?

After 50 years in ministry—preaching thousands of sermons and traveling to 50 countries—I found myself exhausted. Not from the work, but from a deeper, invisible pressure: the Performance Trap.

In this video, I want to talk to the 'tired' people. The ones who know the verses about grace but secretly believe God is mostly disappointed with them. I share my own journey of hitting rock bottom in a hospital bed, where 21 days on a ventilator finally broke my addiction to 'proving my worth.'

We’ll explore:

• The Accounting Game: Why we try to pay for a gift Jesus already paid in full.
• Employer vs. Father: How to stop treating God like a boss who might fire you.
• The Prodigal Son’s Speech: Why the Father interrupts our apologies to give us a party.
• Rest as the Starting Line: Moving from 'fighting for love' to 'living from love.'

If you are tired of the scorecard and the spiritual ledgers, this is your invitation to exhale. The cross was not a down payment; it was the full payment. It is finished.

Key Scriptures: John 19:30, Luke 15, Colossians 2:14, Romans 8:15.

About Austin Gardner:
W. Austin Gardner is an author, speaker, and mentor who has spent five decades leading international ministries. After surviving Stage 4 cancer and a severe battle with COVID-19, he now focuses on helping leaders and believers move from performance-driven religion to a life followed by mercy.

🔗 Stay Connected:
Website: https://waustingardner.com
Substack: https://waustingardner.substack.com
Facebook: Alignment Ministries by Austin Gardner"

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