witchcraft taught me that life is always changing, and that I myself am always changing. this journey within my heart is one for the road, and it's one for a lifetime.

intuitive tarot card reading begins with trusting your own intuition. without it, the messages that these cards provide may be unclear, hazy, or all in all inaccurate. our intuition is merely the feeling of inner certainty and reassurance of a resolution; subtle yet engraved in our hearts. practically, the wands, swords, cups, pentacles, and the major arcana is actually imbedded within every single one of us, though not seen with the eyes, it is within the spirit of our very soul; this mystical wisdom of the unknown.

it's all about self care in this episode, it's the essentials of it and it's also having a particular routine that can go the longest way absolutely!

the Christ Consciousness is within every one of us, it is in our deepest compassionate self, the self that looks past the ego, and anything that may be distracting us. Even our selfish ways can be only one of the many aspects that limits our Christ Consciousness, our ability and inner intuition to bring upon inner peace, empathize fearlessly, and much more that is in our heart of fire. Truth be told, is we all fear the unknown, we fear what we cannot begin to fathom and this debilitates and disables us from being able to reach a higher consciousness that may not be present all the time, but even the sense of its very past can too ignite the Christ consciousness time and time again as life unfolds everyday.

i talk about the difficulties and struggles that come with bipolar disorder and how to better cope with it for the days forward. though it may not always be easy, there will be moments it will feel easier and that definitely matters.

as much as i'd like to say that my tattoos actually hold the same meaning to me as they did once before, i can't. over the course of several months and so forth, the meaning of my tattoos have changed in this era of life.

this episode unravels the concept that is hypocrisy, the truth that is being a hypocrite even without saying so, and how life's journey can definitely contribute to this.

introductory note: For A Pessimist I’m Pretty Optimistic continues to evolve with me as an optimistic pessimist, and a pessimistic optimist. so i’m excitedly rambling about it, capturing the mere surface of season 2 and its very direction. ahhh words. also, i reminisce on season 1 and when this pod was still a virgin. also did i just refer to myself in the third person in this pod’s description, yes. yes that did happen.

episode twenty five is all about the tattoos i've gotten so far and the meaning behind the ink with me forever. i'd take all of them to the grave with me, that's all i know for sure. i also brainstorm some ideas for potential tattoos, woot woot.