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  • Our Family Cancer Journey (series)- Episode 3 (part 2/2)- practical preparations for widow life

    This is the third episode in my series where I tell the tale (in great detail) of our family’s experience with my husband, Justin and his two-year battle with cancer and how we navigated our life with two toddlers and cancer and doing life and all the things. 


    In this episode I share  some of the practical steps we took to prepare for Justin’s life being cut short bc of cancer and to prepare me for life as a widow mom of two toddlers.

    40 min
  • Our Family Cancer Journey (series)- Episode 3 (part 1)- Storytime: life is still happening

    This is the third episode (part 1) in my series where I tell the tale (in great detail) of our family’s experience when my husband, Justin, was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive kidney cancer and his two-year battle fighting cancer and how we navigated our life with me being pregnant during Justin’s first year with cancer plus parenting our son who was 1.5 yr old when Justin was diagnosed— and just doing life and all the things. 

    In this episode I share more about Justin’s daily battles with cancer, being pregnant during this crucial time for our family, what life looked like when Cancer happened to us as a “young” family.

    52 min
  • Our Family Cancer Journey (series)- Episode 2- kidney cancer facts and our early signs/symptoms

    This is the second episode in my series where I tell the tale (in great detail) of our family’s experience with my husband, Justin and his two-year battle with cancer and how we navigated our life with two toddlers and cancer and doing life and all the things. In this episode I share more about what I’ve learned about kidney cancer and I share our earliest signs of this aggressive cancer that eventually took Justin’s life at age 39 as well as my theories on a connection between anxiety/panic disorders and increased risk of cancer. 

    49 min
  • Our Family Cancer Journey (series) - Episode 1- Diagnosis/Cancer Year 1

    We found out Justin's cancer diagnosis in June 2022. He passed away in July 2024 at age 39, leaving me (his wife, partner, and friend of the previous 16 years) alone to raise our two babies who were just 3 & 1 at the time of his passing. This episode is the first in my series where I share Justin's cancer journey from diagnosis to his eventual passing 2 years later. This first episode is all about how he came to get diagnosed and the first year of treatment and coping for us as a family. 

    51 min

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All about resilience and grace—the way a lotus flower grows from mud. 


After losing her husband to cancer in 2024, leaving her to raise two toddlers alone, health…