Choice comes before us as something painful-what would be the right choice.
If one can bear this pain because no choice seems to be flawless and one can not know the result of exercising choice before hand-one comes in a fluid state.
One tastes freedom. Whatever choice emerges is the right choice.
It is only when the ‘idea’ of God, Awareness, liberation, Enlightenment or about any controlling power drops from your mind that the whole energy is concentrated. You are unable to escape your pain (any discomforting feeling) and uncertainty through ANY ‘ideation or by complaining, blaming, feeling guilty. The self-sustained ground is realized.