Let go of the past and accept the failure. Then move forward with the lessons learned. Rebuild yourself.

Just flowing for a bit.

I talk about working retail, honoring social contracts, more 3-tiered systems and realizations, and some racial perspectives.

I had my first panic attack somewhere between 2007-2010. It's been an uphill battle ever since to get over my fear of death.

One choice allows you to honor yourself at the moment. The other you're not meant to find out. Which one will you choose? Most of us have the privilege to choose. Which one will you choose?

The internet is fake. What's your real life like? What's the world relative to what you can see, hear, touch, and smell?

I share some stories about stealing as a kid. Looking back, I wondered why I made those choices. It was all about my ego. But learning from the consequences early on, helped me check my ego in the future.

How do you check your ego? You check in with yourself and other people.

Pessimists, misanthropes, nihilists are narcissists at their core. We're all narcissists in some form, but most of it is unhealthy. Your life needs healthy narcissism and healthy egos. Once you being to cultivate your potential and your purpose, being pessimistic and negative about life, slowly becomes an afterthought.

Teamwork makes the dream work. Working with (not for) people helps you find your strengths and balance out your weaknesses. Collaboration is needed every time we exchange energy, conversations, and experiences with people. If we both meet at 50% we'll equally do our part to honor ourselves and see where our collaboration takes us.

Collaborating with different people helps you learn about diversity in skills, experiences, and humans while also helping you honor yourself and learn who you want to spend time with. Once you know who you are, and what you want, it's easier to collaborate with people who add value to your life experience.

Stop being selfish and gives us, you.

I discuss why we should use people on the terms, and not for our own self-gain. I also discuss the feeling that Black America thinks they've won equality, but the Black experience still feels limited.

First Youtube Live Recording, so excuse the audio!

Eternal Blessings Earl Simmons pka DMX aka Dark Man Xavier

-RIP is limiting.

-Missing the comfort of religion

-Perspective is humbling

-Losing faith in the Black experience

-I should be the asshole