Welcome to Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life. I’m your host, Jimmy M.

Today’s episode is one of truth, vulnerability, and the courage it takes to begin again.

My guest, Brian R is here to share the history of his gambling, his personal admission of powerlessness and the unmanageability that followed. This is more than a list of consequences. This is a look inside the life of someone who spent decades chasing bets, hiding lies, and losing pieces of himself along the way.

Brian’s story began when he was just eight years old, betting on fantasy football with his Father. From scratch-off tickets in high school to online sports betting as an adult, the progression was steady, and dangerous. Gambling became his escape, his obsession, and eventually, his secret. He lost trust. He lost his marriage. He lost himself.

And he lost time with the people who mattered most, his children. Even when he was physically present, he wasn’t really there. Gambling consumed his thoughts, his emotions, his energy. It robbed him of being the father he wanted to be.

But then came one moment. One phone call. To his sister.

That call changed everything. It cracked the shell of silence that addiction thrives in. It was the first real act of surrender, the moment he said, I can’t do this anymore. And from that phone call, recovery began.

And today, recovery has given Brian something he never thought was possible: a real connection with his kids. One built on presence, honesty, and love.

This episode isn’t about shame, it’s about truth. It’s about the raw courage it takes to say, my life is out of control, and I can’t do this on my own anymore. I need help. It’s about finding the strength to walk away from destruction and take a step toward healing.

Welcome back to Gambling Recovery, Taking Back Your Life. I’m your host, Jimmy M. This is where we dive into the real and raw stories of gambling addiction and the journey to recovery.

From innocent March Madness brackets with his brothers to secret loans, mounting debts, and gambling away life’s biggest milestones. Jordan’s addiction didn’t explode overnight. It crept in quietly, tightening its grip until his world began to fall apart.

For over two decades, he lived in the illusion of control, telling himself he had limits, that he could manage the chaos, that one more bet might fix everything. But the truth was always there: gambling was in control, not him.

Behind the scenes, the damage rippled out, straining his marriage, lying to the people he loved most, and leaving his wife and family in the wake of broken trust.

Today, Jordan S is walking a new path. Through honesty, pain, and recovery, he’s learning to let go of the illusion, and take back his life.

Let’s listen now as Jordan S courageously shares his Step 1: admitting he is powerless over gambling and that his life had become unmanageable.

In this deeply personal episode of Gambling Recovery: Taking Back Your Life, I sit down with Mark and Julie, two parents whose story echoes the pain, fear, and hope that so many families experience when a loved one is battling gambling addiction.

Their 27-year-old son, Joey, had just entered an inpatient gambling rehab program when they found their way to a Gamblers Anonymous meeting. Lost and searching for answers, they were pointed toward a Monday night GA meeting in downtown Chicago. A simple suggestion that would go on to change their lives. 

This episode is about what happens when desperation meets community. It’s about the power of shared experience, the strength found in strangers, and the healing that can begin in a single room.

I now have the privilege of sponsoring Joey, and together we’ve witnessed a profound transformation. Tune in to hear Mark and Julie’s journey, from heartbreak to hope, and the unexpected miracle that unfolded along the way.

Welcome to Gambling Recovery, Taking Back Your Life. I’m your host, Jimmy M.

Today, we have a powerful and deeply personal story to share. My guest, Jason S, knows firsthand how gambling can take hold of a person’s life. How what starts as a thrill, a side hustle, or even just a way to pass the time can spiral into something that consumes everything: work, relationships, and even your own well-being.

Jason’s journey began with poker games in high school, escalated through pharmacy school, and continued into his professional life, where his addiction led to sleepless nights, hidden lies, and a desperate search for control.

But Jason’s story also comes with an added layer of complexity. As an Asian American, cultural expectations around success, family honor, and emotional vulnerability made it even harder for him to come forward and ask for help. His path wasn’t just about battling addiction, it was about breaking through cultural barriers of silence and shame.

Today, he’s here to share that journey , the highs, the lows, and the lessons he’s learned along the way. If you or someone you love is struggling with gambling, this is an episode you won’t want to miss.

Today’s guest, Aaron Timms, is a freelance journalist from Australia, now living in New York, who has written for The New York Times, New York Magazine, The Guardian, and more.

Back in 2021, he wrote a powerful article for The Guardian about the rise of legalized sports betting in the U.S. and the marketing machine behind it . A piece that left a lasting impression on me. I remember thinking at the time: If I ever start a podcast, I want to talk to this guy.

In the piece, he also reflects on Australia’s experience, a country that legalized gambling decades ago. He explains how it gradually reshaped social interactions and public life, and draws striking parallels to what’s now unfolding in America.

In this episode, we talk about the story behind that article, the cultural shift brought on by legalized betting, and what lessons if any , we might still have time to learn.

Welcome back to Gambling Recovery, Taking Back Your Life. I'm your host, Jimmy M.

This is where we dive into the real and raw stories of gambling addiction and the journey to recovery.

Today’s guest is someone who spent 25 years living a double life, gambling from the moment he woke up until he went to bed, lying, deceiving, and destroying everything in his path, his marriage, his family, his finances, and, ultimately, himself.

He was an action gambler, a stock market addict, a sports bettor, a blackjack and craps player. Anything to keep the machine going. He lied about where he was, faked car accidents, and even had a second phone and computer just to cover his tracks. And when it all came crashing down, when the reality of losing everything finally hit, he found himself in a dark garage, staring at the ignition, ready to end it all.

But that wasn’t the end of his story.

In this episode, he unveils the raw truth of his descent into gambling addiction and the pivotal moments that led him to reclaim his life. A testament to the resilience of the human spirit.

This is Martin’s story. Let’s get into it.

Welcome back to Gambling Recovery, Taking Back Your Life. I’m your host, Jimmy M. This is where we dive into the real and raw stories of gambling addiction and the journey to recovery.

Today, we’re stepping into the life of Bob S., a man whose journey with gambling addiction took him from the thrill of dominoes with his grandparents to a hotel room in Cleveland. A night where he hit his own rock bottom. At 37, with a new promotion in hand and a family waiting back home, Bob found himself drowning in despair, his life unraveled by a decades-long battle with a Gambling disease that started innocently enough but grew into a relentless force. From caddie shack card games to secret credit lines with bookies, Bob’s story is one of chasing wins, hiding losses, and ultimately facing the truth. How did he get there? And more importantly, how did he climb out? This is a tale of highs and lows, deception and discovery, and a powerful reminder that sometimes, the hardest confessions lead to the greatest freedom. Let’s get into it.

This is the story of my darkest days of my gambling addiction—a time when my choices weren’t just destroying my life, but my family’s too. I’ll share the raw truth about hitting my own rock bottom, including my three-month stay in county jail, and the journey that led to 13 years of sobriety. How I found hope through hopelessness.