Generations Church

In this episode of #GOTDialog, we step into one of the most difficult and often avoided questions in Christianity – How do we reconcile a loving God with the anger, violence, and judgment we see in the Bible, especially in the Old Testament?

Hosted by Pastor Andy Yeoh of Generations Church and joined by Kanesh Varmaa, this conversation features Dr. Kyle Essary, a biblical studies lecturer and Old Testament scholar, as we wrestle honestly with questions many believers and skeptics alike carry but rarely voice.

From the flood narrative and stories of divine judgment, to the book of Job and the problem of suffering, this episode doesn’t offer quick answers or clichés. Instead, it creates space for tension, curiosity, and thoughtful reflection, acknowledging both emotional pain and intellectual struggle.

This isn’t about defending God at all costs. It’s about understanding His character more deeply, asking bette and necessary questions, and learning how faith and doubt can exist together.Key questions we explore:

• Why does God appear angry, jealous, or violent in the Bible?
• Is the God of the Old Testament different from the God of the New Testament?
• Why does God allow suffering and evil, even to good people?
• How should Christians respond to hard questions instead of dismissing them?
• What do we hold onto when faith feels shaken?

If you’ve ever felt disturbed by certain Bible passages, struggled with suffering, or wondered whether Christianity can withstand honest questions, this conversation is for you.Come listen. Sit with the tension. And join us as we keep it real, raw, and relevant.

𝐆𝐨𝐭 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬? Share your thoughts in the comments—we’d love to hear from you! You can also watch to the video version on YouTube: https://bit.ly/gotdialog010

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𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐓𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲 (𝐆𝐎𝐓), by 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐡, is an alternative church experience - and a safe space for those in the creative, arts, entertainment, media, music, F&B and similar communities, to explore and discover faith in God. #GOT meets every 1st and 3rd Tuesdays of the month at Red Red Botak Head, Level 6, The Gardens Mall. Interested to join us? Let us know at http://bit.ly/joinGOT

📅 Stay connected with us:
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/generationsmy
Instagram/Facebook/TikTok: @generationsmy

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In this episode of #GOTDialog, we dive into one of the most honest and difficult conversations yet — when faith unravels.

Samuel Lopez — the man behind the indie synth-pop project, Lost Spaces — opens up about his journey from being a passionate worship leader and “template Christian” to deconstructing his faith entirely. Hosted by Pastor Andy Yeoh of Generations Church and joined by Kanesh, this episode explores what happens when someone who once led worship walks away from the faith and what the Church can learn from it.

From conversations with friends of other beliefs to the loneliness of questioning everything he once believed, Sam shares candidly about doubt, identity, and the process of finding truth beyond labels. This isn’t a debate. It’s an invitation to listen, understand, and learn.

Key questions we explore:

• What leads someone to deconstruct their faith?
• How should the Church respond to those struggling with doubt?
• Can faith and questions coexist?
• What can believers do better to walk with those who are wrestling?

If you’ve ever had questions about faith or know someone who’s walked away from it, this episode is for you.

𝐆𝐨𝐭 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬? Share your thoughts in the comments—we’d love to hear from you! You can also watch to the video version on YouTube: http://bit.ly/gotdialog009 

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𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐓𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲 (𝐆𝐎𝐓), by 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐡, is an alternative church experience - and a safe space for those in the creative, arts, entertainment, media, music, F&B and similar communities, to explore and discover faith in God. #GOT meets every 1st and 3rd Tuesdays of the month at Red Red Botak Head, Level 6, The Gardens Mall. Interested to join us? Let us know at http://bit.ly/joinGOT

📅 Stay connected with us:
Linktree: https://linktr.ee/generationsmy
Instagram/Facebook/TikTok: @generationsmy

Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/generations-church--6139198/support.

The Coming King Series  (A Study of 1 Samuel)

Even Dagon, the god of the Philistines, bows to our God! Dr Kyle Essary, Elder at Flourish Hill starts us off our 1 Samuel series by explaining how God isn't just a lucky charm and cannot be contained.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025 Testimonies

From a 100 Plus miracle, a 4-year wait ending in tears, lives surrendered, redefining what #Chosen meant, and breaking through fear - this is what happens when God shows up at Youth Camp. If you missed R.A.V.E., this is your second chance to get wrecked! GYC 2025 testimonies are STILL hitting different.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025

Reflections from a cracked rib! Listen to Pr Andy share the lessons he got as he fell into a drain trying to pee in the dark during the last night of Generations Youth Camp 2025.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025

From visa miracles to overcoming paralyzing spirit of fear, listen to Camp Commandant Sarah Toral share how God led her to overcome the challenges she faced and brought her to where she is today.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025

The crybaby middle child who thought he could hide at the back… until God came chasing! Listen to co-Camp Commandant Jai Yew's raw story of running from God and how he was finally found by God.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025

The life of Daniel and his three friends in Babylon as told in the book of Daniel has a lot of parallel with today's world, trying to rename, redefine and reprogram you. Pr Andy taught through Daniel's blueprint how Generations Youth is meant to thrive in a godless world, resolving our hearts, honoring God and becoming 10x better. For all the youth that has felt the pressure to blend in, this is our battle cry!

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Generations Youth Camp 2025

Through Kanesh Varmaa's hilarious story of how he discovered the ethnicity of his mom at 17, he shared from Exodus 4 why Moses' epic excuses to God didn't disqualify him from being called by God.

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Gen Youth Camp 2025

God doesn’t pick the tallest, the strongest, the prettiest, or the most popular. He picks the last one - the one everyone else overlooked. At GYC 2025, Pr Andy Yeoh just proved it with half a ball and a whole lot of truth: YOU ARE CHOSEN. Not because you’re qualified, but because He’s already decided you’re His masterpiece.

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