Before there was Cousin Greg, there was Cousin Jeff. He's the oldest of our generation of Shakoor's and also the funniest. We do recommend having tissues nearby because you will be crying from laughing, but you may also shed a tear or two from hearing Cousin Jeff reflect on some of his best memories with Adam. This episode is a special one for us and we hope you all enjoy getting the know the legend that is Cousin Jeff.

Join us for a true SLEUNIGHT! We recorded a little episode the night of Adam's birthday and ended up just talking a ton about the legend who is our dad, Jack Shakoor. We hope you enjoy it. I mean, who doesn't love listening to two sisters as they get progressively drunker on orange jameson??

With each "first" milestone since Adam's passing, Holly and Jill are finding their own ways to get thru every major without having their brother physically around. Join Holly and Jill in this week's episode as they recount how they each celebrated Adam's 41st birthday last month and hear how they threw him an epic 40th birthday rager last year. Spoiler alert - even with moments of sadness, there were plenty of laughs, more shots of orange Jameson than ever necessary and even a celebrity cameo or two.

While some may call it crazy, those who know may think it’s on brand, being that they were both born into a family of superstitious gamblers, but Holly and Jill love to talk about the signs they notice. Join them in this week’s episode as they recap their recent trips and share all the ways Adam showed up.

Get to know one of Montclair, NJ’s finest... intuitive healer and magical creatrix Connie Viglietti. Through her energy work, Connie has gotten to know both Holly and Jill and has been a part of their respective healing journeys for the past two years. She’s taught them both the power of ritual and intention and was the most perfect first guest! Listen as she discusses what being a Priestess actually means and the beauty of being in the room where life (and death) happens.

For better or worse, holidays are all about family, so you notice when there’s a newly empty seat at your Thanksgiving dinner. In this week’s episode, join Holly and Jill as they recap the Shakoor family’s first big “thing” since Adam’s passing. Thanksgiving in Mexico. Spoiler alert: They got thru it.

We are Going Thru It, a weekly conversation between two sisters learning to navigate their own grief after the recent loss of their brother, Adam, who died of stage IV colorectal cancer. Born 11 years apart and currently living on opposite ends of the country, Holly and Jill Shakoor remain each other's best friend and confidant. Like a cathartic conversation with your best friend, or for some, an actual therapy session, Going Thru It will serve as a platform for human connection, exploring the many layers of loss and love. So come along on this journey with two honest, sharp, semi soulful and empathetically entertaining sisters as they process collective family grief in real time.