Good Are You There?

Here I am discussing some of the manipulation tactics that are used by Narcopaths (narcissists, sociopaths & psychopaths) to gain control of their victims. My intention with this is to spread knowledge from my experience (hands on front line witnessed kind of experience) to anybody who needs/wants to hear this in hopes of helping someone in a abusive situation or prevent a situation all together by knowing what to look for. This type of abuse is very subtle and done inconspicuously and is happening much more than many realize. It’s happening behind closed doors in private and hidden where it’s hard to see but it’s also happening right out in the open for all to see clear as day and unfortunately it’s still difficult to see, unless one knows what to look for and that is why I’m here to speak my experience. Nobody deserves to be put through this cruel treatment to begin with but especially when the reality is it’s being done to kind compassionate hard working people by hateful mean spirited miserable irresponsible people. Where’s the sense in that???

In works

Part 2/3 of my introduction discussing some of the madness that goes through this melon of mine. I must admit that I do not have much experience with the podcast world so I’m kinda winging it on my own and trying to learn as I go and sometimes not so gracefully so I want to apologize in advance if it doesn’t sound “perfect” (I don’t really like that word myself) as I’m not technically inclined by no means and doing the best I can with what I got. The reason I split this up is because as I research I’m understanding or gathering that people don’t really like longer episodes and prefer short ones and even though I’d rather not talk much to begin with once I do get going I can go on and on when it starts flowing. I believe I’d rather have it all at once myself but I’ll learn more as I go. Feedback is always encouraged.

What level of real do you consider yourself? Do you think of yourself as being open minded or progressive? Do you see yourself as a good impact on the planet? Do you regard yourself as down to earth or laid back? Do you image that you are aware, alert, in control, present and always thinking and doing with you and your well-being being the most important factor? I’m not asking for any reason except to give something to think and ponder on for yourself, as I am doing the same. Here’s how it is straight up being 💯, I really don’t wanna be talking about this stuff that I talk about, in fact I’m a little pissed off that I am having to talk about this stuff but that’s not important at the moment. I’m pretty much talking about all the pink elephants in the room that nobody else will talk about that need to be addressed, faced, accepted and released. That’s where the how real are you really part comes in to play. If you really are 💯 OG real and see yourself as a mature grown responsible in control adult then this is no sweat. Again this is not for me to say or judge as this is something that is part of a personal journey and between you and your inner self. I have lots of questions as I surely don’t know it all and I was taught to know that the only dumb question is a unasked question so I’m firing away. So this is a challenge for myself and my growth and expansion and figured I’d share it with anyone who wants to join me to find answers and solutions. All I can say is give it a whirl and go from there. I appreciate it.

In this recording I’m directly speaking up for those who cannot speak for themselves so they can be better understood so that their life does not seem so meaningless or overlooked. Or how I would want it to be if it was me being spoken for so that at least my life if I had to go through everything that I went through at least maybe something positive would come out of it is where I’m coming from. My intent for this particular recording is to help anybody who does not have a clear understanding as to what exactly addiction is, how it’s caused, where it comes from, how it originates, how it progresses, how it’s formed and anything else that may need to be better understood so it’s not so looked down upon and judged and have such bad stigmas and stereotypes attached to it. In other words hopefully this will help people to a better understanding and not be so judgmental and close minded towards it. Finally main point of this is to let everyone know that addicts of any way, shape or form are NOT bad people. Thanks for taking the time to let me rant. Sending light and love to all those out there currently battling active addictions. Know that I understand the struggle because it’s very real but it’s not a war that’s impossible to overcome. When you feel like there’s nobody that cares or you feel all alone please know that I do and you’re not because I’m here for you and will continue to stand up for you because I know you’re worth it and you deserve it. Never forget that. Start to gravitate towards your true passions and the life that you dreamed of as a child before everyone started telling you that you couldn’t do or become whatever that was and pointing and directing you down a different path. Peace and love.

I wasn’t even gonna pretend that I could say what I had to say in under a minute :)

All right here goes, I’m just putting it out there right out front so there’s no misunderstandings or I waste anyone’s time, if you have children and love them and want nothing but the best for them and their future then you need to listen to this and take it seriously. I don’t like to tell anybody what to do or put demands on anybody because I don’t like it done to me but in this case it’s about another being that you brought into this world so that’s what it’s all about, not you. I’m very real and upfront and direct about some serious deep important topics that can be heavy and hard to deal with and face but I do it in a easy lite humorous way so that it’s not so dark and uncomfortable to listen to and think about. But it is topics that are happening today and have been happening for a while and somewhere along the way has been filed into a not so important prioritized spot and needs to be brought to light, addressed, processed, accepted, find a solution and dealt with in a appropriate manner. I’m looking for good that everybody says is out there more than bad but I’m having a hard time seeing it so I was trying to see what is up with that. Right now anybody else in my situation would be kicked back with their feet up drinking some kind of beverage smoking a cigar or whatever makes them happy and not having a worry or a care in the world because I myself am retired (not by choice but a accident) single and with no kids, but I can’t do that. I know that there are kids/children/beings and adults out there not in good situations and conditions that will result in some difficult experiences that can and will affect them into the rest of their lives. I went through some severe trauma in my childhood that still to this day decades later affect me in not good ways and a lot of it was preventable if it had just been addressed and dealt with in the correct way at some point prior. I am by no means saying that it all could’ve been prevented because every situation is different but a lot of it could have been prevented. It’s got to stop somewhere, or at least start somewhere. My focus and priority is I speak for those who cannot speak for themselves (the innocent) and to find or bring some kind of justice for them as well as everybody else and the planet. I have love for everybody unless given a reason not to and even then I still show love and acceptance and tolerance and understanding. I’m not here to judge nobody and I’m not here to criticize nobody, I’m here because I need you to understand that I understand. And that goes for everybody. I understand why people are good because it is better to be good and it feels better to be good. It’s more freedom to be good but at the same time I also understand the other side. I understand why people rebel the way they do, I understand why people push back the way they do and I also understand why people act the way they do and have become the way they are even if not so pleasant. And that reason is because situations/topics/events/concerns were not addressed at the time when they should have been addressed. When is that time going to be? When it is too late? I also have a lot of questions as well that I feel like everyone deserves answers to because I don’t know or understand everything. For the most part when I’m talking about some of the things that I talk about I have a way to balance it with enough humor or lighter ways that make it bearable to hear. As a result of some of the trauma I went through as a child I have a very big imagination and I can be a little extra, OK a lot extra, so I usually end up going the long way around something and I apologize for that in advance. I get on my own nerves sometimes so I understand if I get on your nerves so no hard feelings there haha. I send nothing but light and love your way. So welcome to my rant and thanks for listening...