JUDAS SEDUCES JESUS WHILE BATHING NUDE IN THE RIVER STYX
Since
the day I became a man, I repeatedly read the last rites for the boys
from Duck Island. Every ghost I hear makes the same sound as the boy
that Mike hit in the chest with a baseball bat for stealing his bike.
The same noises he made when he curled into the fetal position; knees
tucked, teeth sucked, begging for his mother. Might as well have been
orphaned boys. Might as well have been
orphaned, boy.
I
watched from the corner where the Duck Island boys taught me to
breakdance. Shitty and shoddy cardboard taped together. A tapestry of
ill-fitting folds and duct tape. Piecemealed and handcrafted
like
our dreams. Just petty boys becoming petty thieves who learn they
bleed the same blood as any other boy when they get stuck with a
knife -
and
twisted. Lift him airborne. Rolling stone turns to tumbleweed; head
and
twisted. The gospel according
I
for
Judas seducing Jesus. He does not tell you
that
when Judas pulled at the loose threads of Jesus' loincloth,
he
did not have to wait long for the water
to
turn into wine, or for Jesus to stroke his head
and
tell him everything is going to be