There is nothing that is harder to understand than life. Getting through today and dealing with tomorrow is challenging. Just when we think life is going up, it twists and goes down. When we think it is falling apart, everything seems to come together. None of us upon looking back over our life would predict the path that it has taken. Things come along that we do not expect. Some of the greatest trials in life come on the heels of us being closer to God than we have ever been. Our text illustrates the twists and turns in life. Of all the people in the bible, Elijah is perhaps one of the last we would expect to say: It is enough, let me die. He utters these words just after standing firm in the face of adversity and receiving blessings from God. At this point in his life Elijah should have been standing confident, but we see him here giving up and ready to die. Elijah was running away. He has run somewhere around 100 miles on foot. He crawls under a juniper tree in the desert and asks God to take his life. In chapters 17 and 18 he is on top and in 19 he is giving up and ready to die. We are also susceptible to these pendulum swings in our life. Our text is an expression of something that we all live with. Elijah is a man of confidence and power. He faces formidable foes and came away victorious. He had been a man of great action. He had beaten the false prophets. But in chapter 19, he was not acting to life, but reacting. He moved form acting with direction to reacting to what life brought his way. When we start reacting to life there are a domino falling action of events that can spiral out of control. The first place this shows up is in our thinking. The thing that seemed so sure the day before, are now cloudy. He began to question what God had told him. Our reasoning to become flawed when we react. Our mind begins to play tricks on us. When this happens we start thinking our way into the dump and before we know it, we have accelerated to the bottom. The next domino is that we begin to focus on how fragile we are. We think we are at our limits. Then we lose control of his emotion. The things that were our strength, becomes our enemy. Fear shows up. The opposite of fear is not strength, but faith. Once fear shows up , we begin to question things that we were sure of. When we start reacting to life, fear shows up and then courage goes away. After fear shows up and courage leaves, we become defensive. We feel as if we cannot trust anyone. This is a place of self preservation. In this stange, walls are erected to keep people out. Like Elijah people in this stage of reacting run. They run from church to church, from job to job, from friend to friend. Elijah was running away from not to what God called him to do. When we are running away from and not to something. When we run in the right direction, God will provide what we need, but when we run away, there will be no provision. When we react to life, we are focused no our problems not God. When we react to life, it will cause us to do a wise thing in an unwise way. When he fell down under the tree, Elijah began to pray. Praying is good, but he was praying in the wrong way. When we react to life, it will ultimately affect what we say about life. Elijah had given up and was ready to die. When we start comparing ourselves to others, we will always come up wanting. God does not measure us against others standards, He asks us to live up to His standards. God has a unique plan for each of our lives, so comparing ourselves to others is not even relevant. When we start reacting to life, we set ourselves on a path that can result in a downward spiral. This is the dangers of reacting.