Who am I as a woman. I certainly did not know when I was growing up in my twenties. And not to mention without any emotional support from the different women in my life. My mother. My stepmother. My Auntie, and my grandmother on both sides of my family. Therefore, in the back of my mind, I just kept on feeling inadequate, incompetent in a lot of the situations that I had found myself into. Thereby leading me straight into drugs.

Your support in dysfunctional households is always going to be less then people who are In healthy functional households. Which is leaving you deficient in every area of your life. You have no voice. Simply because you do not know yet who you are

Our childish ways are very detrimental for our growth as children and as adults. Thereby keeping up in a stunted growth like state of being. Acting out in outbursts of anger, quitting jobs; acting in defiance to bosses. Supervisor and mangers. Just determined to keep doing things our ways no matter the consequences.

Our childlike behavior is not a normal behavior that we just do happen to pick up. No. This behavior was given, received and taught by the different adult figures in our lives. Because they too were just children raising children. Thereby making us to feel always like little children, even in our adulthood. Moreover battling outbursts of anger, people pleasing, pity parties and never exercising our No.

Other peoples toxins are not your toxins. A lot of times we are moving along in our innocence as children or young adults. Until we meet someone who is very unhealthy and swimming in their toxic behaviors at an all time high. Thereby affecting you, without you really knowing it.

This is a podcast about different women who have grown up with different women in their life who were emotionally detached from you. Simply because they too were emotionally detached from their mothers, aunties, grandmothers, or sisters. Which in turn created them too to be toxic as well. Thank you.

Not having any emotional support really disconnects you from the vital information in life that you really need to know. Because there’re serious consequences when you do not know. Thank you.