Are you relying on motivation to do the thing you said you were going to do? The thing with motivation is that it leaves you a victim of life because it’s a feeling that comes and goes. Discipline on the other hand, takes accountability and creates the life they want. You’re not lazy! You are simply waiting for a new condition (feel happy, joy, inspired) to happen before you show up for yourself . Whether this is about finding peace, losing weight, bettering your relationship with food, starting a business, or unlearning unhelpful habits, you are worthy and you are capable of building the life you desire. 

You're always one decision away from the life you want. What does this mean? Wherever you are in life, whether that is where you want to be or not, you are there because of the decisions you have made in the past. In order to get to where you want to be, you have to make different decisions- you have to choose to show up for yourself. Life will always let you decide and the decision you choose will always either stray you away from what you want or bring you closer.