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  • 244: Jonathan Puddle and the Nearness of God

    Jonathan Puddle is the author of You Are Enough: Learning to Love Yourself the Way God Loves You, and is a pastor and podcast host himself. Today, Jonathan shares the first time he was moved by the Holy Spirit, deconstructing his faith for a season, and falling in love with Jesus all over again. Jonathan’s love for the Lord comes through as he shares his story and it’s a really beautiful way to reflect on the goodness and nearness of Him. Jonathan’s story reminds us that God loves us deeply.

    Listen to Jonathan’s story now!

    Stories Jonathan shared:

    • Quitting his day job to become a writer
  • Growing up as a YWAM kid around the world
  • Moving to Toronto to join the Toronto blessing
  • His mom leading him through the “sinner’s prayer” at four
  • Being moved at a Delirious concert by the Holy Spirit
  • How to think about supernatural experiences
  • Getting into the house church movement
  • Experiencing God while making pizza with a friend
  • Deconstructing shortly after he got married
  • Moving to Finland and not going to church for a season
  • Discovering Jesus through the Eastern tradition
  • How church history helped him
  • Going to a Roman Catholic church and drawing from multiple Christian streams
  • How the Holy Spirit spoke to him about his faith community
  • Deciding to start his podcast
  • Great quotes from Jonathan:

    I never renounced the faith that’s never occurred to me I just couldn’t make it all work in the package I’d been given.

    When you’re in the wilderness, God feeds you from his own hand.

    We were taught that pride is the unworthy thing and the antidote is self-hatred.

    [That experience] has given me a faith in God’s willingness and God’s ability to come and disrupt our lives.

    The issue with pride is self-righteousness not thinking too highly of yourself.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Jonathan’s website
  • You Are Enough: Learning to Love Yourself the Way God Loves You
  • The Lean Startup: How Today’s Entrepreneurs Use Continuous Innovation to Create Radically Successful Businesses by Eric Ries
  • Pagan Christianity?: Exploring the Roots of Our Church Practices by Frank Viola
  • Related episodes:

    • Paul Edwards and Serving God’s Other Children
  • Tricia Lott Williford and How God Works in the Waiting
  • Iain Bradbeer and God as the Architect
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    57 min
  • 243: Charmaine Cooper and the Everywhere God

    Charmaine Cooper is an author, speaker, and host of the the Char Candid Podcast. Today, Charmaine shares her experience at the Toronto Blessing, her struggle to forgive her father, and why she chose to go to seminary. Charmaine is a dynamic storyteller who saved one of the best stories for last involving hearing God on the dance floor. Charmaine’s story reminds us that God is with us everywhere even if we try to avoid him.

    Listen to Charmaine’s story now!

    Stories Charmaine shared:

    • Born and raised in Toronto, Canada
  • Growing up in a pentecostal family
  • Her parents’ divorce and how that affected her
  • Giving her life to Christ at 19 as part of the Toronto blessing
  • Depression after her father refused to see her dying mother
  • The struggle to forgive her father
  • How the Lord used a Ronald Reagan movie to keep her from suicide
  • Writing the adventures of our lives and noting God
  • Getting her masters degree in theology
  • Serving the Persian Christian community
  • How getting a masters of divinity shaped her
  • Great quotes from Charmaine:

    It’s amazing how, in time, the feeling follows the acts of faith.

    I love seeing how the church is so human and yet God uses them.

    Just because you’re alone, does not mean you need to embrace loneliness.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Charmaine’s website and podcast

    Related episodes:

    • Quentin Banks is Free in Christ Forever
  • Kevin White and Audacious Generosity
  • Engel Jones and the Power of Connection
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    55 min
  • 242: Manny Randhawa the Conduit of Grace

    Manny Randhawa is MLB.com reporter, Statcast researcher, and author of The Blake Street Bombers. Today, Manny shares how his dad’s political desire led him to faith, the surprising sermon that let him to pray for salvation, and how he ended up being a sports writer. He also shares how he led his mom to Christ. Plus, we geek out a little bit about baseball, of course. Manny’s story reminds us that God is always working even when our circumstances are painful.

    Listen to Manny’s story now!

    Stories Manny shared:

    • Growing up in the San Francisco area to immigrants from India
  • How his parents arranged marriage affected him
  • When his dad asked him to go to church
  • Going to a Christian school as a way of becoming American
  • The conversation with a leader at a retreat that stayed with him
  • Getting emotional during worship songs
  • The experiences in worship that kept happening and his intellectual pursuit
  • Praying while listening to Joel Osteen wrap up a sermon
  • The kind of abuse he lived through from his father
  • Leading his mom to Christ
  • Deciding not to become a lawyer
  • Praying to become a baseball writer
  • Starting to write for Bleacher Report
  • Getting an internship at MLB.com and his first story on the cover of the webpage
  • Learning he was clinically depressed
  • How God answering his prayer changed his view of God’s fatherhood
  • Talking to Juan Pierre and other Christians in MLB
  • Experiencing God as father
  • The story of how he wrote his book The Blake Street Bombers 
  • Great quotes from Manny:

    If you’re not an emotional guy, everything has to make sense…but it didn’t.

    If you’re young and depressed, you don’t know it.

    The very cause of distress in my life, God used as a conduit to put me in the right place.

    We say “right place, right time,” but actually God places you there.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Manny’s website
  • Manny’s Twitter
  • The Blake Street Bombers by Manny Randhawa
  • Related episodes:

    • Skye Jethani and Living Life with God
  • Gari Meacham and Hitting Life’s Curveballs
  • Jerry Schemmel and Christ in the Wreckage
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    1 hr 16 min
  • 241: Sheila Wray Gregoire and the Great Sex Rescue

    Sheila Wray Gregoire is a popular speaker, marriage blogger, and the author of nine books, including The Good Girl's Guide to Great Sex and her latest book, The Great Sex Rescue, which she coauthored with her daughter Rebecca Lindenbach and Joanna Sawatsky. Today, Sheila shares how she became a Christian sex blogger, when she first realized that she must stand for justice, and how studying the messages Christians were sending about sex affected her faith. Plus, we talk all about the research behind The Great Sex Rescue, and the more faithful way to look at a hot issue like sex. This conversation reminds us that love and mutuality is the way.

    Listen to Sheila’s story today

    Stories Sheila shared:

    • Picking up a copy of Love and Respect and how that bothered her
  • Growing up as an evangelical in multiple denominations
  • Struggling with gender roles and her own calling
  • Being ready to ditch the faith at 16
  • Losing a son after five years of marriage
  • Discovering her spiritual prophetic gift
  • Getting into blogging about sex by accident
  • Why it’s sad we’ve turned sex into a transaction
  • How sex and power are related
  • The mutuality of sex in the Bible
  • Why men are the victims of shame
  • The message that is sent when sex is taught as an obligation
  • Great quotes from Sheila:

    Life does not have to be happy for it to be real. Your faith can still be genuine even when you’re grieving. It doesn’t you’re spiritually weak to grieve.

    My heart is with the oppressed. When I see an injustice I can’t handle it and I need to speak out.

    God is an intimate God.

    When we follow Jesus we are not harmed.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Sheila’s blog
  • The Great Sex Rescue: The Lies You’ve Been Taught and How to Recover What God Intended
  • Books we mentioned:
    • Making of Biblical Womanhood by Beth Allison Barr
  • A Church Called Tov: Forming a Goodness Culture That Resists Abuses of Power and Promotes Healing by Scot McKnight and Laura Barringer
  • Jesus and John Wayne: How White Evangelicals Corrupted a Faith and Fractured a Nation by Kristin Kobes Du Mez
  • We Too: How the Church Can Respond Redemptively to the Sexual Abuse Crisis by Mary DeMuth
  • When Narcissism Comes to Church: Healing Your Community From Emotional and Spiritual Abuse by Chuck DeGroat
  • Related episodes:

    • J. Parker and How the Gospel Applies to Sex
  • Thomas Umstattd Jr. and Untwisting the Gospel 
  • Chris Taylor and Sex and Spiritual Growth
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    56 min
  • 240: Shea Watson and Conquering Shame

    Shea Watson is the cohosts The Pantry Podcast with his wife Michelle. Today, Shea shares his journey of sexual abuse at 8 years old, joining the army to avoid jail for drug dealing, and realizing he was losing it in the special forces. He constantly strived to keep up appearances by succeeding in high school sports and excelling in the army but it wasn’t enough to base his identity. Finally, after the failure of his second marriage, he turned to the Lord. Shea’s story reminds us that God’s love overcomes shame.

    Listen to Shea’s story now!

    Stories Shea shared:

    • The Pantry Podcast with his wife
  • Being abused as an 8 year old
  • Going to live with his dad and the requirements to go to church
  • Trying to prove himself
  • Getting into drug dealing to make some money
  • Joining the military to escape
  • Wanting to achieve in the Army
  • Having PTSD while he was still in the Army
  • Telling his superiors that he needed help
  • Feeling like he was running from God
  • Staying at Walter Reed in a psychiatric unit for two years
  • Struggling with drug addiction
  • When his sister took him in and loved him
  • Getting married to a woman who became his fix
  • Having 8 miscarriages and the sorrow that comes from that experience
  • His dream about Jesus being crucified
  • Starting The Pantry Podcast with his wife Michelle
  • Great quotes from Shea:

    I needed someone to tell me I was good because I didn’t feel good inside.

    My life in the Army started through reckless decisions.

    I was tired of turning to things to cover the pain. I didn’t want to put a band-aid on it anymore.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Shea’s website

    Related episodes:

    • John Swanger Shares Light in Dark Places
  • Cherrilyn Bisbano and the Struggle for Identity in Christ
  • Blake Brewer and A Father’s Legacy
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    53 min
  • 239: Merritt Onsa the Patient Love of God

    Merritt Onsa is a trail guide for the passionate and creative Christian woman who wants to get over her fear of failure, comparison, and imposter syndrome so she can get moving on her God-shaped dream without wasting more time second-guessing herself, procrastinating, or trying to be perfect. Today, Merritt shares how her ex-boyfriend led her to Christ, learning to be honest with her story, and how her husband taught her about God’s patient love. Merritt’s story reminds us how sweet the Lord’s patience is with us.

    Listen to Merritt’s story now!

    Stories Merritt shared:

    • Growing up in Central California whose parents were educators
  • Knowing of God until her parents stopped going to church
  • Feeling like she had to be a perfect kid and seeing God as the bully in the sky
  • Moving to Dallas for a job
  • The infidelity that broke up her relationship
  • The change she saw in her ex-boyfriend that piqued her interest in God
  • Clicking on the “Free Gift” button on her friend’s church and hearing the Gospel
  • Celebrating her conversion with her friend
  • Going to Celebrate Recovery
  • Healing through serving and learning to be honest with her story
  • How she met and married her husband and the provision from God
  • Caring about women finding freedom
  • Why Zephaniah 3:17 matters to her
  • Great quotes from Merritt:

    This man that I had betrayed ministered to me.

    When I stopped hiding, the healing exponentially grew.

    The infatuation and passion that you see in movies is unsustainable for a marriage.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Merritt’s website
  • Merritt’s podcast 
  • Related episodes:

    • Brandy Goebel and Running Back to You
  • Tracy Winchell and the Value of Starting Over
  • Tammy Helfrich is Trust Falling with God
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    49 min
  • 238: Phil Mershon and the Creative's Journey
    Phil Mershon is the founder and host of the Man in the Pew Show. By day, he is director of events for Social Media Examiner. He’s a jazz saxophonist, songwriter, former pastor, and author of two forthcoming books. Today, Phil shares the journey of discovering he is a creative. He shares how he studied economics, [...]
    47 min
  • 238: Phil Mershon and the Creative’s Journey

    Phil Mershon is the founder and host of the Man in the Pew Show. By day, he is director of events for Social Media Examiner. He’s a jazz saxophonist, songwriter, former pastor, and author of two forthcoming books. Today, Phil shares the journey of discovering he is a creative. He shares how he studied economics, the mentor who encouraged him to speak and write, and how he discovered his need to express his creativity every day. Phil’s story reminds us that it’s so valuable to know yourself and express yourself creatively.

    Listen to Phil’s story now!!

    Stories Phil shared:

    • Clinging to God in the middle of chaos in his life
  • Growing up in a church-going family
  • High school pranks at church
  • Going to Wheaton College and studying economics
  • Discovering that he was more artistic than analytical
  • The mentor who challenged him to try speaking
  • Going to seminary to study worship
  • Serving churches and moving around the country
  • Struggling with depressive cycles as a creative
  • Getting to Social Media Examiner
  • Learning that he has to express parts of himself
  • Great quotes from Phil:

    I wasn’t around people who could see that side [the creative side] of me.

    Abundance is the way the Kingdom works.

    There are certain parts of who I am that I can’t allow to go unexpressed.

    I am more than enough because God is more than enough.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Phil’s website

    Related episodes:

    • Matt Tommey and Partnership in the Gospel
  • Patrick Meyers and the Kind Initiator
  • Matt Rhodes Blends Spiritual Formation and Creativity
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    47 min
  • 237: Kristin Du Mez and Knowing Christian History

    Kristin Du Mez is Professor of History at Calvin University and author of Jesus and John Wayne. If you haven’t heard about this book yet, you will soon because it is lighting Evangelicalism on fire. Kristin shares about growing up a bit sheltered in Northwest Iowa Dutch country, how moving and travel began to expand her understanding of the world, and why she decided to address militarism in the Christian faith. Kristen’s story reminds us that we need to know Christian history to understand our faith.

    Listen to Kristin’s story now!

    Stories Kristin shared:

    • Growing up in Dutch Reformed circles in Northwest, Iowa
  • Feeling supported and nurtured in that area
  • Moving to Tallahassee, FL and learning that she was a little sheltered
  • Spending a year in Germany
  • Growing up always believing and making a profession of faith in college
  • Cultivating spiritual experiences through reading in Christian history
  • Observing how faith can be used to grasp for power
  • A summer of discontent
  • How understanding Christianity changed her faith
  • The history of biblical literalism and how that shaped her
  • Taking off the pressure to be right
  • Landing on intellectual engagement as a way to inform her faith
  • Deciding to address militarism in Christian faith
  • Wrestling with whether she should be bringing issues to the fore
  • How the cold war influenced our faith today
  • How the Bible gets distorted and treated as truth
  • The fruit of the Spirit as the definition of biblical masculinity
  • Great quotes from Kristin:

    My working assumption was that Christianity is constant within history. If anything, my historical studies disrupted this notion of communion with my fellow believers.

    If you’re holding on so tightly to your narrow conception of truth, that’s a faith that can easily be shaken.

    A lot of Evangelicals have bought into a very us versus them mentality, that God is on our side and therefore anything that I do is righteous.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Kristin’s website
  • Jesus and John Wayne: How White Evangelicals Corrupted a Faith and Fractured a Nation
  • Related episodes:

    • Karen Swallow Prior and the Spiritual Practice of Reading Fiction
  • Kyle Strobel and Integrating Spirituality and Theology
  • Jeff Munroe and Stewarding Your Pain
  • Aimee Byrd and Recovering From Biblical Manhood and Womanhood
  • The post Kristin Du Mez and Knowing Christian History appeared first on Eric Nevins.

    47 min
  • 236: Rob Lohman and Breaking Addiction

    Rob Lohman currently helps people suffering from substance abuse to find freedom from addiction and incarceration. Today, Rob shares his journey of avoiding consequences for destructive actions, the moment God spoke to him in a bar, and the action that sent him to prison. Today, Rob helps others break the chains of addiction as an interventionist. His story reminds us that God is still pursuing us no matter how messy our lives become.

    Listen to Rob’s story now!

    Stories Rob shared:

    • Growing up in several cities in a Christian family
  • Drinking beer behind the bushes at church camp
  • Alcoholic tendencies in high school
  • Avoiding consequences throughout college
  • Not liking himself and needing a change of heart
  • The moment the Lord spoke to him in a bar
  • Sensing God’s presence as he lifted a barbell too much for his weight
  • Discovering gambling at 15
  • Learning how to live sober
  • Meeting his wife and getting married
  • Dealing with creeping insecurity after marriage and fatherhood
  • His finances getting messed up through gambling
  • Setting boxes on fire on his patio
  • The journey of confession
  • Getting arrested after confessing
  • Being sentenced to 13 years in prison
  • His wife’s journey of trying to figure out what to do
  • Discovering who he is in Christ
  • Repairing his marriage after getting out
  • Getting trained to do recovery intervention
  • Great quotes from Rob:

    Parents and loved ones, don’t ever quit praying for your kids.

    Resources we mentioned:

    • Rob’s website
  • Seven Days In Utopia
  • Victory Over the Darkness: Realize The Power Of Your Identity In Christ by Neil Anderson
  • Related episodes:

    • Mike Savage and God’s Great Sacrificial Love
  • Amber Cullum and the Journey to Grace
  • Mark Casson and the Clay’s Perspective
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