“Taking my self-imposed call to exertion seriously filled my life with an overburdened heaviness.”

“Facts and feelings often operate on different tracks that don’t overlap.”

´”Why is it so much easier to click on a YouTube than to close my eyes and just be?”

‘I would like to live life outwards, so that wonderment takes over from pointless inner criticism.’

“Planning has become a ritual to keep misfortune at bay, something akin to a rain dance.”

Only by resisting the passing of time do I give meaning to my life’

"I cannot help but think that throughout the years, layers were put over that core freedom.”

“Can I only take it easy when I know that I have limited time left for an easy life?”

"What to believe? The theory that appeals to me? Or the opposite, which disappointingly leaves everything as it was?” 

“When I think of all the paths not chosen, my head begins to spin.”